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originally posted in Seasonal Archery Tournament - Winter
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Part 1

“Come on, Uncle!” Gellam shouted, bounding through the snow ahead of his companions, lute upraised to avoid the white sprays thrown up by his legs. “Or we shall be late, again! And you know how Lady Mordagnir hates to be late!” The bell at the tail of his cap jingled in affirmation, and the fool launched himself off a small bank, to skid down its snowy slope to the field below. A silvery laugh rang out from Lady Mordagnir herself in response as she trudged through the snow behind Gellam. Tavari’s boots rose nearly to her knees, protecting her legs from the snow as the powder puffed up around her with each step, rustling against the ends of the midlength green cloak she wore over her typical trews, mossy tunic, and jerkin. She turned with a grin to Alagon, shaking out her long golden plait from the folds of the cloak. “I suppose we’d better hurry along, before Gellam makes it to the pastry table- if Almarëa has been so foolish as to provide one again!” Alagon laughed, his breath frosting in the air. He was a not overtall, a middle-sized ellon with a solid frame, wild reddish hair, bright blue eyes, his ruddy complexion heightened in the cold air. He shook his head, looking after the fool. “If he gets to the pastries in this weather, heaven help us all. The archery match shall no doubt become a snowballing competition!”

Alagon and Tavari slid down the bank in Gellam’s wake, reaching the fool just as he had approached Almarëa, and was bending over her hand with a kiss. “Suilanyel!” Tavari called to Alma as they approached, and gestured to Alagon. “A new competitor for your ranks today. I think I will only watch this time, and keep an eye on our fool.” Gellam pulled a long face and strummed a mournful minor chord. “Really, my lady, that is hardly necessary!” Alagon strode forward with a smile to Almarëa, shifting the weight of the bow and quiver on his back. “It has been quite some time since I have drawn bow, but my nephew has convinced me that a bit of sport will be good for me.” He raised an eyebrow and shot Gellam an appraising look. “I suspect him of wishing the Gelir clear in order to raid my stocks of blackberry wine. In either case, please add me to your list!”

Immediate task achieved, as a group they turned to the table of refreshments. Tavari followed Gellam further down the table as he immediately made a beeline for the maple taffy, chuckling to herself at his delight, and wondering how he intended to handle the lute with such sticky fingers. An unfamiliar voice caught her attention, and she glanced up to see an ellon (Aranadhel) speaking to Mazana, and pronouncing his allegiance to the House of the Swallow. It seemed a strange thing to bring up, here and now, but perhaps he were simply proud of his late house, as many would be. Tavari bent over the table to grasp a pottery mug of cider, and her cloak slipped off her shoulder- she seized it by the pin and pulled it back around as she straightened, the device of Fëanor etched into the head of the cloak pin beneath her fingers. She held it for a moment as she turned and leant back against the table, then grasped the mug with both her hands to warm them, as she gazed out over the field, the corner of her lips tugging upward.

Meanwhile, Alagon had paused before an elleth in a blue dress (Merilin), smiling warmly. “Greetings, mistress, I do not believe we have met! Are you newly come to the vale?”

Part 2

“Merilin of Lorien, welcome!” Alagon replied to the elleth, bowing slightly. “I hope you will enjoy your stay, however brief.” He chuckled at her abrupt absentmindedness, and introduced himself. “I am Alagon, resident of the vale and master of its tavern, the Abad Gelir. Perhaps you will join us there one night!” Before their conversation could continue, however, Lord Elrond had arrived, distracting the elleth. “Aye, Lord, it has been some time- but hopefully I shall avoid embarrassment!” Then Almarëa announced the beginning of the first round. With a lift of his hand to Merilin, Alagon made to take his place at the firing line. Standing athwart of a target, the ruddy-faced Sinda unlimbered the bow from about his torso, wrapping his fingers about its smooth, half-familiar weight. Long ago he had begun the bow as sport in his youth, but the skill once employed in war had lost its charm. It had been many years since Alagon had lifted this bow, standing in the corner of his chamber, half hidden by a bookshelf. But the season and his mood and Gellam’s prompting –and perhaps a glass of blackberry wine- had combined to convince the publican that the time was ripe to renew old pleasures. Reaching over his shoulder, he drew an arrow from the quiver and nocked it to the string, raising and drawing in one fluid motion. Straightening his shoulders fractionally, Alagon tightened his elbow, the grey fletches brushing against his cheek. He sighted along the shaft, and, in the space between one breath and the next, let fly.

“Ah, my lord!” Gellam cried, skipping through the snow as Elrond arrived, flanked by Aigronding and Gwenneth, the latter of whom received a roguish wink. The fool bowed to the lord of the vale deeply at the peredhel’s remark about his parents. “My lord, I am sure they should be delighted to take up such a noble invitation! But it is an arduous journey in winter, and circumstances being what they are…” Elrond had moved on before Gellam could complete his sentence, and the fool scratched his head. Spinning the lute around to the front of his body again, the fool shrugged and began to stroll slowly around the musicians as they assembled. “The snowbirds they lie,” he sang, “Among the drifts of holly! Laughing and jolly, oh the snowbird’s folly, run away, fly away, before the moons of May- if you wing away today, you’ll fly another day!” As Gellam concluded his song he had circled around Gwenneth at the refreshment table, and leaned in next to her, wiggling his brows. “Bear a cup for me, baingwen (beautiful maid, S)?”

Tavari turned at the distinctive sound of her brother’s grumbling, and inclined her head to Lord Elrond before flashing Aigronding a smile. She accepted the sweet from his hand and squeezed it in passing as he moved off to greet Almarëa, before turning to resume her former position leaning against the table, her gaze searching out over the vale. She could hear Gellam singing, and her thoughts quickly wandered to their previous occupation: a new administration for the stables of the vale. After all, she needed something to distract her from the absurdity of not competing in the archery competition! At first, as Gellam’s song died away and a new strain of music infiltrated her senses, Tavari did not realize what she was hearing, but hummed along absently. Then she began to sing softly, tapping her fingernails against the mug in her hand. “Some day, when trees have shed their leaves, And against the morning’s white, The shivering birds beneath the eaves have sheltered for the night, We’ll turn our faces southward, love…” Tavari’s voice trailed away and her eyes widened as she realized what she was hearing; the mug fell from her suddenly nerveless fingers, splashing cider across the snow, and she whipped around. But the strains of Thargelion seemed cold and thin now, despite the musicians’ prodigious skill; it was neither Maglor’s voice, nor his harp- nor Caranthir’s splendid hall. Shuddering her spine, Tavari swiftly recovered herself, snatching the mug from the ground and replacing it on the table with the other empties, and kicking fresh powder over the spill. Quickly she stepped to the end of the table, directing her attention toward where the archers had now lined up, and as Alagon’s name was announced set her fingers to her teeth to whistle her encouragement.

Part 3

A light touch made itself known on her sleeve, and Tavari turned to see the concerned grey eyes of Elrond at her side. “Yes,” she replied after a moment, “yes, I am well, thank you.” The lord of the vale had a pointed curiosity, and a habit of pursuing it- now was no exception, and he enquired after her knowledge of Maglor’s song. She cursed herself inwardly for her lapse, but the rebuke turned into a chuckle as she allowed her mind to drift in slow consideration of the question, Is there something you wish to tell me? By the time the peredhel before her had been born, Tavari had been made twice a kinslayer, by fate been parted from the only two places she had ever called home; sat in a blazing hall while Maglor had plucked at his harp, composing this very melody, and with him spinning its words; and been cast out by he whom she would call king. Still, she did not doubt that Elrond would understand- but this was not the place for such revelations, nor yet the time. Tavari smiled, allowing her hand to rest reassuringly on his arm. “Perhaps in time, there will be much I wish to tell you. For now be content in the knowledge that Lord Maglor did not always compose alone, in the winter halls of Thargelion. And there are many songs of the world lost to history for all but a few. I am pleased that Hrívë has survived in melody, and is still heard in your domain.”

Gellam grinned at Gwenneth’s blush, and even more widely at the pressure of her lips against his cheek. He clapped a hand to his face in seeming astonishment and rubbed it in slow circles, as though to make sure the kiss wouldn’t get away. “Such a prize! Why, if that’s all that must be done to obtain a kiss from one so fair as you, you shall find me at your heels at all times, composing rhymes in your honor.” The fool nodded seriously as Gwenneth spoke of Thingol. “Aye, I should have made it my mission to cause him to fall from his throne in the throes of laughter! And ah, Daeron!” Gellam’s eyes shone with adoration as he strummed a wistful chord. “If I could ever approach his skill, I should think my life fulfilled. I have composed several pieces about his story, you know.” Abruptly the elleth changed topics, and Gellam exclaimed with excitement, “The ball! Of course! My dear lady, what is a ball without a fool? Why, I imagine were I to miss the occasion, Lord Elrond would allow his herald to loose the hounds on me!” The fool’s flow broke of as he followed Gwenneth’s glance to Tavari, who was in conversation with Elrond. The cupbearer’s knowing smirk was not lost on Gellam, and he arranged his face in an impish expression right back, plucking out a mocking melody on his lute. “I imagine Lady Mordagnir has ellyn lined up around the vale just waiting to escort her to the ball- where would a fool such as myself fit in that illustrious crowd? Why, I have heard rumors that Lord Glorfindel himself intends to ask her to take his arm. I shall simply have to arrive, and take what chances I can to appreciate all the beauty that will gather in Elrond's hall!” The fool eyed Gwenneth up and down, and skipped back out of reach.
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A slim, dark ellon with curls falling about his temples poked his head around the doorframe of the Hall of Fire. His eyes darted about, and then he quickly withdrew back into the corridor, leaning against the wall and clutching his chest. His burgundy velvet jerkin heaved above it, and his whole body seemed to writhe within its fine clothing. He looked sideways at his companion, a lean, flaxen-haired elleth in a mossy gown. “I’m not sure I can do this.” Tavari laughed, and shook her head. “Remlasson, be serious. What kind of impression will you make on Lord Elrond if you faint dead away in his hall?” Remlasson’s face twisted in consternation and he straightened, tugging at the hem of the jerkin. “You’re right. I can’t have him thinking Halcyon officers are so weak-hearted.” Tavari grinned and clapped him on the shoulder. “That’s right, maethor, you’d better buck up your ideas!”

Remlasson proffered his elegant arm, Tavari took it, and they glided through the doors. The ethereal evening light caught in Tavari’s hair and lit her up like the fire of Laurelin, blazing off her finery. She was not ordinarily one for self-decoration, but tonight was different, somehow. Her gown was cut fuller than usual, falling in lush waves about her, its fabric chased by a silver thread and the tight bodice and hems trimmed in seafoam lace. Nipping her in at the waist was a golden chain, four delicate strands woven together to lie heavy above her hips, their knotted ends hanging together down the front, past her knees. On the index finger of her left hand was a ring, two intertwined lines, one of silver and one of mithril. Its mate, a broader, more masculine band of silver, rode on her accompanying thumb. And amidst the web of small braids that netted Tavari’s hair back from her face nestled a silver circlet, growing like vines from either side to meet above the center of her forehead, where a trillion cut emerald was set, flanked on either side by the graven sigils of Fëanor and Thargelion.

The room had not yet filled to capacity, and several of its inhabitants turned, and greetings were called. Tavari returned them, and though he was smiling, Remlasson tilted his head in close to her ear.
“Is it just me, or are there people staring at us?” The elleth’s smile broadened as she nodded at Espo in passing. “There have been rumors flying about the vale that I would attend with Lord Glorfindel, at the behest of my brother, or with Gellam, to spite him. By choosing neither, I will certainly throw him off the scent.” Remlasson sighed dramatically. “I see it now. I’m just a pawn in your games with the Tar-Taidron. Think of my career! How should I ever expect to get promoted if you use me against him?” He winced as Tavari elbowed him in the ribs. “Come on, you know I will not allow that to happen. Besides, you would never have come by yourself, and this way you get a little notoriety, and a personal introduction to Elrond, just as you wanted.”

“Elrond! She calls him by his given name. To what heights have I ascended?” There was no time for Tavari to inflict another elbow or return another clever remark, for by this time they had almost reached the chair where the lord of the vale sate, overlooking the proceedings. They halted before him and with a grin Tavari pressed her hand to her heart and bowed, the gesture repeated by the ellon at her side. “Lord Elrond,” she greeted the peredhel, indicating her companion, “may I introduce Remlasson, a maethor of the Halcyon Guard, here on his first visit to Imladris.”

***

Tavari, it's been much too long since I have seen you appear so fair, Elrond complimented his herald's sister as she approached his chair, he touched both of her hands, holding them in his own, with a rare smile. She hadn't stayed in newly-established Rivendell for long, following her brother's death. Much of his memories of Aigronding's sister was in the time of Gil-galad's reign when Elrond was a young boy at the Mouths of Sirion before Maglor had taken custody of him and when Tavari was honored by invitation to attend the balls the High King hosted at his palace in Forlindon. Remlasson, it's a pleasure to meet your acquaintance, warrior of the Home Guard, Elrond spoke, clasping the Elf's forearm, well met. Tavari tells me this is your first visit to Rivendell, Elrond acknowledged as he settled back against his throne-like chair. May I ask which realm you had dwelt at before? I take it you were a member of the Eldar Union Army before it was disbanded but had chosen to protect my borders? Taurina, a Silvan of Mirkwood, has decided to make Rivendell her home and guard it, I know at least so I expect other Elves from foreign lands have done so as well. How did you meet, Tavari? Perhaps on her travels? She has wandered for many centuries.

Gwenneth- Elrond looked at his cupbearer, a slim and quiet elleth who had shoulder-length chestnut hair dressed in red and purple raiment ; she had been a handmaiden to Queen Melian at Menegroth, Doriath in the First Age and had been Elwing's personal servant at the Mouths of Sirion. She had known the Lord of Rivendell well since his childhood. Could you pour Remlasson a glass of Alagon's blackberry wine? Elrond beseeched; there was a place for food and beverages but a small table was set aside by Elrond's chair for a carafe of Alagon's finest wine so that Elrond could sate his thirst. I'll need another glass milord to honor your new friend, Gwenneth replied and called for Epso. Sweet sister, you look as beautiful as Amme, Aigronding, appearing at Tavari's side, complimented, embracing. That seafoam lace, she wore such like; maybe Nana still does so, Aigronding mentioned, smiling faintly. Any of that raspberry cordial you were speaking with me about this morning, Epso? A flute of that if you'd please, Aigronding spoke with the server, who provided his own recommendations, after he came by with a goblet for Gwenneth to pour Remlasson's drink into. Watch my sister's toes this evening. Maethor, Aigronding warned Remlasson, glaring daggers at the man....but a grin emerged slowly and he chuckled, clapping the warrior on the back and winked at his sister. He was trying to change for her so they would get along better. I approve of your company better than I do that dratted clown's, honestly, Aigronding whispered to Remlasson though loud enough for Tavari to pick up - so Aig was a work in progress but he was better than he use to be - and Mordagnir turned to look at her. Where is Gellam anyway? he asked, retrieving his raspberry cordial from a returning Epso. He wouldn't miss a party of special magnifience like this. Aren't his parents coming?

Edan approached Elrond's chair just as Gwenneth handed Remlasson his blackberry wine. The tall and well-built Elf was usually a gregarious, jocular man - and crafty ; that aspect of his character hadn't vanished yet though - but hard times had rendered him, at least for the moment, solemn and soft-spoken. He wore a white tunic beneath a black velvet doublet and his long ebon hair was swept back into into a tail bound by onyx thread. Pretty jewelry, Goldfeathers, Amrun said, touching her hand for an instant ; the pair had been friends for a long time, they had met in the Battle-under-Stars, and their fellowship had been unbroken since. Ornate articles, Edan commented, green eyes twinkling, his lips a ghost of a smile now, I can't help but to recognize. He lifted a raven brow, gesturing to the dancing floor of the Hall of Fire. A genuine smile blossomed now. Perhaps we could discuss them as we waltz? His gaze flicked to Remlasson. Present accompany permitting, of course, Edan hedged. Aigronding grunted. Edan ignored him but it was all in fun though; Amrun was one of Aigronding's closest companions.


***

Remlasson clasped Elrond’s arm firmly; although he had been nervous to meet the Lord of Imladris, he was not about to disgrace himself now he was here. “This is indeed my first visit to your halls, my Lord, though I was born and raised not far from here, on the very edge of the valley, in fact. My parents met during the battle for Eregion, and were among those who retreated here, but chose to live outside the main establishment of Imladris. They were valiant of course, but neither noble nor notable, so I should not be surprised if you did not know them. Alas they have chosen to take a ship, or I know they would have been as delighted as I to be here.” Surprised at his own verbosity, Remlasson stopped speaking. But Elrond asked another question, and he found himself a flow of words again. “Ah, Tavari! Or, I suppose in this setting, Lady Mordagnir- we did indeed meet once, quite some time ago, when I had chosen to take an absence from my martial training and do a bit of wandering of my own. There was a rather nasty encounter with stone giants near the Carrock, where we happened upon each other and teamed up for a ways to get through the mountains. After that brief partnership we went our separate ways- at that time I had no knowledge of her nobility, and I believe I speak truly when I say we were both astounded to see one another when she came to Ost-Halatir to take up her position in the guard. Since then I’ve been fortunate enough to hear quite a bit of her previous exploits, and I must say the epessë is well-earned.”

“Remlasson flatters me.” Tavari shook her head and laughed. She was glad to see him relaxing in the new environment- and glad to see Elrond happy, who was often melancholy in this room, thinking of his departed wife. “Yes, Lord Elrond, it has been quite some time- though I scarce believe you remember those occasions!” she teased, “After all, you were little more than an infant, running about attempting to dance with everyone. As I recall, I still owe you one- do feel free to claim it this evening!” Before Tavari could unlimber herself of any more embarrassing childhood stories, Aigronding appeared at her elbow. “Háno,” she said warmly, leaning into his embrace. She squeezed a little tighter at the mention of their mother, whom neither had spoken of since their reunion. When they broke apart, Aigronding called for a drink, then as she might have expected, turned his attention to her escort. Tavari rolled her eyes at his comments; it was getting old, this business of denigrating Gellam, but when Aigronding latched onto a joke, it could take centuries for him to let it go. “I haven’t seen him yet this evening, but I imagine he’s with his parents, getting ready.” Tavari replied, as Gwenneth appeared and handed Remlasson the goblet of blackberry wine. She raised her hand in warning, but it was too late: he had already taken a deep swallow, and immediately set to gasping and coughing. The ellon beat at his own chest and straightened up. “Whoooh!” he exhaled explosively. “Wow. Wow. That is incredible. But I think I’d better take it a bit slower if I’m to last the night!”

As Tavari was laughing at Remlasson’s reddened face, another figure appeared at her side, and touched her hand. She turned to see Edan Amrun, his elegant features once more graced by a small smile- a blessing, for he had good reason to be dour. Hopefully tonight would be a night of happiness and healing for him. Tavari’s grin grew along with his smile, pleased at his recognition of her heraldry, and of his desire to dance. She ignored Aigronding’s grunting. If he was going to pretend to be offended at any nér who desired her company, he was going to be in for a lot of acting- one antagonist deserved another! However, she did turn to Remlasson. “You don’t mind, do you? The night is young after all.” Remlasson shook his head and waved a hand. “Oh no, I wouldn’t dream of daring to prevent you! Perhaps I can take some lessons from Taidron Amrun’s footwork. Er.” His eyes flicked quickly over Aigronding, and to Gwenneth. “Why didn’t you warn me about this stuff?!” he demanded in mock outrage, gesturing to the wine. Tavari extended her hand to Edan, allowing him to lead her out to the space in the center of the room that had been cleared for dancing, where several couples were already revolving to the slowish tune the musicians had struck up. As she placed her hand on his shoulder, Tavari’s eyes flicked up to her partner’s. “Remembering old times, Edan?”

Though the doors bounded (as was his usual method of entry) Gellam the Fool. His usual ebullience was today compounded by tenfold, and his grinning face radiated happiness, counterpointed by the tinkling bells at the end of his long soft cap- the one had been replaced by three, sewn on especially for this occasion. At first his garb, the mossy trews, butterscotch tunic, and russet jerkin, appeared the same- but upon closer inspection they had been cut of finger cloth, chased with many shining threads that caught the light as he weaved and danced, and the lute was as ever present upon his back. Not only was it to be a ball and a highly superior occasion with many good things to drink and sweet things to eat, today two very special guests of his own were in attendance! A mismatched pair of elves entered the Hall of Fire behind Gellam. One was tall, even taller than the fool, a hard, lean ellon, with shoulder length dark hair, and a face which had not quite imparted all of its angles to his son. A scar bisected the left eye of that face, from the top of the forehead down to the cheekbone, and a golden ring hung from the same ear, swaying slightly as Mormerildir glanced about, impressed, at the room. He was dressed in a similar manner to Gellam, although more subdued: black trews tucked into tall black boots, and the sleeves of a pale green embroidered tunic protruded from beneath a plain dark leather jerkin.

Mormerildir was glad of the music and noise of conversation, for it did not make the clacking of the clawed foot of his wooden right leg seem so loud upon the tiled floor. He rubbed his hands calloused hands together. With her one small hand tucked into the fold of his left arm, his wife squeezed reassuringly.
Lhindes was diminutive in stature for one of elvenkind, and so delicate in appearance that it seemed as if one good wind might blow her away, on first sight. Her long white hair, which normally streamed in a curtain down her back, had been bound into one long plait, reaching to the backs of her knees, and threaded with a ribbon to match Mormerildir’s tunic. She was garbed simply, but with an innate elegance: layers upon layers of sheer white fabric had been draped to created a fitted bodice, its diagonal lines transitioning smoothly into a feather-light, flowing skirt that brushed her toes. A beatific smile graced Lhindes’s face, and her cloudy grey-green eyes faced ahead, as though she could see the master of the vale, towards whom she was being led.

Gellam had darted about the room, saying his hellos, dispensing a few witty sallies, and hastily stuffing down a pastry, just to start the evening off right. As he made to return to the pair he had come in with, waving away Lord Glorfindel’s laughter at his remark about a randy goat, departing before Erestor could reprimand him, he spotted a couple who had just entered the dance floor. A flaxen-haired elleth, bedecked in ancient finery, being pulled close in amicable intimacy by a handsome, noble-looking dark ellon, a palpable understanding emanating between them as she looked up into his eyes. Something hot and unpleasant twisted in Gellam’s gut as he paused, watching Tavari and Edan dance, and for the briefest moment, the Fool was lost for words. But it was no more than an instant before he shook off the feeling, and with a renewed grin, leapt to his mother’s left side, taking her other arm, and guiding her and his father the rest of the way across the room, until they stood before Elrond in his chair. “My Lord!” Gellam greeted him, releasing Lhindes’s arm in order to make an elegant leg to the lord of the vale. “May I present with the deepest pleasure, my parents, Lhindes and Mormerildir, of the Greenwood.” Mormerildir bowed stiffly, and Lhindes sank with ineffable grace into a deep curtsy, speaking as she rose, “Lord Elrond, we are honored to have been invited. We have heard much of Imladris from our son, and it is a gift to be here at last.”

***

"No praise is too excessive when one speaks of your prowess in battle, Lioness, nor your beauty, Tavari," Elrond complimented Aigronding's sister. He looked at her fondly, seeing that she was one of the few close friends still alive and present who remembered his youth at the Havens of Sirion before King Maglor adopted him and his brother Elros. "I'll claim that opportunity, yes, Tavari, if Edan doesn't keep you all the while."

"She hasn't been here for thousands of years; who could blame me if I will?"
Edan riposted merrily before leading Tavari away. Gwenneth overheard Remlasson admonish her and Aigronding lightly for not alerting him as to how potent the wine was at this event. Gwenneth blushed and the older, comely woman swayed toward the strong warrior; she gently pried the drinking vessel out of his hands."Well, I'll warn you now, soldier; perhaps you should stop this moment before what you're drinking muddles your senses," she lectured, standing akimbo. "You don't want to step all over a woman's feet, do you? Particularly mine...."

"Remlasson, mellon, that sounds like an invitation!" Mordagnir speculated, blue eyes glinting. "How about you escort Elrond's cupbearer to the floor now before your condition worsens, mate?" Aigronding advised, chuckling. "Meanwhile, I'll ask Rior's daughter; she seems to have put her aside her instrument for a time."


*

"Only good ones for now,"
Edan answered Tavari as she asked if he was remembering old times; he clasped his friend's left side softly and delicately entwined his right hand's fingers with her own as he slowly took lead. " 'The Girl with the Flaxen Hair', " he spoke and, beaming, added, "Maglor composed this in your honour long ago. In happier times. And I do believe that circlet of yours was also given as a gift in those days of peace and mirth, am I right? The wealthy itinerant merchant's daughter, companion of the Fëanorians." He twirled her once gently and brought Tavari back to him with a curious smile. "Where have you kept such precious things?" Amrun questioned. "You wouldn't have carried so much jewelry with you on centuries of errantry, of course. You're full of surprises, Lioness. What else are you keeping secret?"


*

"Gellam! My fool!" Elrond jovially greeted when the jester appeared with his lovely mother and rough-hewn father. "You arrived too late, my friend," Elrond informed, "if you had been here sooner, perhaps Tavari would have politely told Edan that she'd save him a dance for later. I suppose you'll have to wait your turn now however it might not pass; it's been thousands of years since they've seen each other." He turned to Gellam's sire. "Mormerildir, you are a blessed fellow; your wife is, beyond a shadow of a doubt, the fairest elleth of Mirkwood, surely, and, perchance, the sweetest." Elrond spoke to Lhindes next. "I hope you and your husband will enjoy the beauty of my gardens and the pulchritude of the beechen woods, the falls of water and the hospitality of my house during your stay. Will you honour the Lord of Rivendell with a dance once, Lhindes, this even?"


***

Remlasson stuttered vaguely as Gwenneth peeled the glass out of his hands. “Toes? Eh? What? No, of course not! That is-“ He stood, fingers still curled as though about a glass, drumming against nothing, gazing at the expectant-looking elleth in consternation. Aigronding spoke up, rescuing Remlasson from the silence that threatened to erase him from existence, and he swallowed. “Er. Well, yes, it does, doesn’t it?” He reached out his hand to take Gwenneth’s and led her out into the area that had been designated as the dance floor, trying not to look at anyone else. Despite his misgivings, he set out confidently, keeping well to the music as they swept around the floor. Remlasson shifted his gaze, staring determinedly over the elleth’s shoulder. “Er. Can you remind me of your name, mistress?”

“The good ones are the only ones worth remembering at a time like this!” Tavari agreed with a grin, remembering herself years long ago when Edan had swept her about a floor like this before, when the deep winter had isolated the halls of Thargelion from the outside world, and there was little to do but make merry. Tavari’s tireless feet had seen her do duty to the entire court, before collapsing into the chaises below the throne to listen to Maglor’s harp. “Yes!” she said, surprised by the sudden recognition of the tune, “Yet another melody that has survived by some means beyond what I know- and the world is better for it. Which I do not say merely because it was written for me!” Tavari laughed, her gown flaring wide as Edan spun her away, and back into him. With a low chuckle she leaned in closely, to whisper directly into his ear. “A lioness has many secrets, Amrun!” The rings sat heavily on her left hand against his shoulder as she pulled back slightly, periwinkle eyes alight with mischief. “For the first time in Ages I have allowed myself to reveal these particular secrets, though only you of all here may know what they truly mean. In any case, you can’t expect me to reveal all my secrets at once… besides, you might want to steal my treasure!”

Gellam bowed again, though this time with a chagrined tinkle of his bells, as Lord Elrond mentioned his ill-timing with regard to the dance partnership of Tavari. “No doubt Lady Mordagnir will find it in her heart to spare me one small dance at some point this eve, my Lord!” he piped up with manufactured woe, before Lhindes replied to Elrond’s request. “But of course, Lord Elrond, it should be my pleasure- so long as my husband does not mind!” She looked up coyly though sightless eyes at Mormerildir, who chuckled gruffly. “Of course not. A couple of turns will be enough for me- I hear tell that my wife’s cousin Alagon has made some refinements to his blackberry wine since his last visit to the greenwood, so no doubt I shall find some entertainment while my arm is bare! But here, Lord,” Mormerildir undid a lace at his belt, and pulled from it a small sheath, perhaps eight inches long, with a hilt protruding from it. The hilt was of embossed steel, its grip wrapped with sturdy dark-green leather, and the pommel set with a rough chip of jade. Within the sheath, the blade was sleek and double edged, with a narrow fuller down its center, and a scrolling design down one side. “I know you must have no use for trifles such as these, but it did not seem right to me to come to you without a gift of some sort. I was once a warrior, but have since turned my hand to other things, and I hope my work will please you.” Mormerildir resisted the urge to wipe away a bead of sweat from his hairline from the effort of such an unaccustomed speech, and stumped forward to extend the sheathed dagger to Lord Elrond.

***

"And I have secrets as well," Edan thought somberly in silence though still maintaining his soft smile. He almost felt compelled to speak with her about Calselda, Tavari's hidden niece, but decided it would only ruin the evening. Aigronding was here; Amrun was afraid of what his friend would do if Tavari told her brother.

"The only treasure I'm looking for is some peace of mind, really," Edan replied with melancholy laughter and brushed the Tavari's forehead chastely with his lips as the song finished. "It's unfortunate he didn't value your love higher than his oaths," he said quietly, cupping Tavari's cheek. "I hope the happiness you've found here in Rivendell will remain evergreen, mellon nin. I must leave; it's the fool's turn now, Lioness."


*

"This is a beautiful weapon," said Elrond joyfully, accepting the sheathed dagger from gracious Mormerildir. "I was, too, a warrior once," he said, his tone low and grave, "and a fighter I still remain. There are times I serve at the fortresses which guard Rivendell. I don't expect Imladris to be attacked but a ruler must be cautious. I will gladly bear your gift in the valley's defense, Mormerildir. Laigurth, Green Death, I name it."

Elrond pulled the dagger out of its sheath to admire the blade again and suddenly the Hall of Fire vanished and he was somewhere else, a keep of an elven castle in the high moor of Rivendell, wearing elegant Halcyon plate armor.

His body flickered with tongues of bluish-white torturous lightning as he rose from the red stone floor of Narbein Cardhon, the tower of Ost-Carloth. Elrond held Laigurth in one gauntlet, a bejeweled scimitar in the other.

Aigronding laid dead and Nimlos, his white wolfhound, seemed brutally mauled to death, the neck of a sleek huge panther still captured between her large jaws. A mortal woman of cold ethereal beauty and smooth alabaster skin loomed over Mordagnir's corpse, pulling the tip of her longsword's blade from the High Elf's heart. She had violet eyes and long dark hair waving in a magical breeze. Over black chainmail the lady wore a woman's stylish high-collared bronze cuirass.
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Roina, bleeding from a terrible head wound, screamed in rage and hurled herself at Aigronding's destroyer, swinging her Heaven's Arch sabre.

Nilthoron's enemy whirled, gracefully flicking the reddish-brown pomegranate wand she held in her opposite hand, casting the elleth out of a stained glass circular window.

"This time, Elrond," said The Sorceress in a whispery melodic voice he barely heard in the deafening sound of the pandemonium below, facing Rivendell's lord triumphantly, "you lose."

The peredhel's grey eyes blazed as he flung his dagger at The Witch but she put forth her Morgul power. Mormerildir's blade reversed in mid-air...and launched itself back at the half-elf. Blood spurted from his side where Laigurth pierced him and the Lord of Imladris collapsed near the torchlit staircase he ascended, hollering for Arwen and Aragorn to save him.


The vision ended abruptly, Mormerildir's present trembling in Elrond's grasp.

"You must pardon me," apologized Elrond to Gellam's parents, Tasa, Arillo, and Hithaear sorrowfully, "but I am suddenly feeling ill." Blanching, he swiftly departed from the room.


***

Trouble scored her friend’s elegant features, and darkened his verdant eyes. Tavari thought to ask Edan what it was that haunted him, but before the thought could blossom into words from her lips, his had descended to touch gently against her skin, dry but warm. Her head tilted towards him in a gentle return of pressure, and she looked up at Edan as his hand found purchase on her cheek. Peace of mind, she thought as he spoke, such a simple thing, yet so difficult to find. His next words struck a chord within her; some dissonant minor thing of winter halls in the dead of night, when spirits and fires both ebbed low, so unlike the merry place in which they now stood. But once before had anyone spoken of the Him that Edan meant to her since her return, and it had not been in such melancholy understanding tones. He know; the slim, dark Noldo who worshipped the sun, knew of the Dark which had ruled Tavari’s heart for all the ages of her life. That heart swelled within her at his recognition, and she loved him for it. Her brazen glittering gesture had found its connection in him, and though he maligned the subject of her finery, it was with a gentle sorrow. Tavari’s hand fell on Edan’s as it made to slip from her face and she grasped his fingers in hers, turning his hand over and raising it to her lips. She kissed his knuckles, and Laurelin’s fire blazed in her eyes as she raised them once more. “Namárië, Amrun,” she bade him goodnight.

She turned away opposite Edan, and floated from the dance floor on a cushion of distant emotion. Wine and song and remembrance had taken their toll, and the crowded room with its heat and bustle suddenly pressed in upon Tavari. She cast her eyes about the room. There, Remlasson was dancing with Gwenneth- what a match that had turned out to be, poor Remalsson on his first visit to the Hall, at least it would be one he wouldn’t soon forget. Edan had gone, Aigronding was dancing with Laerina, and there across the way, Elrond arose from his seat, looking shaken. This sharpened Tavari’s focus, for seldom did the collected calm of Rivendell’s lord slip, and never without good reason. But he hastened steadily from the room, leaving the others to regroup in his wake, and she shook off her misgivings. She was not so distracted that she could not feel eyes upon her and turned to look at those whom Elrond had left behind. No gaze found hers, but there was a certain tightness in the shoulders of a particular Fool that made her think had she turned round but a second earlier, she should have found his dark eyes looking in her direction. A nearby group of elves laughed raucously and all together shifted, and in the eddy of their movement Tavari washed up against the thin and fluttering curtains that separated the hall from its broad outdoor terrace, and she slipped through them without a sound.


Back across the hall at the chair where Lord Elron had been seated, Gellam in turn was pierced by a periwinkle gaze he could not see, as clearly as though it had been a knife between the blades of his shoulders. He had indeed turned round just in time. As Elrond thanked his father for the gift, the Fool had glanced over to watch the high-elves at their dance, and seen all that passed between them. Though, he was sure, not all- there were unknowable things in the looks that traveled between Tavari Mordagnir and Edan Amrun, looks of countless years and touches of eternal bond. It was a casual intimacy that could not be imitated, and once again the hot, sick, something smoldered and muttered in his gut. He suppressed and chided it, telling it how ridiculous it was being, and directed his attention back to Elrond. Mormerildir had been delighted when the Lord and once named his gifted blade, and promised to use it in defense of his vale, and the mastersmith bowed as deeply as he was able, Lhindes giving his arm a proud squeeze.

But the mood of all around had quickly turned stilted, as some shadow crossed Elrond’s features, and he swiftly excused himself. Gellam, concerned as he was for his adopted lord, stepped into his element as entertainer and diffuser of tensions, offering jokes about how perhaps Elrond had imbibed too much of Alagon’s good wine, or was overwhelmed by the most excellent craftsmanship Mirkwood had to offer, and perhaps he had to go admire his gift in private and recover himself! No doubt he would be back soon, or if not, they would surely see the healders ferrying headache-remedies to his chambers in the morning. Laughter ensued and gaiety returned, and Gellam encouraged his parents to take to the dance floor, now that Elrond was not there to dance with Lhindes. After some persuasion, Mormerildir agreed. The oddly matched pair made their way out onto the floor, where the noise of his father’s clawed wooden foot was covered by the sounds of the other revellers. It took a few moments for them to settle into the rhythm of the music, but soon they were circling- slightly slower than the others, but very close to the beat, and Lhindes was laughing, her ghostly white hair whirling behind her as they danced, and the sharp, scarred angles of Mormerildir’s face softened into a tenderness reserved only for his wife. Subsiding into his glass of wine, Gellam watched them, happiness overcoming his previous mood, and joy that they had agreed to travel so far for such an occasion. But it was not long before his eyes slid to the fluttering curtains through which he had seen the tail of a long green gown depart. Raising his glass in resolution, the fool tossed back its remaining contents and strode with purpose across the hall.

Tavari stood alone on the terrace with her eyes closed, face upturned against the blooming starlight, her hands spread beyond her body as she leaned against the marble rail. She breathed deeply of the crisp night air, tilting her head back yet further as she exhaled, wheaten tresses tumbling off the back of her gown, down below her hips. Then a stealthy footstep caught her attention, and she turned. “Gellam.” Tavari smiled and turned back, gazing out over the vale. “My lady.” The fool touched her arm in passing and joined her, crossing his arms and leaning down on the rail. “A clear night.” Tavari chuckled. “The weather, Gellam? Are we reduced to that?” It was Gellam’s turn to laugh then and he straightened, gripping the marble with his long fingers. “I would be delighted to provide you more interesting fare- a song, a story, or perhaps simply intellectual conversation? Simply advise me as to what my lady would like most to hear.”

Honestly Gellam,” Tavari replied, twisting around to lean against the balustrade, propping her elbows on it. “Is something the matter with you tonight? And so formal! How many times must I ask you to call me by name?” Before she could blink he was at her side, standing half before her in the moonlight. “Once more.” Gellam said, his voice husky. “Just once more, my lady.” Her eyes wide, Tavari straightened, staring at the fool- his dark eyes were intent, all japery gone from his features. “Call me by name,” she said, softly. “Tavari.” He said at once; drawing even closer he raised a hand and caressed her jaw with his knuckles. Limber fingers stretched out and cupped her face, thumb gliding over her cheekbone as he lowered his head. “Tavari, may I?” From inches away she looked up at him, the heart pounding in her chest, lost in astonishment and the face of her fool. “Yes,” she breathed, and no sooner had the word passed her lips than Gellam captured them with his. His hand slid back into her hair, and his free arm curled around her waist and pulled her to him. Tavari curved against the wood-elf, leaning into his kiss. But as she did so a vision sprang up before her: a pair of eyes, not dark and merry, but grey and snapping; a voice raised in anger, and a wheedling whisper. Tavari stiffened and where her hand had found purchase on Gellam’s shoulder she pushed suddenly, breaking away from him with a gasp.

Gellam looked bewildered and stricken. “Tavari? Are you alright?” He reached up to touch the sudden teardamp on her cheek; it wet his fingertips, and she backed away. “My lady?” he said in alarm, and stepped towards her again, but Tavari rushed past him. He caught her arm and she spun. “Please, Gellam!” Her face was distraught, and there was a roughness and a catch in her voice he had never heard before. “I am so sorry. Gellam, I- I’m sorry!” she wrenched her arm away and fled. “Tavari, wait!” he cried, stretching out a hand as he made to follow her. But she had gone, and Gellam stood alone on the terrace, slowly lowering his arm. With an explosive exhalation he swept the cap from his head, twisting it in his hands as he turned back to the railing and flicked its bells with a finger, muttering to himself,

“Fool.”
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Laurëtavari
immediately following the events of the Laer Ball
originally posted in The Two Halls
part in blue written by Aig

All torches and braziers had been extinguished, but the great blaze that gave the Hall of Fire its name was still alight, smoldering and crackling sleepily in the darkened hall. A small table and two large comfortable high-backed chairs were drawn up before it, bathed in the dim umber light. The only occupant of the hall was in one of them, legs stretched out towards the fire, but he was not to be alone for long. The heavy door opened to readmit one of the revelers, a lean, wheaten-haired nís in a gown trimmed with seafoam lace. A heavy chain of braided gold rested above her hips, its knotted ends dangling down past her knees, and in her hand was a large, dark bottle with a long neck. Tavari turned and shut the door behind herself, her movements slightly more deliberate than usual. She had drunk rather more than was good for her that night, and while she remained in control of her faculties, she was if truth be told, slightly tipsy. Turning again to face the room, she spotted the figure stretched out in the chair by the fire, and began to tack across the room towards him. “Ah, there you are,” she greeted him placidly, negotiating her way around some debris of the celebration- bits of bunting pulled to the ground- to sink into the chair opposite him, “I thought I would find you here.”

Tavari set the bottle upon the table, and with it two finely blown glasses she had collected in her travel across the hall. With a pop and a hiss, she removed the cork from the bottle and, leaning forward, began to fill the glasses. “You won’t have tasted this vintage before, háno,” she commented as the pale golden liquid flowed, “They call it Laurëtavari, from the vinyards of the Ambarussí. And this is the last… the very last.” With a twist of the wrist, she rounded off a stray drop on the rim of the bottle and set it down again, and pushed one of the glasses towards Aigronding with two fingers. Then Tavari caught up her own, cupping it in her palm, the stem cradled between first and middle fingers. She raised it to her face and inhaled deeply, hey eyes falling closed as the scent permeated her senses- a fresh, citrus aroma, tempered by just enough sweet honey; a scent of long ago and far away. “I heard some news today, before the ball,” she murmured, her chin dropping to her chest. “Herugon- do you remember Herugon? You were only a child when you met him… at home, but he’s difficult to forget.” The pale, burly, black-haired nér who had been part of Tavari’s inner circle of friends had gone on to be Champion of Thargelion, and closest friend of its king. They had not always gotten along, but until Caranthir had been lost to them, there was no question of their loyalty to one another.

“He is dead.”

It was a flat statement, with none of the usual sun in her voice, and Tavari’s eyes drifted off into the distance over Aigronding’s shoulder. “Moriel knew him,” she went on, pressing the glass into her cheek, “I overheard her telling of it to Cándo, the new Tinestor, earlier today.” For a moment she was silent. “He died to save her. She did not say from what, but to free her from some peril, he gave his life.” Her voice was flat, but somehow discordant “Most who know him think him hard, cold, wrothful… I thought it too, though I knew the more beyond that. But perhaps, in the end, there was some love in him after all.” Tavari inhaled deeply through her nose, and the sigh of her exhalation went on a long time. Slowly her hand lowered, dragging the glass of the goblet along the line of her jaw until it fell below her face, and her gaze lowered at last to gaze down into the unassuming liquid below. Her left hand drifted up to touch the base of the goblet, and the rings she wore clinked softly against the glass, but lay heavily upon her hand, their sigils reflected faintly by the firelight into the wine. One finger circled the base of the glass as she went on. “He had this made for me, you know.” there was no need to tell her brother that the he to whom she referred was no longer Herugon, nor who it had become. “It came to us in Thargelion on the eve Narsil found its first bearer,” The sword now lay broken, a relic, mere strides from where they sat. “And gave us light through many winters. But now, this is all that remains.” An unexpected chuckle descended suddenly from her nose, and her eyes flicked up to fix on Aigronding. “Drink with me, little brother,” Tavari raised her glass to salute him, “to days gone by.”



He was tiredly slumped against a chair, his long muscular legs stretched out casually, when he saw Tavari approach him.

She was clearly drunk and clutching a bottle of a wine that was named for her long ago.

"Yes, I don't feel like going home yet. I might not at all, onórë." He paused. Then, somberly: "I usually feel uncomfortable when I do."

Shouldn't have said that,
thought Mordagnir silently, cursing his loose lips, passing fingers through his blond hair as he shifted nervously on the seat, glancing away from her.I've had too much to drink but fortunately she has as well. Maybe Tavari won't remember this moment between us. Knowing that he couldn't be certain whether she would or not filled him with a greater sadness. He knew his lover and his closest friends more intimately than he did his own sister. Their friendship was stronger now and the affection between them but, still, it bothered him sometimes that he didn't know Tavari as well as he'd like to yet.

"The last bottle but the days of this sweet vintage shall be renewed, mark my words," said Aigronding, winking, as he poured the beverage into the glass his sibling offered him. He squeezed his eyes shut with a long moan, savoring the citrus and honey goodness of the pale gold liquid.

"I'll speak to Alagon about it on the morrow," he promised, softly linking his hand with Tavari's for a moment. "I don't remember your friends very well, forgive me," said Aigronding solemnly. "Most of them were of other temper than mine, and you introduced them to Arasoron better," he added but not unkindly. The flat tone of her voice she used sharing news of Herugon's fall saddened him.

"I am sorrowful to hear you tell me of his death. Though I knew him not, I'm aggrieved to see how badly his departure has unsettled you, dear," said Aigronding, rolling his thumb against his sister's skin gently as he cupped her smooth cheek.

"He may have done some things that weren't very honorable but ultimately he was redeemed and died a hero's death. I hope his acts of heroism have not gone unnoticed by Varda and Manwë. Perhaps he will be honored with a second life, a blissful one. He deserves that." He poured the remaining contents of Tavari Gold into his fine-stemmed flute and tapped the glass against hers, making a tinkling sound like a ringing silver bell. "To days gone by - and those to come."

He drank deeply, sapphire eyes shutting again as he delighted in the taste. Then he grinned at her in companionable silence, threading his fingers with hers, brother and sister - possibly the last Mordagnirs of Eriador - haloed in the reddish-gold light of the guttering hearthflames.

"Perk up, onórë. Many fall, but we remain."

He brought her hand to his lips and pressed a sustained tender kiss upon it.

"I love you, Tavari. And I will be with you, always."


“Many fall, but we remain.”

His words burnt her, though they were meant as reassurance. How many had they lost, throughout the long ages of their lives? Most through violent means- from the very first battle, and ever since. Others had simply faded away, never to tell of their adventures or lives, gone into the vastness of Beleriand-that-was, or Middle-Earth that is. Still others had returned to the lands undying, to home and forgiveness, but were no less irrevocably parted from those who remained. How often had Tavari wished it had been she who fell, rather than so many of those she loved, yet lacked the courage to join them? The Halls of Mandos were said the be a peaceful place, but to sit, ever waiting in some unknown state by the shores of the Encircling Sea was not a fate she could bear to contemplate. She was not sure whether she wished the fëar of those who so waited were aware of one another, or simply existed in a state of suspension. So many gone… yet they remained. The last of the Mordagnirs, golden and proud, but alone. And yet, not so alone, together at last once more. Throughout the trackless years of their separation, the aching fissures that marred Tavari’s soul for the lack of Arasoron, Indilë, her parents… Carnistir, and so many others, had if not precisely healed, receded some and faded. But that corner which belonged to her headstrong little brother never faltered. It had brought her at long last to Imladris, and now it was filled; the foundation for the slow rebuilding of her heart. For a moment, the night’s jarring events and memories were forgotten- there was no Gellam, of whom she knew not quite what to make, nor the echo of her love, whose vinous gift had finally been finished, its last drops tipped now down her throat. Tavari pressed the back of her brother’s hand against her cheek and then arose, taking up the empty bottle. She unlaced her fingers from his and raised her hand to gently brush the hair back from his forehead. Then she bent, and pressed a brief kiss against his forehead, as she had at times, so long ago.

“Forever.” She replied simply, periwinkle eyes connecting with sapphire, and smiled. “Goodnight, Maltahtar.”
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The Morning After
day following the events of Laer Ball
originally posted in the Vale of Rivendell

Summer had begun to give off the first hints of the approaching autumn, but it was still fine and warm and sunny- just the way Alagon liked it for a morning stroll after a long night in Adab Gelir. Near the vast beech that housed the tavern, there wound a narrow path, along whose way traveled a stream that wandered and diverted but returned several times; a number of glades, mossy clearings, and trees less dense than in some parts of the vale. Along this path Alagon walked, hands thrust easily into his pockets, whistling tunelessly to himself. He had not traveled far, however, when he heard a voice from ahead. The Sinda paused, listening- yes, there was no doubting those familiar tones: Gellam was somewhere ahead, singing. Alagon grinned. He could not yet make out what precisely his nephew was singing, so whether it was to the birds, the trees, or just to himself, he did not know. But no matter which, it would be good to see him, and he increased his pace along the path. Before Gellam came into view, however, what he was singing became clear. “Oh, I am as happy as a big sunflower! That nods and bends in the breezes, Oh! And my heart is as light as the wind that blows, the leaves from off the trees, Oh!” The song was interspersed with the slapping sounds of flesh against flesh, and again Alagon paused. “Oh, dear…” he muttered to himself. Peppy as the song was, it never occurred when Gellam himself was feeling glad, but only when he was troubled about something. My trouble song, he called it, in fact, and as he sang slapped his hands against his chest.

Judging by the slight puffing evident in Gellam’s voice, he was exercising too- something else the fool did to take his mind off things. It was easily justifiable, as he had an excellent physique to maintain, but it was really an easy distraction. And sure enough, as Alagon rounded the corner into a small dappled glade, there was his nephew, dangling from a tree. Gellam had selected a birch with two branches about eight feet off the ground that were quite close together, enabling him to hook his knees over one and brace his toes under the other. His tunic lay draped haphazardly over a nearby rock, his long cap too, and the Fool’s bare chest glistened with sweat as he performed what seemed to be an endless series of vertical sit-ups, long mahogany hair just brushing the ground with each descent. Feigning ignorance, Alagon called out merrily as he strode across the clearing towards the wood-elf. “Gellam! An early morning for you- does that mean you did not indulge overmuch at the ball last night?”


“Oh, I indulged,” Gellam replied, irritability overwhelming his normally jovial voice, “I indulged myself overmuch, it seems.” Alagon lingered by the rock, fingering the soft fabric of his nephew’s cap briefly. “And yet you are up and about?” Gellam shot the ruddy-faced Sinda the most withering look he could muster. It wasn’t terribly potent- even when the fool was genuinely angry, which was extremely rare, he had difficulty directing it at anyone. He had caught on to Alagon’s ruse, and the publican knew it. With a little chortle and a sigh, Alagon moved over to the tree and leaned against it, crossing his arms and looking up at his vigorously crunching nephew. “I take it this has something to do with the inestimable Lady Mordagnir, then?” Gellam exhaled explosively and relaxed his torso, allowing himself to hang down limply from the branch, arms dangling down towards the ground. “As ever, you see right to the point, uncle.” He tilted his chin back, and blew a droplet of sweat from his nose. “When I came in, she was dancing with him.”

“Amrun?” Alagon posed the question, though he knew very well who him referred to. Gellam had confided in him, almost in passing, but confided nonetheless, the increasing amount of attention that the slim, dark, good-looking Noldo had been paying to Tavari of late. “Yes,” still hanging limply, Gellam continued, staring ahead at the other side of the path, “she told me she was attending with Remlasson, to get him into the House at last, but he was occupied with Gwenneth, and she was cozied up to him…” With a grunt, Gellam curled his body upward, seized the tree limb beneath his knees and flipped his body over to leap down from the tree. No sooner had he landed lightly upon the ground than he stalked towards the treeline, gesticulating wildly as he vented, “What earthly chance have I got, Alagon? He’s known her since before the Trees fell, they rode and fought together long before I was born- before even you were born, uncle- there’s more between them than I can ever know. And the fact that he’s nearly as beautiful as her doesn’t help, either.”

At this, Alagon had to laugh, and Gellam jerked about to face him, looking wounded. The Sinda raised his hands placatingly. “I’m sorry. That was unworthy of me. But Gellam, how do you even know that Edan thinks of Tavari that way? You can’t have a friendship for that long without attaining a certain degree of intimacy- you’ve lived plenty long enough to know that.” It was Gellam’s turn to laugh then, but it was a foreign, mirthless sound. “Please, uncle. I’ve enough experience to know a look like that when I see one.” “Yes,” Alagon shot back at once, “you certainly have, and usually it’s you who moves in on the maiden, so what’s stopping you from making your move on this one? We’ve talked about this-“ “But I did!” Gellam shouted, “I did, Alagon! Near the end of the night she was standing out on the terrace all alone, and I joined her, and-“ Frustration colored the fool’s face and tightened his jaw, but he went on. “-and, she kissed me back, but then she pushed me away, and ran- ran, Alagon! she ran off.” The Fool turned away from Alagon; didn’t turn his back to him, but gazed broodily down at the forest floor, and spoke softly. “She was crying. She said she was sorry, and she ran away. There must be more to it. The Tavari I know doesn’t run away from anything. If she were just rejecting me-“

“You’ve been rejected by maidens before, not often, but-“ Gellam’s look was blazing as he advanced on Alagon, hands stretched out before him. “This is different, uncle! You know- you, of all people, know it is- it might not have been at first, but-“ he halted, less than a foot from the redheaded Sinda, and paused. Then his eyebrows lifted and he wagged a finger in Alagon’s face. “You are deliberately antagonizing me, uncle, and that is not very nice.” Gellam fell forward, and it looked as though he would smack face-first into the ground, but he caught himself, and began to rack off pushups, the muscles of his shoulders rippling with the motion and his bare chest practically seeming to bounce off the ground. “Well what do you expect me to do, Gellam?” Alagon turned so that his back rested against the tree, leaving his hands free to gesticulate. “The last time we had a serious conversation about Tavari, you couldn’t even speak her name, much less fully admit to yourself what you’re feeling. Maybe it’ll pass- maybe it won’t. But you’re going to have to deal with it either way.”

“She told me, once.” Gellam said, as though he had not heard Alagon at all. “On the Forest River- she came to Mirkwood with me once, you know- she told me that she’d had a love, once. That was all she said about it, but what more needed to be said? The longing in her voice was enough. The tragic ode I could write with the story behind that longing! Between that, and Edan-“ he ceased his frenetic movement abruptly, and pushed off the ground, levering himself back onto his knees, sitting on his heels, “between that and Edan, who am I to even try? Or even think of it? She is a Valinorean nís of noble birth, the right hand of Oromë from what I hear, the Rávnissë… and I?” Gellam fisted a hand briefly in his hair, before letting it fall limply at his side. “I’m just a bard from the wood and a Fool. What could she possibly want with me.” “Oh, Gellam.” Alagon shook his head, pushing himself away from the tree. Never had he heard his nephew speak so denigratingly of himself and his profession- being a bard and a Fool were both things in which Gellam took enormous pride, and there was so much more to either of the words than most would guess. “What, more than the truest and most loyal friend anyone could ask for? More than the greatest wit alive? More, than the gentlest heart?” The publican had reached the kneeling wood-elf then, and stretched out and hand to ruffle Gellam’s hair, and he leaned into Alagon’s side, a sequence they had oft repeated when the fool was a child.

“Come with me, and have a cup of wine. We’ll talk of Fools and Kings, and take your mind away from such dark thoughts.”
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Quickly as the moment of peace had come, it was gone. Tavari straightened and turned from her brother, and as she slipped out of the firelight and its room, the chill of the shadowy hallway cast its shadows in her mind as well. The moon had risen over Imladris during their revels, and now its light shone down, casting beams across the hall fractured by pillar and branch alike, palely illuminating the stones. The floor was cool, and it seemed that even through her boots, Tavari could feel it. Pale-cool floors, deep forested halls… Her fingers tightened around the neck of the bottle she had taken, empty now, from the room where Aigronding lingered. Pushing the sensations aside, the nís staggered away down the hallway, tacking unsteadily towards the quarters Elrond kept for her. Tavari was drunk, and there was no denying it: the bottle of wine she had just shared with her brother was merely the icing on an evening filled with drink, but it was what she had used to push herself into oblivion. A delicate instrument put to blunt purposes. Halfway to her urgent destination Tavari thrust out a hand to support herself against a wall; she had rounded a corner and the fresh breeze ghosting down the corridor had almost been too much. It was like the brush of Gellam’s lips against her skin, like his touch on her cheek- and at the same time, the touch of entirely different fingers, which had swept errant tendrils of hair from her face, before settling onto her head the same circlet which now restrained her wheaten tresses.

Tavari’s eyes widened, and the moonlight glittered in them as it did in the emerald above her brow. She ripped the circlet from her hair, and several threads caught in it, pinching as they were yanked from her scalp, curling and tangling about the delicate silver vines. Her harried journey continued, and as she tacked through the halls the sigils flanking the emerald pressed themselves into the skin of her hand: Fëanor to one side, Thargelion to the other, grinding into her flesh. At last, a door fell open before Tavari’s hand, and she half-fell into her quarters, swinging about the press the door closed with her body and slide its bolt home. Tapers burned, giving a soft, warm, dancing half-light to the room. She cast the circlet aside, sending it clattering to rest on the surface of a chest of drawers, and already her clumsy fingers were working at the laces of her dress. With her other hand, she nearly threw the bottle- but at the last second, turned and settled it next to the circlet. At last the knot gave way, and Tavari ripped her laces loose, allowing the elegant sea-and-silver gown to drop from her shoulders and puddle about her feet. Heedless of her finery, Tavari left it where it lay and stepped out of it in only she shift she wore beneath. The bed lay made and ready to receive her, but the nís put off her repose, slowly and deliberately circling the room. She blew out each candle, one by one, until only the taper on her bedside table remained. It glowed with a soft, steady light even in her hazy vision, and Tavari allowed herself at last to be called to it. She sank onto the bed, and her hands fell into her lap. There, on her left hand, were the rings. On the index finger, woven silver and mithril, light and delicate. She pulled it off and set it on the table. On her thumb, its mate: a broad, heavy band of beaten silver, inlaid with mithril. She grasped it and worked it loose, moving slowly, though whether with deliberation or inebtriation it could not be said. This ring she raised to her lips, and reverently kissed. When at last she laid down the ring and burrowed beneath her covers, slumber came with merciful speed.

“Huntress…”

The voice crept into Tavari’s sleeping mind like fine tendrils of mist, snaring her by the ankles and the senses. It was low and husky, and in the haze of her sleep, a face began to take shape with the voice; grey eyes, their shine brighter than was their wont in the dark of the trees… She tossed and turned beneath the blankets, but sleep retained its hold. Tavari’s dreams did not come often, but this night it was as though the floodgates had been loosed by her betrayal. And yet…

“Huntress.” The voice was low and husky, incredulity coloring its word. Her flight had been frantic: midst the herds of Nessa, there was no call for regulation of speed. They ran amongst the deer with wild abandon, losing themselves in the joy and wildness of it. Elves, maiar, Nessa herself: all became primal and animalistic when they ran, and it became difficult to tell which was which. Tavari had run and danced with Nessa ever since her legs could run, and now in her short bark-colored tunic, feet bare and stained with grass and earth, hair tangled and caught with twigs and leaves, she was among the fleetest, and could well have been a spirit herself. They ran that day in the first light of Laurelin after the mingling, bright gold snatches filtering through the leaves. But even in their reckless abandon, above the sound of hooves and wind and labored breathing, she heard his incredulous voice. “Huntress.” He had called out only once, and quietly, but she heard. Her legs had carried her body beyond him by the time she heard, but they slowed, and she came to a halt amongst the deer. The creatures pounded by, leaping and turning to avoid her, as Tavari herself turned around. Their eyes met across the clearing and, as though in a dream, she began to walk toward him. She recalled their previous meeting, when he had asked if he would see her again: more confidently than she had been sure of, she told him he would. And here he was. She would never know exactly what possessed her to do it, maybe it was the feral spirit of Nessa goading her on, loss of inhibition in the deer-runners’ company, her own natural boldness, or some rebellious desire to prove herself; whatever it was, it took hold of Tavari and as she neared him, she reached out to take hold of his face, drew it down, and kissed him.

And at that contact the world became dark, the trees vanished, all that remained of the deer was the fading echo of their hooves. The arms that in that moment in life had missed their chance to ensnare her body now closed about her like a vice, crushing her body to his. She twisted. breaking her face away, but as she struggled to evade his arms one of his hands came up to grasp her behind the angle of her jaw and turned her head. The tips of his fingers snarled in the roots of her hair as he forced her to look at him and, reluctantly, Tavari’s periwinkle eyes dragged to meet his, dark grey and dour. “I swear to you, Tavari, I swear by all that I hold dear,” when in life he had spoken those words his voice had been thick and harsh with passion and determination, but now the voice turned sour, mocking its own words and the twist of desolation in her eyes, “by the sun and the stars and the strength of my arm, when all of this is done,” his face had drawn down into cruelty and anger as it never had done to her in life, and she began to struggle again, fighting to free herself from his embrace. But it could not be done: his arms locked her there, even as she beat at him with her fists, “we will re-forge Thargelion, and you shall be its queen!” The face dissolved into jeering laughter, and his hands shoved her away. Tavari reeled and stumbled into blackness as he faded away, then tripped, and she was falling, falling…

Tavari came awake with a gasp that would have been a scream if she had had the breath to voice it. In spite of the night’s warmth she was cold all over, dry, the chill in her very bones. But for a few tendrils of moonlight seeping in between the leaves outside, the room was dark: her final taper had gone out. Tavari had no idea how much time had passed, but the thickness of drink had gone from her head, and she lay for some time, staring at the ceiling, and slowly breathing her heartrate back to normal. For a while her mind was empty, and she was glad: silence of the senses and thoughts was seldom granted to her unless she worked to seek it. For all the gaiety of the ball, the turmoil of her thoughts about Gellam, the catharsis of her conversation with Aigronding, and her memories, she was strangely at peace. And then, as though triggered by the fleeting thought of his name, the Fool was there, whispering into the back of her mind. His voice laughed and joked, the distant strum of lute strings spilled through her consciousness like a sudden rain, and his rich tenor sang improvised words of praise. She remembered the day they had met, Gellam pelting into the Hall of Fire ahead of an irate cook, pockets bulging with stolen pastries, presenting her niece with a flower, flattering Arwen, greeting herself with elaborate formality, composing a couplet in her honor, and accusing Aigronding of infidelity all in the space of a minute. A smile curved Tavari’s face beneath the eyes she had not realized were closing, and his appeared before her: without the Valinorean shine of the grey eyes in her dream, but soft, merry, brown. To the echo of her fool’s presence, Tavari slipped back into warm, dreamless slumber.


*

Gellam had gone with Alagon to Abad Gelir, and it did not take much of his uncle’s company or good blackberry wine to restore him to his usual good humor. The conflict which had spurred their morning’s encounter was still within him, but the Fool was determined to approach it confidently and with a happy heart- whatever that might end up meaning. The spring in his step was only slightly subdued as he wended his way through some of the many game tracks in the vale, his lute bumping lightly against his hip from behind. It was often his habit to play as he strolled, but today Gellam merely hummed and whistled. His hands were thrust into his pockets, but the three bells (still resplendent from the usual one, specially sewn on for the ball) tinkled merrily at the end of his cap as he glanced about at the birds that darted to and fro amongst the trees. He had a special fondness for birds, especially the smaller ones. They sang so prettily, and each with a different voice! Not a care in the world but their song and where their next meal was coming from. Finally buoyed into temptation, Gellam swung his lute around, and had just set his hands into position to begin picking out a tune along with the birds when another sound made him pause. It was another voice, but not trilling in birdsong.

Replacing his lute, the Fool trotted quietly along the path, pulling the cap from his head to muffle its bells. Abruptly the track plummeted down the side of a hill and as Gellam slid into the trees at its base, the voice became clearer, coming from a clearing beyond this copse of trees. It was raised in a melody that was new but familiar to him, a song he had heard the quartet from last night’s ball practicing in recent weeks, and which had played when Amrun danced with Lady Mordagnir: The Girl With the Flaxen Hair. Gellam crept through the trees; as he neared their edge, splashing sounds and hoofbeats joined the song. He almost held his breath as he moved forward into the brush, all unaware that he was recreating a scene that had played out many Ages ago, in the light of the Trees. The brush thinned enough to allow him to peek through its branches, and sure enough, Tavari was there. The clearing before him was comprised of a grassy sward and a large pool- too small to be rally considered a lake, but too large for a spring. A small brook emptied into it from out the side of a cliff that backed it, but the fall of water it created was too short to create more than a cheerfully burbling noise, over which the nís’s voice soared. Gellam had not often heard her sing, and his fingers itched to retrieve the lute again, and provide the accompaniment to her song. As it was, he crouched enraptured. That is, until Tavari arose from where she had been floating with all but her head and neck beneath the surface: as she stood, the water cascaded from the bare skin of her torso and Gellam choked, his cheeks reddening as he practically tripped over himself in his haste to get away before his peeping tomfoolery was discovered.

Unfortuantely for the Fool, that haste caused him not only to crack several branches, but the bells on the end of his carefully removed cap to awake in a clamor. From out of seeming nowhere came the enraged scream of a horse, and Gellam was too preoccupied with pelting away from Ñaltanáro through the trees to notice that Tavari had turned around in the pool at the commotion. The Fool sprinted towards the clearing, away from the bright golden stallion who pursued him, teeth gaping, affronted at this intrusion. With a desperate cry, Gellam burst from the treeline into the clearing and, putting on an extra turn of speed, leapt for a large boulder buried in the ground at the water’s edge. He scrambled up the stone and was nearly jerked backward as Ñaltanáro’s teeth closed on the end of his tunic as it flapped out behind him, but with a massive effort he hauled his lean body upwards and with a great ripping of fabric, bought his freedom at the price of his clothing. Gellam gained the top of the boulder with a lurch and sprang to his feet, back to the water, eyeing the angry stallion warily, dancing about with his hands outstretched as he called out.

“Please my lady, call him off! I meant no harm! What will I tell my father if you have me killed by a horse?”


By this time, Tavari had scrambled from the pool and dropped her own tunic over her head, pulling on the trews and fastening them about her waist as Gellam hauled himself up the rock. Now she made her way across the sward towards him, wringing out the wheaten length of her wet hair. “Well if you’re dead, you won’t be able to tell him anything, will you?” she replied, amusement coloring her tone. The Fool was set as if to fight off the stallion with his bare hands, and she had to laugh. “Ñaltanáro,” she called, letting slip with a whistle between her teeth. The golden stallion stopped his pacing at the base of the boulder, and turned his head toward his mistress. He pawed the ground, bending his neck back towards Gellam, then to Tavari again. Again she whistld, and bent slightly at the waist, stretching out a hand toward the horse. With a final snort and flick of the ears, Ñaltanáro trotted towards her and halted politely at arm’s length, allowing her to step forward and put her hand over his muzzle. “Good boy,” Tavari murmured, sliding her hand up his face to scratch beneath his brief forelock. The stallion arched his neck at the odd, high-angled jaw, and pricked his sharp ears towards her.

Gellam receded down to sit upon the boulder, watching Tavari and her horse. The horse he had gifted her in Mirkwood, a strange beast from the east that even the greatest Silvan horsemaster of the greenwood could not tame, but who now whickered with pleasure as she scratched him. Though the stallion might still have a deep mistrust of many, it was clear to see where his loyalties lay. Now free of the thread of imminent death-by-equine, unease crept into the pit of Gellam’s stomach. What was he now to do? Tavari turned from Ñaltanáro’s face and ran her hand along his back as she walked away from the horse, towards the boulder. Following the same patch as Gellam had done, she ascended the rock and seated herself near the Fool. “It is truly remarkable what you have done with him, my lady,” he said, by way of breaking the silence, indicating the horse with his chin. “Tavari, Gellam, please.” “Tavari.” The sounds still felt strange in his mouth, and he cursed Alagon for being right. “My lady, why do you reject your nobility?” Tavari looked at him sharply, but Gellam did not meet her gaze. It was not the question he had meant to ask. After a long moment’s silence, she answered, “Because it isn’t mine.”

It was his turn to glance, and hers to not meet eyes. Tavari pulled her knees up to her chest and folded her arms across them, propping her chin up on her forearms as she gazed into the trees. “I was not born to the title, Gellam. It came to my father early in the first age, before he took my family to Gondolin. We were prosperous and respected in Aman, but not noble.”
“But it has been so long.” “It is not a thing to which I have ever really become used. Most of my life has been spent wandering, Gellam, not at a princely court,” This was not precisely the reason and she sighed, distance clouding the bright periwinkle of her eyes, “And every court at which I have lived or served is long ago vanished. I might have had a nobility conferred on me… but as I say, the one which I do bear is not really mine.” The Fool allowed her words to sink in, and turned over in his mind all the bits and pieces, glimpses into the past of Tavari Mordagnir that he has gathered in the course of their acquaintance, the song she had sung, the meaning of the ancient sigils that had ridden on the circlet above her brow at the ball, the nobility she might have had… and several pieces fell into place.

“You told me on the river in Mirkwood,” he said slowly, his thoughts racing to complete their chain even as he spoke, “That you’d had a love, once… the crest you wore. Was it-“


“Yes.”

Gellam sat back, floored at this revelation. To think he had been jealous of the sleek Amrun! A whirl of emotions filled him: disbelief, despair at his own prospects, a sudden understanding of Tavari’s sorrowful longing during that conversation on the river; a reaffirmation of his determination to never desert her, and somehow, a fierce pride that in a better world, the glorious creature that was the Rávnissë he loved might have been queen of Thargelion. The Fool twisted about to come to his knees before her. Tavari was still gazing distantly, but as he gently took up her hand, she turned to look at him. “My lady,” he spoke quietly, and pressed her knuckles to his lips, “forgive me.” “For what, Gellam?” “For my impulsiveness,” as with the previous evening, his face was intent, all the usual japery gone from his features, “If I had known… and even though I did not, I should have known better than to think a Fool such as I could encroach on your heart, when it has been claimed since long before I was born. I should have known, should have found out so I did not-”

“From whom would you have found out?” Tavari laughed once, not a mocking sound. “Of those you know, only my brother knows, and Edan. Elrond knows I spent time in the halls of Thargelion, but that is all.. Until recently my brother thought it a disgrace, and Edan would never betray my secrets.”

“Even so.”

“Gellam, please don’t apologize.” Tavari withdrew her hand, but took his with it, and tilted her face against the tanned flesh of its back, his skin warm against hers, casting her gaze down at the rock beneath them. “He has been dead for thousands of years, by any reckoning. One would think I would be free of him by now, free from my oaths and the command of my king. But I am not free of him, and I do not know that I ever will be.”

“Do you wish me to resign my post in Imladris?”

Gellam’s question hung on the air. Though it would never be his heart as Mirkwood was, Rivendell had become his home, Elrond his adopted lord, and the vale had put its roots into the Fool. But if she asked him to go, he would be gone.


“No.” Tavari’s breath shook just slightly as she inhaled and turned to face him. “But for you, I might have left Imladris a hundred times over, fighting with my brother. When I needed you most Gellam, you were right on time.” She reached out and took his other hand in hers, allowing both hands to drop and rest on her knees as she to shifted to kneeling. “You are the kindest, most generous, freest spirit I have ever known, and I love you for it.” The corners of Tavari’s mouth curved upward as she raised her eyes. “I may never be free of him, but I don’t know that I want to be. The world remembers him one way, but I know he was another. And… I have to believe that he would want me to be happy. So please, don’t go.” Tavari put out her arms, and Gellam pulled her into his embrace. Her chest settled against his, and he felt the grip of her arms about his neck, the softness of her hair as his fingers cradled the back of her head, and her breath against his skin as she murmured,

“Stay, my fool.”
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Gelvari shipper here, just stoppin' in to say hi

Seriously though, I have loved reading these last few very much, both for the story and to learn from how you develop characters and establish mood so well!
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You know I love you Gelvari shippers :lol: So glad you have been enjoying them and as always, your comments are so appreciated :smooch: It's been a long journey and the slow Gelvari burn continues...

In THRILLING news from the archives, I have managed to recover the ENTIRETY of a long-running RP I was writing with @Tharmáras from 2010-2013, The Ward, concerning part of young Moriel's history! Aig and I were just discussing picking up where we left off, and lo and behold, I found it all! The rough cut is just under 35,400 words, and I am currently in the process of cleaning it up and dividing it into chunks to to post here, ahead of us picking up the story again out on the plaza :grin:

Edit: as i have begun editing, I am realizing that for some reason the weird formatting stuff that happened to a bunch of posts on the last Old Plaza server move or archiving process (I forget which) that caused a bunch of code to show up in posts, also smashed a bunch of words together in Aig's posts, so the word count is likely to rise... significantly :googly:
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I hope they wind up being married, #Gelvarialways :dance: :bounce: .

I'm eager to finish The Ward fully to completion, threadtrotting across the Kingdoms, @Moriel :headbang: :winkkiss: !!
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The Ward
Rúthëasercë
part 1
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first post originally posted in Alleyways of Umbar
thereafter, originally posted in Tales from Ithilien
posts in light blue written by Aig


Haven City of Umbar

Cold penetrated the city, fog slipping its tendriling feelers through the alleyways and streets. It was the end of the season, and at night the cold had begun to sink into Umbar, driving many of its more tropically minded residents indoors. The ships had begun to be prepared for winter, swearing sailors and work crews alike piling onto moored vessels and into drydocks to reinforce, re-tar, repair and lay in supplies. Though the shipyards often echoed with the sound of work into the night, they were silent now, and only the occasional passer-by or scurrying rat disturbing the streets. There were many more people away from their homes and ships than were in the streets, but by and large they had taken to taverns, full of warmth, light, food and drink, and leaving the inhospitable streets to their own devices.

One figure still walked boldly down a wide street near the wharves, keeping to the center of the lane where the light of the intermittent torches reached before petering out. A dark cloak was thrown over her shoulders as she walked, clasped at the throat but doing little to keep out the cold; nevertheless she walked as though impervious to the chill. She rose tall and slender out of the dark and utilitarian garments which clothed her, tailored versions of a man’s doublet and trousers, soft black boots on her feet causing her feet to fall quietly on the stones. A milk-pale face belied her residence, and yet she was Inziladûn, daughter of Imrazôr the shipwright, of Anadûnê. But she was not only of Anadûnê, and as she raised a long hand to scrape back an errant lock of inky hair from her face, the motion revealed a delicately pointed ear beneath the waves.

By day, Inziladûn abode now in the house of her uncle, Batânthôr, brother of Imrazôr. Although he had provided for her education and well-being since her father’s death, she was still somewhat malcontent, both in his house and the supposed Haven of Umbar. Batânthôr and his ilk were King’s Men, and though her uncle did not seem to bear her malice, the presence of one who’s appearance more greatly resembled that of the Eldar than their own amongst his general society caused a great deal of turmoil. And so she was kept indoors, as a doll in her uncle’s house. Nevertheless, Umbar was her home, and for the sixty-six years since she had come to the Haven with her father, so it had been. Now in her eighty-fourth year, Inziladûn’s independence and frustration at her situation had begun to show themselves, a slow smoldering fire growing stronger as the years passed. Imrazôr had raised his daughter proudly in both her heritages, and she was not about to let either languish to please anyone.

As she turned a corner past a tavern from which issued light and a smell of drink (it had clearly been operating longer than was strictly allowed) Inziladûn began to hum softly to herself, a light, lilting tune from her childhood, hands thrust into deep into the pockets of her trousers, head up against the night air. Beyond the tavern the lane grew darker as it proceeded into an area of shops closed for the night and her pace slowed slightly. Little activity generally lurked in these areas at night but rats and the occasional stray dog, but one could not be too careful. Of a sudden a noise caught her keen ears and she turned sharply. Against the night Inziladûn caught sight of a figure darting away on the nearest rooftop, and shadows flitting on either side and heard their footsteps pattering against the slate. She quickened her strides, eyes darting about, seeking an escape. Thuds signaled the descent of the figures from the rooftops and she broke into a run, fleeing down the lane with her cloak flapping behind. Throwing off all pretense of silence now, her pursuers shouted to each other, their running feet thrumming against the stones. The layout of the streets raced through Inziladûn’s mind, if she could make it to the next alley, a quick dart would take her out onto the broad street leading up to-

Before she could complete her route, a stone struck the back of her right knee, sending her stumbling to the ground with a pained cry. Tumbling over, she struggled to her feet, numb from the knee down. She took two steps forward before being caught by the arms from behind and turned to face her assailants, led by a young man with a high forehead and leering expression.

“Don’t you have anything better to do?” Inziladûn snarled, wrenching her arm away from the one who held it and continuing to back away down the street. Just a bit further…

“What else would we be doing on a night like this?” their leader replied with a wicked grin. He was the son of a prominent magistrate, and ran untouchable through the streets with his band of miscreants. “It’s the perfect setting for a bit of hunt the elf.”

“I am Imrazôr’s daughter and you would do well to respect that, if nothing else!”

“I don’t see him here- what, is a ghostly apparition of your father going to appear and stop us. There’s no one here but you, aranel ( princess, Q),” he said, mocking her. His compatriots laughed and, taking her chance, Inziladûn whirled, sprinting down the street to a roar of rage from behind and as she ran heard the hiss of unhomed steel. She spun again and a well timed kick took both the blade from the leader’s hand and snapped his head back on its perch. Her intermittent education in the martial arts had not been in vain, and with reflexes born of instinct she caught the blade as it spun away. The short sword’s weight was unwieldy and unfamiliar in her hand and Inziladûn backed away, buying time to ascertain the feel of it as the man seized his chin and shot her a murderous look, before advancing slowly upon her.

“The game just became more dire,” he growled, and an icy fury gripped Inziladûn such as she had never known, roiling her chest and bursting from her lips in an incredulous laugh.

“Game? Game! That’s all life is to you, isn’t it, brat?” she spat, and expression of hate contorting her features. “One day someone will end your game, and the world will be better for it!” Without warning he rushed at her, drawing a dagger from his belt as he did so. His first slash missed as she dodged, and the second caught her midsection, slicing through a layer of skin, but even as it did so Inziladûn blocked his return thrust, knocking it beyond her side with a sweeping parry of the forearm and thrust forward. Shock spread itself across the man’s face as he looked down at the blade protruding from his chest, to the hands gripping its hilt, and back to the now blood-spattered face of the woman who held it. Inziladûn wrenched the blade from the man’s body and he crumpled to the ground, stone-still. The rest of his band looked on in astonishment and she saw fear flickering across their faces. Casting the blade aside with a clatter, Inziladûn turned tail and ran, sprinting to the utmost away from the scene, down the alley which she had sought and up to the high street. The breath sobbed in her lungs and her legs burned, but on she ran, ignoring the looks and shouts of the few passers-by in the street until she had reached the threshold of the house of Batânthôr.

She had left by the back way but now flew straight through the front, passing a startled porter as she did so and clattering through the front hall and into the study where sat the master of the house. He rose with alarm at her sudden entrance, and she stood panting, leaning with one hand upon a carved wooden table. The silence of the room, lined with books and a crackling fireplace seemed so surreal in comparison to the place and events from which she had come.

“What is it?” Batânthôr demanded, hurrying over to her. Inziladûn did not reply and he seized her shoulder, turning her to face him and giving her a shake. “What is it! What-“ he caught sight of the blood on her face and hands and felt her trembling, taking in her dark and unorthodox clothing. “You’ve been out again. What’s happened? What have you done?

“I-“ she drew breath shakily, attempting to rid her body of the shuddering which had wracked it from the moment her motion had stopped. “I’ve killed a man, uncle.”

Silence reigned, but for Inziladûn’s unsteady breathing. Then Batânthôr spoke.

“I cannot protect you in this.” Shock stamped itself across her face, and he continued, turning away from her. “I cannot protect you anymore! It has been difficult enough with your disobedient ways, and now this!”

“But it was-“

“I don’t care!” Batânthôr roared, “You’ve committed murder, Inziladûn! I’ll not have your lawlessness on my hands, nor be responsible for your punishment. I was kind enough to take you in, despite your mother’s influence, and you respond like an ungrateful little-“

“I am no longer a child, uncle!” Inziladûn shouted, following him across the room. “You could not keep me in this house forever!”

“Then leave it!” Something heavy hit the side of her head and she stumbled, finding herself leaning against the back of a chair and clutching her face. She lifted her hand to see the blood upon it from where her lip had split, and Batânthôr standing several feet away, hand still clenched from where he had struck her. Inziladûn straightened slowly, wiping her face with back of her hand. When she spoke, her voice was level, restraining the anger behind it.

“Clearly you can no longer protect me. From the city, from your countrymen, or from yourself. Ni-yâdi (farewell, A), uncle.”

She turned and left the room, moving quickly through the house to her chambers, pausing to collect only a few things and deposit them in a satchel which she slung over her shoulder, before walking back through towards the entrance of the house. Out the corner of her eye she saw Batânthôr exiting the study but did not stop. A gust of wind struck her as she stepped over the threshold, and at the gate of the house a voice followed it.

“Inziladûn!”

A note of despair had entered her uncle’s voice, but she did not sway. Footsteps began to follow her, but she turned and halted to porter in his stride with the blaze of her cobalt eyes. Rage was a new emotion to her and it coursed unfiltered through her veins, exiting at every point and empowering her stare. She continued on her way, exiting through the gate of her uncle’s house and fixing her eyes from the hill upon which she stood at the distant gate of the city, behind her back receding the only true home she had ever known; the house of her father, now otherwise occupied. Upon the wind which had died to feebleness followed the faint voice again, Batânthôr’s last cry to his kinswoman,

“Inziladûn!”


***

South Ithilien

It was a time of rest now for Earenolwë's elven band – Bar-en-Raen, House of the Wandering - so the elf began to case his flute; it was a beautiful instrument, and set with opals, pale crystals, and diamonds of the Noldor - it was a gift from his once close friend, Elerrína who was now lost to him, in the Years of the Trees. So long ago, so long. Earenolwë was tall, even for one of his own kind, and his shoulder-length hair shone so palely it resembled silver as did most Sindar's; his eyes were sky-blue and his voice mellifluous, a singer's voice. He was clad in green and brown of differing hues as were the lot of his traveling band as if to blend in with the earth and forest surroundings. Green gauntlets covered their hands and green hoods cowled their faces; they all bore with them bows and swords and axes and spears for hunting and self-defense, and belligerence whenever that was necessary though such occurrences were very few.

Earenolwë's weapon was Eregvana, Fair Thorn, another gift from Rína; it was a sword and set with white gems that she had carved herself. She gave it to him in hopes that he would follow her to Endor and give up his love for Alqualondë or at least he would have it in keeping should evil befall the Undying Lands again. Earenolwë had refused to follow Elerrína but accepted her gift. He had almost killed her there in the civil battle at Alqualondë but for love of her, he did not and killed his own Falmari Telerin people to defend Elerrína's life. He had no place in Swanhaven, a traitor and a killer, and he did not want to bid farewell to Elerrína and so he had went with her in one of the swan ships to Middle-earth and entered the service of Lord Maglor who was the gentlest of Fëanor's scions. Earenolwë was the leader of Bar-en-Raen and the band of free and rootless elves traveled the wilds for the most part, nowhere too settled, and didn't tarry in one spot for too long, and whenever they encountered lone elves on the roads and in the wilderness, the Wanderers always offered the stranger to join their party for surely journeys were often better in company and though these were the days of Peace it was wise to travel with others than just yourself. Anyone was free to join the itinerant fellowship of wanderers and the right to leave for whatever or whenever was allowed. At present, thirty elves comprised the ranks of Bar-en-Raen.

There was not much purpose to the band save for camaderie and fellowship; anyone who favored wanderlust and had no love to dwell in the established realms of the Eldar - Lindon, Rivendell, Greenwood the Great, and Lothlorien - were free to join the party. They righted wrongs if they stumbled upon someone in need of saving but the band didn't seek heroic pursuits normally, favoring their joy of peace and solitude. The band had wandered into the land known as Ithilien now and had taken camp below Emyn Arnen, the Hills of the Royal Water, a rolling and fair terrain near the Anduin. Autumn was drawing to a close though the weather was still cold, well, to anyone who had a mortal's blood; to Earen, the weather didn't give him a chill and he considered it pleasantly cool and refreshing. He would take no rest tonight though; now it was time for him to take watch now that most others were sleeping. Earenolwë was the leader of the tribe but he would ask no one to do anything that he wouldn't do himself - and his people loved and admired him for that. Earenolwë tended the firepit, putting out the flames, and scratched Ráka's neck gently.

Ráka was his wolfhound, the cub of the Valinorean hound Mithiel he had before, blessed with long life; Mithiel had been a gift from Lord Celegorm, given to him during one of the royal's visits to the Gap of Maglor to see his brother a few years prior to the breaking of the Siege of Angband. Celegorm had known of Earenolwë's friendship with Maglor, his cavalry service, and the sacrifice he made at Alqualondë to save a Noldo's life and so he had honored the transplanted Falmari elf with one of his wolfhounds; it had been a rare sign of gratitude and appreciation from Lord Celegorm who was notoriously vain and infamously cruel. Mithiel and the mate she later took, Belthor who was a lesser dog, was slain by Orc when Sauron took Eregion in S.A. 1697; ever since, their daughter Ráka had served him ; the wolfhound had the gray fur of her slain mother and her eyes were coin-gold.

The wolfhound arose from where shehad been resting near Earen and followed him, tail wagging, out of the camp to accompany her elven master on his rounds about the perimeter. The band had settled by one of Ithilien's swift-falling streams. It was a fair land, Ithilien; it replete with beautiful rivulets like this one and climbing woods; the evenings were lovely beneath star and full moon, and it seemed that the fragrance of the air grew as the elves journeyed forth. It was a magnificent land the mortals had here in the South, and Earenolwë hoped that he and his Wanderers would linger here for quite a while.


*

Autumn’s chill had followed Inziladûn from Umbar in the days and weeks since her flight from the Haven. Winter was drawing nearer and though it had not yet fallen upon the land of Ithilien in which she now found herself, it would arrive soon enough. Though she expected it would not be especially severe, being this far southward, it winter was still not a time to be caught out alone in the wilderness. The journey had not been kind to her- she had avoided the Harad Road for fear of pursuit, and consequently travel had taken much longer than she originally anticipated. She had traded with a merchant caravan just outside of Umbar for supplies, but they had been unwilling to give up any of their horses, and so she had proceeded on foot. Those supplies had run out, even after careful rationing, the week before. Through a modicum of skill and a great deal of luck, Inziladûn had managed to subsist for that time on a rabbit foolish enough to step into her rude snares on the edge of Ithilien. She had crossed the Poros and after several days stood now upon a knoll in the South of Ithilien, East of the Harad Road, thin and bedraggled.

Her gaze was desperate as she looked down at the dwellings below; a small cluster of low houses build right up against the hillside behind them, small plumes of smoke curling from their grey stone chimneys. She could see no one out of doors, but the lit fires indicated that someone must be inside. The day before, Inziladûn had stumbled upon a small group of Haradrim; fortunately she had been upon the high ground above a dried riverbed and able to scurry away through the dense trees with no pursuit but their arrows, and since had been yet more cautious about approaching any inhabitants of or travelers through the woods. She did not know this country, nor whether anyone living here might be friend or enemy. Her previous dealings with the men of the East had been few and far between in Umbar, but it seemed that outside of the Haven city, all not of the East were taken first as enemies. Despite this, a final push to her resolve sent Inziladûn sliding down the knoll, picking her way down the hill to the small valley in which the dwellings lay. Better to throw herself on the mercy of these people, whoever they might be, than continue to wander and assuredly perish.

As she reached the bottom of the hill and approached the nearest house her steps slowed slightly, hand reaching to pull the hair back from her face and straighten her clothing, grasping at every straw of respectability she could muster. She halted on the door stoop and, after a moment’s hesitation, raised her hand to knock upon the door. The sound was met at once by the baying of a dog, and a voice from within calling to it. When the door opened Inziladûn saw a man, tall and dark haired, his hand gripping the collar of a large, shaggy hound, and a woman’s face in the background, peering curiously out at her. The man’s face wore an expression of surprise mixed with suspicion as her appearance and she straightened her shoulders.

“Please, sir,” she said, the common tongue coming to her more slowly than usual; she had learned it, of course, but it was not her native tongue and disuse and disinclination hindered her speech at first. “I am bound for Mithlond and the lands of my mother’s people, but I have become lost on my way. If you could spare but a little food, and perhaps some direction, I would be most grateful.” His eyes flicked over her travelworn garments and gaunt appearance, before nodding and stepping backwards, opening the door wider. “You had better come in.”

The man was Avor and he, his wife Roseth and their small child were members of an extended family which populated the hollow, and they welcomed Inziladûn to their hearth without many questions. Though hardly well-kept at the moment, her Eldarin appearance helped to persuade them that her purpose was as she had said. Their location Northeast of the crossing at Poros, close to the Ephel Dúath, made things a bit nervous at times, Avor explained, and one could never be too careful. Roseth reached into the fireplace to draw a steaming ladle of stew from the cauldron in which it bubbled, and set it before Inziladûn. She had just raised her spoon to dig it into the lovely rich-smelling food, when a sound from outside caught her ears. The dog, who had not taken kindly to the intrusion of an unfamiliar person in his house, had been put outside by Avor when she had come inside, and she could now hear his low growls. Avor and Roseth looked at her strangely at first, then they too heard it, just before the hound’s vocalizations exploded into barks again, far more vicious than those which had greeted Inziladûn. In their background she could hear wild cries, and the characteristic zipping sound of an arrow, followed by a thudding noise as it impacted the door.

“Haradrim!” Avor cried, springing to his feet. He ran to the door and seized the sheathed sword which stood beside it, tearing the blade from its home with a hiss. He threw the door open and dashed outside; she could hear the shouts of others of his kin who had run to meet the Haradrim, who from the window she could see rushing down the hill and into the gully. Torn between the desire to help those who had taken her in and the realization that she had the ability to do nothing, Inziladûn stood paralyzed where she had risen in the center of the room. Suddenly Roseth seized her wrist and dragged her back towards the wall. “Come away from the door!” the woman ordered, pulling both Inziladûn and her child into the corner, crouching against the wall. The sounds of the fighting outside permeated the room- the child did not understand, he could not have been aged more than a few years and struggled against his mother’s grip. With the wiles only a child of his age could possess, he slipped free of Roseth’s grasp and ran towards the door, crying, “Papa!”

Unthinking Inziladûn shot forward, long strides catching the child just as he reached to doorway. Skidding to a halt she turned, catching herself against the doorframe and shoved the child back towards his mother, who had followed on her heels. She had time to catch sight of the relief on Roseth’s face before a shriek burst from her own lips. Inziladûn jerked forward, knocking her knees against the doorframe as the arrow struck her, then stumbled back. The shaft had struck her in the back, ripping through the right outside of her midsection to end with its point buried in the ground below. Her back hit against the outside wall of the house and she was faintly aware of Roseth’s scream. Her hand automatically clutched her side and the world swam before her eyes; Inziladûn sank earthwards, leaving a smear of blood in her wake- her head fell forward onto her chest, the hand gripping her side fell to the ground and she sat limply, slumped against the foundations of the house.


*

Days became weeks. And Winter was coming. This far southwards though it wouldn't be harsh,a mild season here in the Land of the Moon. At present, the elves of Bar-en-Raen were wandering ever southwards through Ithilien ; at the moment, they were passing through, northeast of the Crossings of Poros, close to the Mountains of Shadow. Though sometimes that raised the hairs on the back of everyone's neck to raise. On our way back to Lindon can we see Orthanc? a young elf, Damhir, asked Earenolwë as the band trampled aimlessly through the forest. Earenolwë replied: I'm not so sure, Damhir. That great tower in Angrenost belongs to the Gondorians, it's a fortress. I'm not sure the Warden would mind letting us venture inside a fort or on military ground. Damhir was crestfallen. But Elves and Men are friends, Damhir pointed out. I want to see the palantír. My mother tells me that Fëanor made it. All of them, the Seeing Stones. Everyone says you met Fëanor once. Is that true? Earenolwë was silent for several moments, remembering the past. In his mind's eye he could see his corpse, destroyed by whips of fire and the swords of Orc, laying beside the still waters of Eithel Sirion mere moments before it burst into ash. His face was half burned away. His voice raspy as he spoke to his seven sons, his breathing hard and rough; the damage to his lungs was irreperable. Earenolwë had not forgotten those scorched-pale eyes and the blood that burbled from Fëanor's mouth as he swore his sons to avenge him and fulfill their Oath to re gain his beloved and fair, enchanted globes of crystal. I knew him well...before his end, Earenolwë replied and uneasily. He didn't like to speak of the past. Damhir took the hint and silenced himself. Earenolwë forced a smile and tosseled his hair, making him brighten.

Suddenly, Earen's elf ears noticed the sound of something fastly approaching and most likely it was a Man. The elves were off the road, traveling through the trees, but Earenolwë knew that Haradrim could trespass into Ithilien, it wouldn't be the first time those Easterlings wanted to start some trouble. Earenolwë stepped on the forest path ; his people knew what to do. Some of the band remained in position in the woods while others nimbly scrambled into the forestry on the path's left flank; the rest poured onto the path with Earen. Several archers and slingers in the woodland stood ready for a possible fell encounter. Into sight came a running man, a villager by the looks of him, and out of breath. Help ! Help, please, elves! cried the man, his breath a plume of white in the cold air. His fear was almost palpable. Something had got the fellow running, frightened as he was. Stand down, Earenolwë ordered those at arms in the woods and he held the man in his arms, steadied him. You have to help! They won't stand a chance against elves! The man pleaded with Earenolwë hysterically. Listen to me, Earenolwë commanded. I will help, We will all help. But you need to describe the situation so we know what we're facing.

The man swallowed before beginning. Haradrim...Easterlings from down south. They've invaded our valley not a mile away from here. We don't know what they want, but they have weapons and we fear what they'll do if they remain unchecked. Earenolwë's sky-blue eyes blinked once. He was angry but millennia of hardship had taught him how to control his fury. Easterlings. He hated their vermin. Elves and Easterlings hadn't been on good terms since the Battle of Unnumbered Tears; brutes, the lot of them. How many? Earenolwë asked calmly. A small group, 20. Earenolwë smiled confidently - he had a lot more than that with him. We will help you. Lead the way. Half an hour later, the man led them at last to a little, sleepy valley community ; it seemed cozy enough save for the clamorous belligerence of the Haradrim ; they were about to assault one home close to hillside. Archers and slingers, stand fast and pick them off, Earenolwë commanded from the lip of the gully. I never killed anyone before, Damhir mentioned sheepishly. Earenolwë looked at him and held his shoulder. Everyone fights, son. And those men are evil, Earenolwë informed clearly. Damhir admired his brave, fatherly leader and gave a hesitant nod and nocked his bow. Spears, swords, axes - you're with me. Let's move, Earenolwë ordered and he unleashed the Fair Thorn from its silver-and-diamond sheath. Earenolwë led the charge into the vale just as a volley of arrows and stones were shot overhead.

Yards away, several Haradrim fell to the earth with arrows shot through their throats or bleeding from their scalps -the scum unhindered met to engage them; Easterling and Elf clashed. Earenolwë spun and slashed to parry an Easterling's blade ; he ducked a swipe from its scimitar and with a fierce elbow strike, a man's nose exploded with mucus and blood - as he fell, Earenolwë severed his throat with a swift swipe of the Fair Thorn. He was swarmed but arrows jerked his attackers like marionettes. Earenolwë swept blood off his fair elfin face and looked towards the nearby house. A tall and dark-haired man was battling one Harad man before his home and there were five men laying dead upon the ground; though there was no militia for this vale, this man had knew how to use a weapon well. Earenolwë broke through the ranks of the Haradrim, hewing his way, a graceful and unstoppable juggernaut, til at last he reached the house. Our hope unlooked for, he spoke and extended his strong hand which Earenolwë clasped in the manner of Man formerry greeting. My band and are I are wanderers, the elf mentioned loudly lover the din of battle to the man who said his name was Avor. We happened to be in the right place at the right time. Do yo uknow the meaning of this attack ? Or it was just a random raid of sorts. Avor slumped against the wall. Quite random. We have nothing they want. Perhaps they were after someone. Earenolwë heard the baying of his wolfhound and turned to see her engage a Harad spearmen who was about to attack her master; the Harad man jabbed at Ráka but she darted nimbly aside despite her great size and her powerful jaws ripped the man's spear away. Earenolwë stabbed the brute through the chest with a deft, surgical thrust of the Fair Thorn.

Ráka reached Earen and he gave her gray coat a loving stroke. I wish mine had survived, Avor remarked quietly and gestured at his slain dog which had been decapitated. I am so sorry, Earen spoke softly and meant it; he had his own familar and so he understood the man's pain. He fought valiantly. He's not as big as your dog, elf, but he took two of those jackals down. I just don't know how my kid will take this or the wife; they loved the pup. Suddenly Ráka began to sniff the air. What is it, girl? Earenolwë asked and rubbed her neck; he looked on the battlefield, the skirmish was winding down. Ráka gave her head a shake as if in disbelief. Ráka sniffed again and went inside the house. My wife and kid, that strange woman, Avor remarked in a grumble, as if he was mad he forgot about his family and whoever this 'strange' guest was. Earenolwë came inside, following his wolfhound and the man. Earenolwë's sword fell from his grasp and Ráka lifted her canine face and howled in despair. There was an elf maid laying in a pool of her own blood; a Harad arrow had pierced her side, sank deep within her. Earenolwë watched her blood gout in astonishment and the evil done unto one as lovely as she had shocked him into silence. The elf woman, much younger than himself, was frail and her raiment unkempt and travel-worn but even so, she was a beautiful maiden; her skin was as fair and white as winter snows and her tresses were as dark as ink. She was his own kind; already he had a natural affinity for her. And there was something exotic about the maiden. Something different, unique, she was something special - somehow Ráka knew as well, for she was close by and staring as if bewildered. She had never smelled an elf like this one before.

His danger sense flared and he realized he was just standing there. He came to his senses, reacted quickly. He ran to her. She's dead! She saved our son! The woman - his wife, Roseth - spoke to Avor. He wanted to reach you but she stopped him; the door was open and an arrow shot her. She's dead! Earenolwë lifted the elf woman gently into his strong arms and rose to his boots. She is alive. Unconcious. Though if we act speedily she will be received in the Halls of Mandos not this night. Earenolwë turned to the man. Clear the table near the hearth and boil water. Earenolwë shouted outside for healers in his band.

Elfaron, Earenolwë's second-in-command, was short for an elf and his long hair was gold, his eyes gray. He was one of the healers who came to help save the stranger's life. He sat upon a chair near the hearth where a low couch was where the woman now rested. She was alive and sleeping, not unconscious it seemed. The arrow had been removed, her wound cleaned and mended and bandaged though her dress was a torn mess so her life could be saved. There were women in Bar-en-Raen who would gladly give her new clothes. Elves in the band, they were all Brother and Sister. Avor turned out to be a great woodcutter and so he had fashioned the half-elleth a lebethron staff; lebethron was a fair and smooth wood that was beloved of Ithilien woodcrafters. The maiden he hoped would enjoy it when she discovered the gift when she woke up and it would enable her to walk well once she was able to attempt such an endeavor. Avor, his wife Roseth, and their son Tyson were resting though the boy had two nightmares already though short-lived. Earenolwë was sitting closer to the elleth than Elfaron was. Earenolwë clutched a wet cloth gently; he delicately squeezed so that the water would expel a needless amount of water into the basin. Earenolwë stroked her brow tenderly with the damp cloth. Elfaron folded his arms. She is very gaunt, malnourished. Her strength is weak. I hope she will last the night. There is much she can tell us. For instance why she is journeying on her own.

Earenolwë clenched his jaw. Someone must not have liked her because she's different, mellon nin, and trouble sent her far from home, he spoke angrily. Rare. There are many times when he had been upset but he was practiced at control. This young stranger moved him. He realized he was stroking the elelth black hair and stopped. Elfaron smiled and asked, Can we take her with us? Earenolwë thought. I want us to take her but you know that we only ask; that is one law of our tribe. If she says no, we part ways. Though considering she's on the run and alone, I wouldn't be surprised if she wanted to travel with us and most likely stay with the band. And I want her to. Someone should watch over her. She has no one and has nowhere to go. Presumably. And if she has no one in this world, then we will be her family. If she chooses. Elfaron laughed again. She ?Her? The elleth? She needs a name, Varda's stars! Earenolwë smiled wanly. She probably has one but I'll give her one, myself. He was doing it again, all of a sudden, combing her dark hair with his fingertips gently. Moriel. The Daughter of Darkness. Elfaron grimaced. Lovely but gloomly, Earenolwë, Elfaron remarked. Her flight into Ithilien must have been born of Chaos. Some dark encounter. She had to flee or was spurned. It's...fitting. He looked outside. The sun was setting now, the sky was lighting up and a day that was so dark was ending in a glorious array of beautiful colors. Moriel Andúnë Earenolwë spoke in afterthought as his stroking thumb waved in a caress against his ward's milky cheek.


*

Blackness pressed in on Inziladûn’s eyes, joined oppressively by a silence that drowned her ears. In this world she existed for what seemed an eternity, until slowly, slowly sounds began to permeate the barrier. Murmurs in the background, from far away it seemed. Garbled words in a language both foreign and familiar, but she could not comprehend it at the moment. The voices drew nearer and with them came sensation: softness and warmth. A dullness burned at the back of her mind: slow and low and completely ignorable. She was conscious of her breathing- in and out, repeated and consuming, as though breath were all that existed in this moment. And for some reason it seemed as though it was all that mattered; the sensations began to recede until they had become again nothingness, though this time the dark and the silence were not so oppressive. Her awareness receded, and she was at rest.

Some time later, she could not have said how long, Inziladûn stirred. Sharp pinpricks of light struck her eyes and she opened them slowly; the pricks died away, leaving only a soft, orange glow. The room she was in was dark, the glow coming from what must have been a smoldering fire in the corner. She could tell that she was lying not on the ground or floor but some element of furniture. However, its padding did little to disguise the throbbing ache in her back and side. Her body stiffened, and as it did so she became aware of a weight across her midriff. For the first time she directed her gaze down at her own body and saw that there was a figure slumped upon her. It was outlined and only faintly illuminated by the fire’s glow; she could see the glimmer of its hair and the skin of its hand, which of a sudden twitched.

Inziladûn started and attempted to scrabble backwards away from who or whatever had trapped her, but a sharp, lancing pain wracked her, spiraling outwards from the wound in her side, causing her to cry out hoarsely, her knee knocking into the figure. Pain and fear rose at once inside her, paralyzing her, threatening gorge. She clutched her side, knowing there was an injury there, but only faintly cognizant of how it had come upon her, and not in the darkness and disorientation of her position knowing where she was, or who existed now at her side. Trembling eyes fixed on the figure as it faced her and the breath came unevenly between her lips, turning her voice into a quaver.

“Ki-yadahê êphal ni-yô, ni-zêri! Bâ ki-zagrahê ni.” (Get away from me, please! Don’t kill me. , A) She whispered, in her fear the cradle-tongue springing to her lips unbidden, “Ni-zêri.”


*

Shift.

We're going to butcher all these people - and murder a relative and his family -just to get bac ka jewel? Maglor demanded of Amrod who just stared at him wordlessly; Maglor looked into his little brother's eyes - there wasn't nothing in them anymore. It almost made him want to retch. Maglor, even for such a bard as himself, he had no words at all to describe the change that had taken place in Amrod. He just knew that his kid brother looked at a carcass of an elf now with pretty much such feeling as he would were it a horse or a hog. It is not just a jewel, you idiot. Father would be ashamed of you if he heard you speak of a Silmaril like that, Caranthir barked from the corner where he was sharpening his sword. The Oath, Maglor, spoke Maedhros and took his brother by the arm gently, it's all we have left. Maglor sneered and jerked his arm away and Maedhros bit his lip and looked away; the two had always been close. We have our lives. That should be enough, Maglor shot and he smacked his goblet of wine offt he near low table. Think of Morgoth and Sauron's brutality. We're lucky to be alive, damn it! Maglor shouted, wanting them to see Reason. Ever since the breaking of Angband's Siege, things had never went well for the Noldor - or for anyone else. Earenolwë, Maglor's servant and confidant,put a hand on his lord's shoulder. They're not going to listen, let's just leave, Earenolwë recommended and tried to steer Maglor away. But Celegorm arose and he shoved Earenolwë to the ground where he fell with a grunt.

And then he grabbed Maglor by the collar. The Silmaril is in Doriath. We have this one chance. This one Moment. This one Opportunity. Celegorm snapped and shook Maglor, roaring : AND YOU WANT TO LET IT SLIP ?!!! Celegorm's fist was like a ram striking a gate to break it as he hurled his balled hand against Maglor's stomach and his brother dropped with a cry of pain. Leave him alone! Earenolwë demanded in a rasp as he rose but Celegorm ignored him and kneed Maglor in the face, breaking his nose bloody. Get out! Know your place, húonissë ( 'female dog' Q)! Celegorm ordered and pushed Maedhros away who was making a grab at him to end his malevolence. Celegorm strode to Earenolwë.

I can't let you do that – Amras began, a friend of Earen's since the Flight, but Celegorm seized Amras' shoulder and threw him sideways. You're a bleeding heart and I've just about had enough of you, Celegorm seethed, close now, lifting a finger towards Earen's face. Earenolwë knocked it aside and responded hotly: And you're a grandstander more obsessed with looking good than doing good, ion húonissë ('son of a female dog', Sindarin-Quenya). Celegorm's walloping sockdolager to the Falmari's jaw took Earenolwë to the floor of the tent and before the elf could react, Celegorm thunderstruck his chest with a sharp, fell kick. Enough!!! I said that's enoug !!! Maedhros yelled but Curufinwho came now to his brother's assist, smirked as his arm pistoned and everything went dark.

Shift.

Get away from me, please! Earenolwë frowned at the small elf girl he had cornered in the Thousand Caves; the van of the attack swept past him. I can't, little one, he spoke though unsure his voice could be heard over the din of battle and the screams of the deathless dying.

This is the will of the House of Fëanor, he answered tearfully and plunged the Fair Thorn deep into the child and her mouth opened in a soundless scream as the blade punched right through her, showering a tapestry with a spray of her blood.

Shift.

Don't kill me![/i[! she pleaded with him from where she lay in the surf. The elf woman was mailed and the tattered remains of her arm lay aside upon the crimsom shore, a hand still clutching the swordthat the nís ('elf woman', Quenya) had tried to wield against him. Earenolwë laid Eregvana upon her throat. I'm so sorry, Earenolwë spoke woefully and drew the Fair Thorn across her pale throat. And blue water was red.

I'm so sorry, Earenolwë slurred. So sorry. Earenolwë regained consciousness with the pace of a Tofolas sloth. He submerged from slumber in a waking lethargy and through moments that seemed eons, he dragged himself into consciousness. It was night now. Moonbeams lit the living room in silver light ; the hearth was still aflame, the mortals had left the fire alone so that Earenolwë and the ellth could be warm. The elleth. It was Moriel - he had named her - who had been speaking to him and her words had slipped through to affect his subconcious. He realized he was holding her now and that he was fully aware of the contours and fair scent of her body as she lay snug against him ; his face was a mere inch from hers and he looked into her eyes. They were a beautiful, mysterious icy-blue; they were unique...just like her. Moriel tried to move away but the pain in her side - he could tell from her reaction - flared; her tattered and unkempt garment he had cut away in several places to expose part of her torso so that Elfaron could heal her and Moriel's wound had been cleaned and salved and bandaged but she wouldn't be so well for a while because of how injurious the attack had been. The prompting of her knee movement made him remove himself, to disengage from her. I'm so sorry, he spoke, repeating what he had said in his dream but in Sindarin. He recalled she had spoken in Adûnâyê; she had spoken in the Númenorean tongue. Strange, he thought for a moment.

She was probably raised in Númenor or her parents spoke the tongue even after the Cataclysm as they raised her in Gondor. Or wherever else. Earenolwë had been one of the Eldar who visited Westernesse so he knew the tongue but not well enough after all these years once their politics changed. He looked into her eyes and gestured, indicating her, and spoke in broken Númenorean, Akhâsada, burôda dâur dubdam (into the chasm, heavy gloom fell). Earenolwë reached hesitantly to touch her hand; he held it within his own and gently squeezed; he gave her a kind, charming smile. Yakalubîm (lean on) - he pointed to himself – târik (pillar). Basically Earenolwë was saying that Moriel had fell into trouble, into darkness and that she could lean on him, that he would help her. Earenolwë closed his other hand over hers. This was going to be hard in Númenorean ; he barely remembered how to speak that language.... Earenolwë asked softly: Ki-bitha Nimrîyê ('Do you speak Elvish?', Adunaic)? Quenya?
Earenolwë paused and jumped right into that though if she didn't understand that he would try Sindarin. Ni
indóme úharna le. Mána apanóna ('I will not hurt you. Good man' – Quenay)
. He paused and reluctantly let her hands go; he remembered she wanted him to go away - he wouldn't do that but Earen understood now her need for space and so he shimmied down the couch away from her. And continued speaking in Quenya. I am Earenolwë, am a Telerin elf, one of the Falmari. I..couldn't bear to see my Noldor friend leave Aman, in the Flight, so I went with her.

Earenolwë hadn't lied but he didn't tell her everything; being a Kinslayer, one did just not so outrightly speak about. I served Maglor in Beleriand though I gave up my service to him at the Mouths of Sirion. Since the beginning of this Age, I've been a wanderer, a leader of a traveling band of Elves. Bar-en-Raen, House of the Wanderers. We came upon the incident here and defeated the Haradrim who accosted this village. We killed them. To the last man. Including the one that shot you. You would have died if it wasn't for my friend Elfaron, my second; he's a healer. Earenolwë paused. If we wanted to hurt you, you'd already be dead, Moriel. So, please, understand that you have been delivered, not doomed. And those bandages shows you how much you are cared about. He gestured at her wrapped torso. The mortal is a woodcutter and has fashioned a lebethron staff for you.He pointed to the fair black staff leaning near the door. It's going to take you a while to recuperate and the staff should aid you when you try to walk again, Moriel. Earenolwë realized what he had called her and gave her a sheepish look. Moriel...that's a name I gave you. Daughter of Darkness. For you seem to be Tumult's child I am sorry if that offends you but I did not know your true name. May I have it, please? And tell me which name you prefer to be recognized by. I also want to apologize...you looked so fragile. A trampled rose, Moriel. I wanted to hold you as you slept...though it wasn't my intention to fall asleep as I did.

So I hope you can pardon me for startling you when you awoke.
His cheeks flushed red in embarrassment. He had to admit he wasn't altogether sorry though ; he had enjoyed laying with the woman in the moonbeams and near the warm, wavering bars of the firelight. It had seemed cozy, the most natural thing in the world and it was a long time since the days when Elerrina used to steal into his room or tent for comfort during unhappy nights. He liked being close to Moriel, holding a woman again, had enjoyed the stillness of her form and the beat of her heart against his own that lulled him eventually to sleep. He wanted to ask Moriel if he could sit closer to her. He felt irrevocably drawn to know her, he just wanted to be close, something in him ached for it. Perhaps she reminded him of Elerrina, needing someone to watch over her...and he knew he could and wanted to answer that Call; Ellie was gone, she had left him behind but Moriel was here and she needed looking after, and..... Earenolwë swallowed, warning himself mentally about attachment. Elerrina's abandonment had thoroughly devastated him ; he couldn't let someone ever get that close. So he staid where he sat and besides, she was still in shock about her new circumstance; being a gentleman and knowing full well the boundary within his heart that he could let no person or himself cross once more, he didn't move an inch closer. Tell me of yourself, he asked. He wanted to know everything.

He could not realize it now but he would get even more attached in the days to come.


*

The face had nearer and nearer to hers until Inziladûn realized that whoever it was, was asleep, dreaming as he spoke some muffled words she did not understand. Her already unsteady breathing hitched in her throat as his eyes popped open suddenly. She shrank back further against the arm of the settee on which she lay as he pulled himself back, moving away from her. His outline was clearer now in the flickering light from the fire, and she could see that he was fair; her eyes cast around the room and slowly she began to recall her surroundings and the events of what must now be the previous day, the attack of the Easterlings on the house of the cottagers who had allowed her into their home. But who was this… she was sure, in her slowly clearing mind, that he was an elf. These thoughts were broken when he spoke to her in her own tongue, clearly not fluent- his language was stilted and metaphoric. He seized her hand and she flinched, eyes wide. But his expression calmed her, and the foreign sensation of the gentle pressure on her hand was somehow comforting, as was his continued attempt to address her in Adûnâyê. He asked if she spoke the high tongue and she nodded, and again when he assured her he would do her no harm; somehow she felt it to be true.

Earenolwë. It was a strange name to Inziladûn’s ears, for she had lived amongst men so long. The beauty of the Eldarin tongue struck her as he continued to speak in it, telling her of himself, and she allowed her eyes to close for a moment. It had been so many years since she had heard any voice but her own utter the sounds of the language of her mother’s people; preserved in her as the child of a Nelya, instilled from birth. Her father had spoken it too, as well as his native Adûnâyê, and his was the last voice she had heard speak it, comforting his daughter when she did not understand, why her mother would never again sing her to sleep beneath the stars. She started slightly, fixing her gaze upon Earenolwë again, as he called her by name. It was not a name she possessed, yet one whose sound was so similar to one she had known. His explanation of how he had named her, why, and how he had come to be in the position she had found him in when she woke struck a chord in Inziladûn, and a fraction of her fear melted away. True: she knew nothing of the nér, but he had caused enough calm in her for her to entrust him with her name.

“Nanyë estaina Inziladûn. Yeldë Imrazôr,” ( I am called Inziladûn. Daughter of Imrazôr, Q) she said slowly. But, stirred by the familiarity of the name which this strange Teleri had given her, she continued. “Essanya amilyë Vanyamórë ná.” ( My mother-name is Vanyamórë, Q) Her gaze caught his, and she was certain the similarity between that name and the one he had bestowed upon her was not lost on Earenolwë. Tell me of yourself, he pleaded. After a moment’s pause, she nodded once more and began to speak. Inziladûn relished the lyricism of her mother’s tongue, and the words rolled smoothly from her lips, her voice steadying as she went. “I travel North from Umbar, my home, to Mithlond which was the home of my mother, a nís of the Noldor, and mine, for a short time after the drowning of Anadûnê.” though Inziladûn reveled in the freedom to speak Quenya, she could not bear to name the island in any language but its own. Nor too had she given her mother’s true heritage, but the people among whom she counted herself. “It was there I was born, in the year 3306 of this Age.”

Of a sudden her heart ached at the thought of Umbar, causing her throat to burn and swell, and she diverted her eyes from the intent face of the Teler. She would not lose control of herself in front of this stranger, it was irrational, unacceptable, and weak. But as it has a habit of doing nature and emotion overrode the acceptable and a strangled sob forced its way around the lump in her throat. Everything that had happened on and since the night she had fled the Haven seemed to fall in on her at once, the walls she had constructed against the pain and anger and helplessness bursting as a dam against the irrevocable force of a river, swollen by the floods of spring. Even as she looked determinedly away tears began to course their salty way down her pale cheeks, increasing in number until her body shook. “Áni apsenë,” ( Forgive me, Q) she choked, words muffled by her arm and the back of the divan, foe she had turned fully away now despite the lancing it caused in her side, hiding her face. Shame blanketed Inziladûn as she wept, but her distress was heedless of it. The unexpected kindness of Earenolwë only served to heighten the confusion racing in her mind. When at last her crying began to subside she curled in further upon herself, still unable to look the Teler in the eye. “I suppose,” she said, with a slight, mirthless laugh, “that Moriel is as good a name as any.”
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The Ward
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originally posted in Tales from Ithilien
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She began to relax now, as slowly but surely as the motion of an unclenching fist. He caught her gaze as well. 'Amilessi', mother-names. titles of foresight. Perhaps, when she looked upon you at birth, she glimpses how beautiful you'd be and the darkness that would follow you like a shadow, all the days of your life for certainly not everything has been easy, has it peredhel, am I right? Earenolwë predicted. Though the room was warm, he had a chill, wondering if it was best that he happened upon this woman. He was peculiar about her history and she told him briefly of herself. If she had loved her home, Earenolwë did not want to risk upsetting her - wait, why should he? No attachments. Varda's stars! - by saying something such as Umbar was a wretched hive of scum and villainy. Though of course even that itself wasn't true...after all, she came from there and seemed nice a woman enough...so far. He felt momentarily ashamed of his doubt. It is...unfortunate you did not dwell in one of the Gondorian fiefdoms after Númenor's destruction, Earenolwë remarked carefully. The people of those realms in this country are...much peaceful and kinder to our breed, the lands of Gondor. Earenolwë wanted to learn more - for instance, why she did not go to Mithlond much earlier than now, what became of her parents, and the full story as to what happened in Umbar but she was weeping now and he did not want her to distress even worse. She was obviously homesick - he hated himself for thinking what he had about Umbar ; he harbored a deep mistrust of Easterlings after the Battle of Unnumbered Tears millennia ago - and like a cloud bursting to shed torrents of rain, there was a flood of tears now from her icy-blue eyes. She shook as well as would a body in the most intense of colds. Earenolwë wished he could lift her from the frigid depths of this well of Perdition but he kept himself anchored at his corner of the settee though it grieved him so. She asked him to forgive her, though her words were muffled by her limb and the divan's back. He resisted the temptation to touch her lank sable hair and swallowed, forced a kind smile. I will not say: 'Do not weep!' For not all tears an evil, Moriel, Earenolwë responded softly. Olórin, a Maia who had befriended him in Valinor long ago, had told him such during the Unrest of the Noldor.

Shame enshrouded him as he watched pain twist the fairness of her face as she moved, causing the hurt of her half-healed wound to flare ; his heart screamed for him to hold her, but he could not, knowing the rules he had set for himself long ago after Ellie left. 'Moriel' is lovely and I am glad you will take it if you will but know that 'Andúnë' is just as fair. There was a sunset when I named you and I gave the name of that stunning spectacle to you as well, for epessë (nickname, honorific name). Light and Beauty, I feel, are just as part of you as the Darkness and Fear is, I know. She continued to sob and Earenolwë glanced away and met the golden eyes of his wolfhound who had been watching close near the hearth where she had been stretched out and gnawing on a leg bone of one of the slain Harad assassins. Ráka's gray fur was bristled and her yellow-eyed stare was so accusing. Attachments. I don't do attachments. They hurt people. Something happens to one person, and afterwards it's bad for the other. Her pain is her own to deal with. And if she joins our band, I still want not get too close. Most people leave sooner or later; it's better not to get too attached to anyone, Earenolwë thought at the wolfhound. Ráka's gray ears flattened and her lips pulled back to reveal her gleaming deathly fangs. Of course she wouldn't hurt her master but such a display was really frightening. All right, already, Earenolwë thought and slid himself out to where Inziladûn... Moriel wept. He sat there a few moments, undecided what to do....it had been an Age, literally, since he comforted someone, really, in the kind of way she needed. And largely because of the line he had drawn himself. But looking at her surely did pluck his heartstrings and his resistance was at an end.

He laid himself out on the divan and the fingertips of his gentle hands caressed the tresses of her raven hair. Be still, you'll make it worse, he warned quietly as his hands lowered softly down her limbs, hoping to mollify her. He felt the small of her back and her shoulders with comforting rubs and he inevitably encircled her frail body, held her carefully. From her corner, Ráka gave a woof of approval and began to gnaw on the human bone again enjoyably, holding it steady with her forepaws; Earenolwë almost rolled his eyes. You have a choice before you, he spoke close near her half-elvish ear that peeped through the black strands of her hair. After you spend several days here resting you will have to either seek Mithlond on your own...leaving you susceptible to more assassins from the South and also to the dangers of the wild - brigands, fell creatures, Orc.

There will be men who would...gladly satisfy themselves with a taste of your kind, and they would surely take you by force .Ever you go northward or eastward, the winters are harsh on a pilgrim. Join my band and you'll have a home and protection. And we'll teach you the weapon. We are Mithlond-bound ourselves. Though we travel often, every few years I lead them back to my homeland where we live for quite some time before the wanderlust takes us once more. That will happen because I cannot rest for long. One hand found hers and he clasped it. And you wouldn't have to go away with us whenever we leave, but we'll always return. His nose touched her snow skinned cheek. But you are welcome to journey with us, that decision will belong toto leave the environs of Mithlond for a while or remain behind ; either way, you'll always see at least me back.

You'll be my ward, as all of them are. I am the leader, I am the band's leader, its Guardian-someone to watch over you for such a time as you choose to remain. You're in a need of a friend and I can be both if you want me to be, Moriel. His strong arms tightened around her as he added dangerously, thinking of the people who had almost slain her: And if anyone wants you dead, they would have to get through me first and over my dead body. This I swear.
Earenolwë was silent then, letting that promise to her hang and the sealing of his Oath was almost tangible ; vows of Elves and Men were not made easily, for surely the Doom they made by utterance of their swear followed them to the End of the Days or until Death took them. He released her hand was quiet a moment, knowing how much he cared and how much of it was showing. Oh well. He lifted his hand high.With me. He brought it low. Without me. He paused and added simply, The choice is yours. What do you want?


*

Amidst the sudden despair which threatened to overwhelm her, Inziladûn felt herself enfolded in the gentle grasp of the Teler, a comforting embrace such as she had not felt in nearly sixty years; more than half of her life, though it must be brief in the eyes of the Eldar. “Light and Beauty, I feel,” Earenolwë said, “are just as part of you as the Darkness and Fear is.” Andúnë, it was an elegant word, a word of light and beauty but also of an ending and a descent. The peredhel, as he had called her, sought to control herself, to reign in the emotion that wracked her frame as his voice continued to murmur in her ear, breath stirring her hair. He spoke of the dangers that would face her if she continued to travel on her own; some of those dangers she had already faced, but he spoke truly- there were many fell fates that could easily await her for which she was little prepared, particularly not now in her injury. A tempting target she would make for man, orc or beast. Inziladûn’s mind wandered as the elf spoke of his band and their purpose, and soothed by the gentle voice her weeping began to trail off, leaving her shoulders to jerk occasionally, a hiccup escaping her still-trembling form.

At the mention of Mithlond her attention was recalled from its place of musing. She could not have dreamed of asking anyone to guide her all the way North, but the Bar-en-Raen it seemed dwelt there sometimes, indeed based their movements out of the city and of Lindon itself. A home and protection with this roaming band of elves, was it possible? He seemed to offer so much; at what cost would it later come? For only a brief time in Inziladûn’s memory had she lived among elves, and she did not know how either she or they would react or adapt. Worry crept in, tainting her hope. Earenolwë’s words again brought her back to the present; his tone had changed, raging against the threat which had brought itself against her- for this stranger he barely knew he swore a solemn oath for her protection, in its essence pledging his life to that cause if necessary. Never had anyone sworn such an oath for or before Inziladûn, and it thrummed within her, resonating like the beating of a distant drum.

“The choice is yours,” Earenolwë said, “What do you want?” Though she had not moved, a greater stillness crept into Inziladûn’s form. She scarcely drew breath, the world seeming to grow small and close before her eyes in the dimness. “The choice is mine.” She repeated, barely audible. When she began to speak again, the words tumbled from her as though she could not stop them. She did not know from whence they came nor why she felt it necessary to share them with the Teler, who was still for all intents and purposes unknown to her, despite his kind words.

“My father was also called Balkumagân…the ship-builder. He crafted fine vessels on Anadûnê, and learned much from the students of Círdan who visited the isle, and had the honor of meeting the shipwright himself when we came to Mithlond. When my father moved with me to Umbar, he brought with him his skill and the grace of his ships. When I was small, he would take me with him onto the sea. I would stand on the bowsprit, supported by his hands as he sat behind me, legs dangling towards the water below, unafraid. As was I. It was almost as though if we closed our eyes and allowed the wind to rush past us swiftly enough, we could find Anadûnê again.” Inziladûn drew a full breath for the first time since beginning her discourse. “We never did, of course, but he allowed me to believe, as I have believed in little so powerfully since. Perhaps... perhaps this is an opportunity for me to believe again.” She turned to face him, the unsettling cobalt of hey eyes meeting his for the first time since she the weeping had overcome her. Her cheeks had begun to dry, leaving only faint patches of tear-damp, but her eyes still sparkled with their remnants. “Perhaps I have the chance to find a new Anadûnê, whether it be in Mithlond, or with your fated band. I do not need another father, Earenolwë,” she spoke his name for the first time, reaching out to grasp his hand, as so shortly ago he had clasped hers; her grip was tight and resolute, in despite of her injury, “but I will go with you, wherever the wind may take me.”


*

Earenolwë listened as Moriel spoke, his fingers giving stroke to her dark hair, his hands occasionally delicately felt her arms, or waist, or shoulders whenever she gave a jolt or a tremble. He could sense the immensity of all her loss as she spoke of Westernesse and the man who had been her father; he was moved by her passion for the past almost to the point of tears. Moriel looked at him and her blue-eyed stare struck into him like a shard of dazzling ice and in that moment he realized he hadn't meant so much to someone in a very long time and he felt such an honor to be part of this woman's life. She mentioned she needed not a father but she would go with him wherever Fortune's winds would take her. He felt the importance of it, that he had given her a choice.

I do not know what kind of life you had in Umbar, Moriel, but it seems to me that the liberty to choose whatever you wish was denied to you time and anon. It will not be so dwelling with me and mine, I promise you that. He squeezed her hand that tightened his. Remain as independent as you wish as you're with us; you may do as you like and say what you feel. Just be whoever you are. And If you ever believe your path may lay on a different plane, then I'll let you away with no rebuke and I won't make you try to stay. I know more of you now but you still remain such a mystery to me, Muinahéri ("Secret Woman", Quenya). What became of your father and mother? Who looked after you in Umbar for surely someone such as yourself would need protection in a place like that ungentle to our kind that you half belong to; I imagine that most of the mortals there would not enjoy seeing a half-human in their midst. What was it like, dwelling in the Haven - the good and the ill? What brought you here?

These questions and more I will have for you as we travel though if you prefer for your past to remain clandestine, I will respect that, Moriel.
He enjoyed her touch; it sent a current of warmth into him that spread throughout and he could feel her resolution pass into him. The elf raised his new friend's hand and gave it a kiss before disengaging from his ward. He walked towards the hearth and began to extinguish the fire. You're going to get a proper meal in that poor, neglected stomach of yours, Earenolwë remarked firmly but looked over his shoulder to smile at Moriel's porcelain face before turning his attention back to the flames. Tomorrow, the morning. And better clothes, you can't go walking in that shred of a tattered garment you have now. And a bath, hot and steaming ; you deserve and need it. The light was gone now in the living room, save for the glowing-cherry embers in the hearth and the moonlight that striped the comfortable blackness in long bars of beautiful silver, and Ráka's goldeneyes that were now yellow slits as she let sleep begin to claim her. He walked towards the divan; it was cooler now and he reached for the blanket that Roseth had left out there, folded, for the half-elf; Earenolwë unfurled the black blanket and smiled at the sight of the elaborate patterns of moons and stars.

I could sleep outside, my people are tenting on the greensward, but... he settled himself on the settee and enshrouded his body and hers with the blanket; the elf held the peredhel in one arm's careful hold beneath the cover of the star and moon-spangled black fabric. Do you mind? I just want to be close. For tonight. Knowing the ordeal she had been through, Earenolwë was sure she would want his presence still, a balm to her. And if there would be any nightmares, he'd be there for her. He touched her raven hair; it was a mess. He tried his best to smooth it out with his fingers, pushing matted locks away from her face as he looked into her icy-blue eyes. Sleep now, Inziladûn. Moriel Andúnë. Rest. His other arm embraced her now; he held the half-elf snug but gently against him. You are past calamity and misfortune. I'm here now and nothing's going to ail you, my friend, he spoke directly and softly. Sleep. The Teleri tried to sooth her with song in his mellifluous voice; he sang a song of Númenor, her ancient sunken homeland, verses of the man named Aedon. a singer of the Hyarnustar. 'There be None of Beauty's Daughters.' He hoped she liked that one and that his fair voice would lull her to slumber.

HERE be none of Beauty's daughters
With a magic like thee;
And like music on the waters
Is thy sweet voice to me:
>When, as if its sound were causing
The charméd ocean's pausing,
The waves lie still and gleaming,
And Manwë's lull'd winds seem dreaming:
And the midnight moon is weaving
His bright chain o'er the deep,
Whose breast is gently heaving
As an infant's asleep:
So Tilion bows before thee
To listen and adore thee;
With a full but soft emotion,
Like the swell of Ulmo's ocean

(The poem, the work of George Gordon, Lord Byron. Adjusted)



The day after, mid-morning

An orange, Earenolwë? From out of the orchards of the Pelennor Fields. Do you think she'd like that? asked Damhir, his young elven face already plastered with the juice of the sweet and tasty citrus fruit. It was mid-morning and there was a pleasant breakfast feast outside thrown by the mortals in the community to commend the elves and Avor for saving the village from the Haradrim interlopers. Earenolwë smiled down at the elf boy who sat at the food-laden bench and mussed his mop of dark hair. Everyone loves oranges, Damhir, Earenolwë replied. So she survived the night? inquired Elfaron from the long table, sipping blackberry tea. Doubting your own healing? That's a first, old friend, Earenolwë spoke, raising his eyebrow. Elfaron shrugged his slight shoulders, replying: She's a half-elf. Earenolwë rolled his sky-blue eyes; somehow he knew that phrase was going to be a popular explanation for anything strange Moriel did in the future. Already elves who had heard were snickering but one deadpan expression from Earen made them hurriedly return their attention back towards their meal.

A half-elf. That was why Ráka was so curious about her and she still was; was enthralled with this new mystery ; she had never seen a half-elf before. Not many people still could say they had. Her features and physique gave her away and the ears, once the elves had studied her and the tips Elfaron was silent for a few moments, reflecting on the news Earenolwë had shared with the band. I thought such things were not possible any more. Earenolwë scoffed and looked at his second. Why not? You only heard about those parings that you have because they were prominent figures in our history - there's no reason why your ordinary elf maid could not love a man or vice versa. It just so happens that the rare instances we know most about are related to royals of both kindreds. There are unsung heroes in history, Elfaron, just as there are mysteries that are never written of. Never heard of. There was an elf commoner who took a common man to wed and had a child. This couple was not famous so you never heard of their union. It's simple enough to understand.

Elfaron nodded, and lifted a curious food that one farmer had told him was called bacon; even more bizarre was the fact you ate this by aid of your fingers, which Elfaron thought unmannerly. He enjoyed the taste though and began to eat it with great gusto. You should really give her a plate of this, it is magnificent, spoke his second and shoved a plate of the stuff towards Earenolwë who put it atop the cart amidst the fruit, cheese, bread, and duck; he wanted a bowl of soup for her but Moriel needed her bathing and because of her injury, getting ready this morning might take a while so he held off on that. He realized that he was imagining her experience and he was surprised at how much he liked it and how much he enjoyed doing for her. Earenolwë removed a jar of jam from the table for Moriel's bread and set it upon the cart then he took two cups of smooth and sweet honey-lemon ale from off the table for the half-elf as well. Yulmanilda, a Silvan elf who hailed from Greenwood the Great, looked at Elfaron as if this was the greatest crime of the century. Several elves began to snicker and Earenolwë stifled a laugh. The Wood Elves of the Greenwood were known for their love of liquor, Dorwinion or not. Earenolwë admonished the olive-skinned elf maid that Moriel would be staying inside today and that he did not want to make trips and that she needed some gentling. Earenolwë left with the cart and Elfaron who needed to inspect Moriel's wound ; his satchel of healing implements he had slung on his shoulder.

Earenolwë rolled the cart into the house and across the carpet, towards the supper table. The door to the bathing chamber was open and he smiled as he saw Roseth preparing the tub there for Moriel; the half-elf would appreciate finally being appropriately clean after all her time in the wild. Avor and Earenolwë greeted each other warmly as he steered his glum child towards the door; he would take him to the feast. Ask for one of my elves Geldor, Earenolwë told Avor. His wolfhound has given birth to a litter of pups; your boy can have one. I know this will not replac ethe brave dog which was slain by the cruel Haradrim but no young boy should be without a dog. The child who had listened, his eyes went wide and he beamed ; the boy impulsively hugged Earen and the elf smiled and patted his back. Roseth came out of the steaming bathroom and told Earenolwë that she would remain behind so she could help Moriel undress and bathe and that he should wake Moriel then now. Ráka seems to be doing that already, he spoke with a chortle seeing his wolfhound lap at Moriel's face with her caressing and licking, big pink tongue. The hound had taken to Moriel fast and he smiled as he saw the big dog nuzzle Moriel's throat, large gray tail wagging. Hey, stop that, girl; I doubt a woman wants a dog's stinky breath in her face when she wakes up, Earenolwë teased as he gave Ráka's neck a rubbing. Ráka growled low in her throat before barking sharply at her elfin master – her breath did not stink! Oh, get out of here and go kill something to eat! Earenolwë ordered with a laugh and gave the dog's gray flank a lighthearted swat. Ráka, who nevertheless felt still insulted, snapped her jaws at her master; she gave Moriel's pale cheek a departing lick, and then trotted out of the house and made for the nearby woods to go hunt a rabbit or a wild boar. Ráka never ate meat prepared roasted and such – she hunted and killed her own food - raw. Earenolwë leaned over Moriel and gave her cheek a fleeting touch with his fingertips.

I've brought breakfast for you, my friend, he informed. How about you try sitting ? If you rather stay on the divan, I'll move it to the supper table while you're inside with Roseth. Earenolwë bent and gingerly, delicately helped Moriel stand and he guided her slowly to Roseth who was awaiting in the bathroom. Elfaron followed and spoke to Moriel. I am Elfaron and this is a house call, he spoke with a chuckle. I am the healer you tended to you, Earenolwë's second in the band. How is my patient doing this morning? I must inspect your injury, if that's all right with you, by the way. He let Roseth take her and Elfaron slipped inside; Earen went back inside the living room to collect one of the garments that one of the elven women in his band had given to Moriel: Adeep-blue, lawn shirtwaist dress that seemed right for her size and build. This will look beautiful on you, Earenolwë thought aloud to Moriel, actually more to himself, as he draped it over a chair in the bathroom. He gave Moriel a sheepish look as he admitted: I was unsure of what you prefer, colors and style, and you looked so peaceful asleep I did not wish to wake you earlier but we can sort out such things later today, I promise. Earen smiled ; he wanted to know everything about her. Elfaron interjected astutely : And we'll get you shoes or boots, both, you'll need them; what you've fled and wandered in are no longer good, your journey has worn them out. Earenolwë was about to leave the bathroom to leave the women and Elfaron to privacy but he paused on the threshold. He was in sunlight now; Arien's celestial vessel was rising in golden glory over the Mountains of Shadow and its beams shone through the window in the living room to light up the house. We're going to bring you back to life, Earenolwë vowed. The year is ending but your new life is just beginning. He gave Moriel a wink and turned and walked away, closing the door to the bathroom behind him. At the door to the house stood Damhir and Earenolwë gave the elf boy an amused look ; the youth was standing there holding a plate of heapedthin and flat, curious cakes that were adorned with syrup. The young elf said - or at least it sounded like he said -with his sticky mouth full: This is for Moriel. They're tasty. The lumber men, they call these "pancakes" here in Ithilien. Because they're cake-ish and cooked on a pan at camp; they have them in the morning before they go to work in the woods, felling trees. The men who've been afar to Eriador, they said that the Bree-towners, inn and tavern cooks ,call them"flapjacks"! They cook them on a griddle and sell them at breakfast.



*

“Sleep now, Inziladûn.”

Song had lulled the peredhel to sleep, and now song invaded her dreams. This time however it was a female voice which sang to her, and a lighter touch which slid its fingers through her hair. It was night; she sat on the far northern coast of the Forostar, sheltered from the autumn wind by her mother’s body. That same wind caused the long silver hair of the nís to buffet about, brushing against Inziladûn’s face as she was gathered on her mother’s lap and in her embrace. They were seated upon the edge of a cliff, facing the west, which overlooked a spare beach below and the vast expanse of ocean, its rippling swells painted with the sparkling of stars high above. The breeze that came off the sea was fresh, if chill, and carried the promise of a crisp, calm day to come. The Noldo had raised her fair face to the sky as she sang to her child, the sweet, mellow tones of her voice caressing Inziladûn.

"Shy one, she one,
Shy one of my heart,
She moves in the firelight
Pensively apart.

She carries in the dishes,
And lays them in a row.
To an isle in the water
With her I would go.

She carries in the candles,
And lights the curtained room,
Shy in the doorway
And shy in the gloom;

And shy as a rabbit,
Helpful and shy,
To an isle in the water
With her I would fly."

(To an Isle in the Water – W.B. Yeats)

On the last verses Inziladûn’s piping voice had joined her mother’s: youthful, but beginning to take shape and with great promise. The Noldo smiled, tickling the girl gently. “Máravë acáriel, nettë!” (Well done, daughter!, Q) she praised, drawing her arms tight to embrace Inziladûn, resting her cheek against her daughter’s sooty hair. “You will be a fine singer. What should we sing for your father when he returns home?”

“Just about anything would be fine.” The deep voice came from behind the pair, and the nís turned to catch sight of the smiling man from whom it had come.

“Imrazôr!”

“Attô!” Inziladûn leapt from her mother’s lap a fraction of an instant before the quendi herself began to rise, evading the arm which would have lifted her, and ran across the heather to her father, who swept her up, laughing, and kissed her soundly. “Phel zîrân,” (beloved daughter, A) he murmured. Reaching up to brush the salt and travel roughened hair from his face, his gaze was met by the shining blue one of his wife in the instant before she folded her body into his, her arms snaking around his body to pull herself tightly against him.

“Orenya linda tyë-cenien, melinon,” ( My heart sings to see you, dear one, Q) she breathed; Imrazôr was a tall man and the Noldo’s head nestled into his shoulder. He raised the arm that was not occupied with his daughter and ran his fingers tenderly through the shimmering length of his wife’s hair.

“Melmenya.” ( My love, Quenya)

The scene shifted before the sleeping woman’s mind’s eye as a new song invaded her senses. This one was unaccompanied as well, but was a rousing, raucous tune, raised by many rough male voices: a sea shanty. Inziladûn became conscious of the wind striking her face; she breathed deeply and smelt the salt tang on the ocean. She was on the sea now, youthful and strong in her thirtieth year. It was her father’s ship which knifed its way through the waters outside the Bay of Belfalas, and she stood atop the mainmast, feet planted upon the topgallant yard, one hand curled about a lift rope. The sun had just risen over the horizon and now blazed brilliantly, momentarily blinding her as she breathed deeply of the morning air. How Inziladûn loved the sunrise over the sea! Reaching out to take hold of the rope ladder that descended the mast, she swung herself out onto it, catching the nearest rung easily with a foot. In moments her bare feet had landed upon the deck. Her agility had been born on this ship and others and their rigging had been her playground; now it was as much home to her as solid ground and she moved as easily in the vertical as the horizontal.

Her voice raised to join the song of the sailors as they worked, shifts and watches changing with the dawn. She wended her way up the bow, darting nimbly out of the way of a man rolling a barrel, who nodded to her as she passed. Inziladûn stepped up onto and over the rail, stepping out onto the bowsprit, her steps loose but grounded, moving with the roll of the sea. Boldly she stood on the end of the bowsprit, unsupported and perfectly balanced upon the timber. Had they been at anchor in still water she would have dived from this perch, but as it was she contented herself with raising her arms above her head, tilting it back and to the East to feel the rays on the new risen sun on her skin. Adventurous droplets of spray from the prow far below pattered against her cheek and she laughed, tossing her long hair to free it from the dampness.

“Inzil! Come down from there!” the deep shout came from stern, where Imrazôr stood at the tiller. Though his voice was stern, Inziladûn could see the smile in her father’s face, even from this distance. She raced down the bowsprit and, seizing a rope near its base, launched herself through the air and onto the deck. Twisting and darting through the activity on deck, she joined him in the stern. He caught her in a rough embrace as she flew to him, and laughed aloud. “I can only try to keep you safe, phel n’ azru (sea’s daughter, A),” he admonished her, “you must at least try to humor me. Now, why don’t you give me a hand steering this old wave-rider?”

But before Inziladûn’s outstretched hand could touch the surface of the tiller, the scene had dissolved again, but reformed quickly before her eyes. She was aboard the same ship, but the sky was dark and the sea angry with tossing waves. She was huddled against a mast, having just been thrust there by a strong arm; Imrazôr’s back whipped out of the corner of her vision. The ship pitched and tossed, rain lashing her face as she struggled to rise; a flash split the sky, and for a moment she thought she heard thunder. The crash and spray of splinters from a rail dispelled the illusion; cannon fire from another ship assaulted the vessel. Inziladûn forced herself to her feet, and clinging to a rope to pull herself upright, she staggered around the edge of the mast, struck by spray from the maddened waters, only to see-


“No!”

Inziladûn started and jerked awake. Ráka’s rough tongue was swiping against her cheek, bringing her back fully to reality. The room of the cottage was now flooded with sunlight and she lay lone upon the settee, though her ears caught the sounds of several people moving about. A pair of legs moved into her field of vision, shunting the wolfhound away, and she looked up to see that they belonged to Earenolwë, who smiled down at her. With a nod and his assistance she rose, teetering unsteadily on her feet, the world rushing and fading before her eyes a moment before returning to normal again. She leaned heavily on the Teleri as they crossed to a separate room, where the woman of the house awaited them, pouring a final bucket of steaming water into a sizeable tub. Roseth hurried to take Inziladûn’s arm from Earenolwë, who turned to leave as his second followed the women into the room. “I need to examine your wound.” Elfaron repeated, approaching Inziladûn as Roseth seated her in a chair. He knelt beside her and his kind eyes met hers. “You have no need to be afraid.” Without realizing, she had been shivering, not from cold, but from the tenseness in her body.

She closed her eyes and drew in a deep breath, deliberately unclenching each tightened muscle. Over the night her wound had tightened and she could feel the pull of skin that had just begun to heal beneath the bandages around her middle as the muscles surrounding them loosened. When Inziladûn’s eyes opened again, Elfaron had turned away and was rummaging in his satchel for something, and Earenolwë had returned. He carried a garment, no doubt borrowed from an elleth in his band and laid it across another chair near her. “Thank you.” She said; her voice was rough and dry, and she pressed her lips together. They curved into a smile, however at the Teleri’s departing words. He stood in the doorway, outlined by the morning sun as it streamed through the house, a golden glow edging his figure. “We’re going to bring you back to life,” he promised, and it was as though the sun herself were in agreement with him.

Then the door closed, and she was left alone with Elfaron and Roseth. The healer laid his hands upon her, unwrapping the dressing he had applied to the wound the day before. Inziladûn allowed herself to listen to Roseth’s talk as Elfaron inspected her injury. She did not particularly want to see it, but none of the small noises he made to himself as he worked sounded discouraging. Finally he sat back on his heels and smiled up at her. “Well, you aren’t out of misery yet, pinig ( little one, S),” he said, “but I do not think your injury is as dire as it first appeared. I believe once we can begin to get some proper nourishment into you, and care, you will heal quickly. Your blood seems strong.” This last carried a hint of surprise, but Elfaron laughed and continued, “I suppose we must not discount the virility of Númenor! Come, bathe now, and then I will redress your wound.” The healer rose to his feet and, nodding to Roseth exited the room, the door shutting with a click behind him.

Inziladûn had never disrobed before a stranger before, but her clothing was in such ruin that it hardly seemed to matter as Roseth helped her out of it. As the pieces of cloth peeled away from her skin, she allowed her eyes to trace over it; grimy and dull from travel, flecked and stained with blood. The heat of the steaming water called to the peredhel and with the woman’s help she stepped into the tub. It was a deep, wooden structure, with a shelf at one side on which to sit while bathing. She sank slowly into the water, relishing the feel of it as it climbed her legs. Of a sudden she stifled a cry; the lower edge of her wound had hit the water, and a searing pain ran through her side. Her hands gripped the wooden sides of the tub, nails sinking into the damp fibers with white knuckles as she continued her descent, face screwed up against the burning. When at last she sat upon the shelf, the water lapped at her shoulders, and as Roseth moved about the room, she could feel the pain in her side executing a slow decrescendo, becoming a dull ache against the water. Tendrils of red spun away from her side as the crusted blood dissolved, staining the clear water.

Roseth returned from the opposite side of the room, carrying various bathing accouterments; she handed a soft cloth to Inziladûn, retaining another for herself. Elfaron had already cleansed the area around the peredhel’s wound, so Roseth positioned herself behind her invalid guest, beginning to wash her shoulders and back. As the grime of travel came away, Inziladûn’s skin showed pale and paler under the water. At the woman’s instruction she tilted her head back and allowed the water to creep up to her forehead. Roseth worked her fingers through the long onyx tresses, snarled and neglected. She scrubbed them with some oil that foamed and smelt faintly of lavender and exclaimed at their length and weight as she freed them of weeks’ neglect. Some time later, when the bathwater had begun to cool and Roseth extended a hand to help her from the tub, Inziladûn rather thought that Earenolwë had been being over-kind when he had remarked on her looks after hearing of her mother-name. The state she had been in was far from beautiful. But now with skin scrubbed clean she could feel the energy tingling along her skin, despite continued infirmity.

Thoughtfully Roseth had provided fresh, clean undergarments in which Inziladûn dressed herself, still wrapped in the fuzzy cloth with which she had dried herself when the woman of the house beckoned Elfaron back into the room through the cracked door. The healer exerted his skill upon the wound again; Inziladûn was not privy to the healing secrets of the Eldar and did not know what he did, but began to feel soothed in short order. She knew that she was not mended, but felt a small degree of the weakness in her limbs recede. Again the healer departed after wrapping a clean dressing around the wound, and Roseth assisted Inziladûn in sliding on the dress which Earenolwë had left. It was a light thing, suitable for the warmest days of the season. The smooth fabric slipped silkily between her fingers as she drew it on, and as the woman assisted her in tying the laces which secured the dress in the back, Inziladûn caught sight of her reflection. Her hair, squeezed and rubbed to dry it, but still damp, lay in untangled waves down the length of her back. The dress, its blue just a shade lighter than that of her eyes, contrasted with the lily-white of her skin. Its fit was not exact, but it was close, and the lawn clung to her smoothly. The corner of her mouth tugged down slightly; something was missing. From the corner she retrieved the belt she had worn from Umbar, the only article that seemed to have survived without damage. She settled it about her waist, sliding the tapered end through its rings and executing the plain knot which held it in place, drawing the dress in at her middle and imparting to it a slightly less floaty tone. With Roseth’s shoulder for assistance, the two women exited into the main room of the dwelling, where Inziladûn smiled at Earenolwë, after catching sight of the table he had laid with a variety of delicacies, and a light laugh escaped her.

“Is all of this for me?”


*

Earenolwë had permitted Damhir to take breakfast here in the house as long as he was polite and wait for Moriel and Elfaron to join them before he could eat or drink anything. The elf boy's promise lasted only half an hour. With a sigh and dismissing wave he allowed the kid to begin his feasting. Elfaron joined them and shortly afterwards Moriel appeared from the washroom. He couldn't take his eyes off her - and neither could Damhir (who dropped his biscuit that was slavered with butter which fell on his lap) and Elfaron who curtailed the passage of a handful of grapes towards his mouth to stare. Earenolwë had been able to ascertain the beauty of this new woman in his life through her wild and unclean, unfortunate appearance at first scantly but he could acknowledge her loveliness more fully now for the first time and was moved by it, was almost attracted by it. Though still frail, there was a sublimity to her now that wasn't there before thanks to the efforts of Roseth and Elfaron ; he enjoyed the contrast between the light of her porcelain white skin and the beautiful darkness of her long and wavy, sable hair, how the blue hue of her dress complimented so perfectly the cobalt of her arresting eyes. Moriel was pitiable but now less so, striking. Definitely, Earenolwë replied as if in a dream as his his sky-blue eyes drank the sight of her; the lavender scent of her was intoxicating. All for you. I mean, no, no, he shook his head with a laugh and swept a hand down his face. It's all for us...but you can have anything...of course... Damhir was still staring. Gawking, actually. He was young but not so much that he couldn't appreciate the beauty of a woman. Go find some new trousers! Earenolwë, rankled, ordered hotly and the boy hastily removed the biscuit from his butter-stained lap and tripped over his own boots once he burst out of his chair before heading out the door. Elfaron held out a chair for Moriel and Earenolwë arose and gingerly settled her into the chair, giving her slight shoulders a gentle squeezing before retaking his seat. Roseth bid them a good breakfast before leaving so she could feast with her husband and son outside and leave the elves to themselves; when she left another elf came in. He was small for his kind and his hair was silver-shining; he was clad in gray and light-blue. In his hand was a white-golden map case. Our cartographer, Teithon, Earenolwë introduced to Moriel. Teithon, this is the peredhel Inziladûn of Númenor, late of Umbar. Named Moriel Andúnë by me.

Teithon bowed, telling her it was an honor to know her and took a seat at the table and welcomed her warmly to Bar-en-Raen once Elfaron mentioned she would be traveling with them to Lindon. Another lamb in need of shepherding, welcome, he said, and you seem well-placed now since we're about to speak of the road to the land of the Lofty Song. Earenolwë implored him, Let's start at once; help yourself to something. He cut a Belfalas orange for Moriel and slid a cup of the honey-lemon wine towards her. Teithon removed the map from his case and unfurled it upon the table. If you still want to travel northwards clos eby the Anduin, we could stop by Emyn Arnen if you like for a rest since it'll be a fortnight of traveling from here. The elven cartographer pointed towards a great range of hills near the Anduin in the northeast ; over the Great River lay the Pelennor Fields and Minas Anor. The Hills of the Royal Water, Earenolwë mused with a smile, his mind refocusing from Moriel to the Journey. He tapped the hills. We can rest here. The highblood Numenorean nobles who look over the land wouldn't mind, Faithful as they are. And perhaps we can even have a friendly tournament of arms with them - or between ourselves for their entertainment. He thought of Moriel again and he smiled as he touched her hand, his fingers entwining with hers. You will need to learn how to protect yourself. You can learn along the way and if you like, if we have this tourney, you can take part for sport. That is if I think you aren't liable to chop off somebody's head or inept enough that you remove your own. Elfaron chuckled, resumed cutting his ham.

She'll be in quality shape for weapon drills in three or four days, maybe five and we can put her through the paces then, informed the good doctor. Her Numenorean blood and what strength of Aman she has from her elven parentage will give her with the fortitude to overcome her wound quickly. Inziladun will be ready for Emyn Arnen by the time we get there if she learns quick and well enough. Teithon went on, moving his finger northwards and then eastwards : After Emyn Arnen we can move north and then eastwards we'll travel through Anorien and out of Gondor we'll go through Rohan's Eastfold. Then upwards through the West Emnet and through the Gap of Rohan we'll venture into the Enedwaith. We'll go through the crossing at Tharbad and we'll be in the land of Minhiriath. Once after we pass the crossing at Sarn Ford, we can make for the Far Downs to camp in and afterwards we'll be home at Mithlond. Earenolwë drank his wine and laughed. You'll be home in Mithlond. Others elsewhere. Earenolwë folded his arms on the table. This will take us all a few months of course. We should be in the mid or late springtime when we get to Mithlond. Earenolwë looked at Moriel with a grin. Lord Cirdan has dances in the spring at court. Interested?


*

Inziladûn giggled; an exceedingly girlish sound that she had not uttered in quite some time. The dumbstruck state of the three elves, particularly Elfaron, with a grape threatening to drop from its stem and be lost on the floor, had startled her as much as her appearance seemed to have done to them. Truly she must have been a tragic sight before if simple bathing could cause such an extreme reaction. The smile lingered on her face as Earenolwë banished the young elf from the room, and at his own seeming befuddlement. She called her thanks after Roseth’s retreating back as the woman transferred her to the Teleri and went to see to her own family. The peredhel settled gratefully into the chair before the breakfast table with his assistance, as Elfaron returned to his own seat and resumed the progress of his grapes. Roseth and the silver-haired elf passed each other in the doorway; though seated, Inziladûn place an arm across her chest and hand over her heart, inclining her head politely as the cartographer was introduced to her.

“Suilanyel,” she greeted, hoping that like Earenolwë, he understood. To Inziladûn’s relief, Teithon continued in the same tongue in his reply. She reached for a segment of the orange that had been pushed towards her. The citrus burst in her mouth, tart and sweet at once, heavenly after days of little to no nourishment, and none of it very appetizing. Her eyes rolled upward ever so slightly and she scarcely heard what the cartographer was saying; fruit like this had been a rarity and a delicacy in Umbar. She pulled the plate upon which the fruit sat closer, nodding in understanding to Teithon as he began to outline their journey. Inziladûn sipped at the honey-lemon wine with delight, it was lighter and clearer than the mead that was popular in her port home. Her face brightened at the mention of the Númenoreans in Emyn Arnen.

“I may have relations among them.” She said quickly, setting down the cup and leaning forward in her chair for a better look at the map. Her gaze flicked up to Earenolwë, a plea to go there on her lips, but he had already gone on, speaking of a contest at arms they could have there, and her momentary worry was assuaged. The peredhel squeezed back lightly as he grasped her hand, before disengaging it to reach for her orange again. A small grin was on her face and a flash of defiance in her eye when she replied pertly to his comment about her ability in combat, one brow arching upwards. “I know little now, but I think you’ll find me a quick study, sir.” Inziladûn shot Elfaron grateful smile, both for his confidence and his prognosis. She listened to the cartographer rattling off the names of the places through which they would pass on their travels; she had heard the names of course, but never been to any of them, apart from brief passage so many years ago on the journey to Umbar, which had been marred by grief.

Until the mention of Mithlond. Dances! Only yesterday they had been in fear for her life, and now he was suggesting dances in the spring. The absurdity of it all struck her, but she threw it to the winds; now was the time to move forward. Inziladûn laughed again, this time a richer, throaty sound. “It has been some time since I’ve danced, but I daresay I could find my feet worthy of Lord Círdan’s court. The shipwright himself! Oh, if I could meet him… no, I don’t even know what I would say.”

They continued their breakfasting, Elfaron excusing himself after a time, but not before warning Inziladûn not to eat too much, as her body would be unused to it. She complied, but not without at least sampling some of everything on the table, and returning for a second orange. She sat back in her chair feeling warm and satisfied. Emitting a small sigh, she glanced up at Earenolwë, who still sat with her. “I know Elfaron has said that I should remain indoors today, but will you help me, at least to the door? I could use a breath of the fresh air.” The Teleri helped her to her feet, and they made their slow way to the door, which stood open against the sunlight. Inziladûn set her feet at the edge of the door, leaning against its frame as she closed her eyes and inhaled deeply of the morning air. When she opened them again, her gaze cast about over the open area before the dwellings in the valley. A few residents moved about it, but they were far outnumbered by the elves of the Bar-en-Raen, who were engaging in their own feast, tending to minor hurts, and jesting amongst themselves. A few curious glances sped their way, and the peredhel looked up at Earenolwë questioningly,

“Do they all travel with you?”
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originally posted in Tales from Ithilien
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Her merry laughter, a smile-both surprised Earen. Indomitable. He was staring. A strike of Elfaron's foot struck Earen's boot. He glanced at his second who gave him a look of disapproval; Inziladûn, the half elf woman Earen had named Moriel, was very young, too young for Earen... but his friend cared not. Elfaron sensed Earen's disregard and stiffened, for his old friend was an honorable sort and bizarre it was for a woman to change him with such quickness. Beyond clouds of darkness, rides the Sun, Earenolwë told the still-smiling Moriel, looking into her cerulean eyes. Her smile encouraged his own mouth to widen into grinning, something he couldn't recall doing for a very long time; he usually was solemn. But another, I see, has risen, too. Elfaron's eyes widened, surprised that Earenolwë would speak to a young woman with such endearing words, and he barely knew her; it was not proper and he stifled what would have been a sharp sound of shock as Earenolwë took her hand in his own, his fingertips entwining hers. And I am determined to keep you shining bright forever. For me, for yourself. Elfaron almost shook his head but began his bread in silence ; he knew his friend had been through hell, they both had together, but really he had just met the girl and she was not an adult yet, only nearly there, seeming only in her eighties; a hundred years passed for most elves before they were full-grown. If a mortal, she would be perhaps only two decades old or so. Maybe this wouldn't last; perhaps her own ordeal had touched Earen on a profound level and thus was he being more polite than ever he had to make this young lost, friendless girl feel better.

Inziladûn enjoyed the citrus fruit with such a pleasure, need, and child-like wonder; Elfaron glanced at Earenolwë who watched her with a curious rapt attention, a smile still upon his lips ; he would touch no food nor drink his wine, as enthralled as he was by how heartily Moriel enjoyed her meal. Don't be too excited to see these Numenoreans, Elfaron told Inziladûn calmly and giving her a shake of his head as if she was younger than she was, clueless and naive. Earen's reverie was shattered and he snapped at Elfaron, And just why shouldn't she be glad to see kith and kin from Westernesse? Elfaron replied mindfully, She may have relations, yes, among these good Numenoreans of Emyn Arnen and perhaps even family and friends; that's splendid but you have to realize there will be Numenorean nobles and even commoners who would be quite discourteous if they discovered -and certainly perhaps a hand-full know already – that Moriel is the daughter of a King's Man and perhaps even reared and supported by one. Elfaron looked at her directly. You were, weren't you? For Umbar is full of that dishonorable breed of Man. Earenolwë interrupted viciously: You know nothing of her father! Not all the King's Men were evil; Oaths are sworn and they are difficult to break; you know what's that like just as well as I! She told me of her father; h ewas a good man – Elfaron interrupted this time, Why did he then move to Umbar and not the South Kingdom or the North? Earenolwë's blue eyes were like ice and Elfaron instantly uncomfortable ; this had never happened before. They had argued before but not ever this hotly. Earen couldn't speak about her father, that he still didn't know much of Moriel's history and so sat there, frustrated and angry. Do not insult her at this table where we sup. Do not insult her at all – Elfaron interrupted again, this time looking at Inziladûn: If your father were still alive, you would not be here. That's for certain. So it must be someone else who has taken care of you. Aman, of course. A brother of your father's, yes?A family man, burdened with his unnatural niece to keep safe from the all the lions in the den who would see you dead? Lions indeed. Black Numenoreans, King's Men corrupted by Sauron, who hate the Men of Gondor and all the followers of Elendil dwell in Umbar. Som etried to hurt you, isn't that right, Inziladûn? And your uncle had enough then, had reached the end of his patience and so you so you fled alone- and were followed. There could be Men of Emyn Arnen who will not like you because you hail from Umbar - and will like you even less if you brin gits vermin to their door. Earenolwë raised his voice, making Elfaron raise an eyebrow; that's something else that he didn't do; even when mad, he quietly seethed ; twice now he had yelled this morning, once at the boy and now at him. She is half an Elf. And there is no cruel bone in her body! They'll see that! She is not like the others of her country and do not speak of her uncle, if that's who it was who has protected her! You don't know him eithe !And if serpents slither forth, the heels of the Elves and the Faithful will crush them. Elfaron narrowed his eyes. We should not bring trouble to a peaceful land. We can take her with us but going to Emyn Arnen will be a mistake.

Earenolwë thrusted his finger against the table, demanding, And what of our tarrying in the North Kingdo mfrom time to time? !I will not ask Moriel to stay elsewhere while we enjoy ourselves and I will not hide her either. She will be accepted for who she is. Don't be so negative. The sins of others are not her own. We will go, ancale ar almáre ("My sun and bliss", Quenya), Earenolwë spoke in a soothing promising voice, the palm of his hand falling softly down Moriel’s jet hair; he gently moved his hand in reassuring circles against the small of her back. He gave Elfaron a sharp, forbidding look and Elfaron sighed angrily. I am only trying to keep her safe and make Moriel see Reason because surely you are blind to it yourself because you just want her to be happy, Elfaron mentioned irritably. Whatever danger there is shall meet its doom, Earenolwë replied decidedly. Umbarian blackguards, yes, but you would not wound or kill a Numenorean, Elfaron returned, assuming, hoping. Earenolwë spoke and plainly: Only if they pose a danger to my ward and Moriel has a right to defend herself. Elfaron abandoned trying to make the both of them see sense and returned to his meal, hoping that they would find no trouble from the Numenoreans in the Hills of the Noble Water.

It didn't take long for Earenolwë to feel happy again, her defiance was adorable and her fiesty proclamation that she could handle any weapon made him laugh. Iella will find out how fast of a learner you are and I look forward to seeing you show off. Ielya is Elfaron's younger sister and exceptionally skilled with bow and short sword. She will be the one training you to wield those. Teithon, who had been keeping quiet as Elfaron and Earenolwë had argued, offered: I can teach you the sling and longsword. Corch and Mauya know the shield and mace well and Yulmanilda's prowess in spearing is exceptional. Earenolwë's eyes closed once, enjoying the sound of her throaty laughter ;it filled him to the uttermost with warmth, knowing she was okay now and that he could give her a better life than what she had known. I suggest complimenting his beard profusely, he said with a laugh, concerning Cirdan, then turned serious, smiling. I'll introduce you to him myself, if you like. I know him personally. Perhaps he can tell you about your father, when he had met him. And perhaps you'll meet a few shipwrights who instructed him at the Gray Havens. Elfaron and Teithon took their leave and they were alone together. She beseeched him to help her to the door and so he arose and steered Moriel towards the door slowly, holding her hand, leading her gingerly. She asked if they all traveled with him, these elves, amazed. Surely she had not seen many in one place for a very long time. All of them, some have been with me for years, Earenolwë answered and looked at her. Let's go seethem. I don't want you stay here, caged like a Tolfolas bird. Only for a few minutes and I'll take you back. You could use the morning air. Earenolwë led her from the porch then, into the brightening sunshine.

Is this the Pear Elf? Asked a dark-haired Silvan elf woman of limber and athletic build who approached Earenolwë and Moriel unsteadily and with peals of drunken laughter. Her clothing was tight and clinging, its colors gray and green and butternut; seeing her move, even as she were, one had the impression of dappled sunlight, shade, and leaf. She wore a brace of knives and there was a short-spear strapped to her back. Earenolwë smirked. Peredhel, he corrected and looked at Moriel. This is Yulmanilda from Greenwood the Great. She's fond of her liquor as some elves of her homeland are. Earenolwë told Yulmë that the half-elf's name was Moriel. Yulmanilda responded with a bow of drunken extravagance - and suddenly fell to her knees where she heartily vomited. Earenolwë quickly led Moriel past with a chortle. Showing the half-breed around? spoke an elf from the cool shade of the tree he wa sleaning against. He had spoken half-breed acerbically, meaning to insult. Earenolwë hand holding Moriel's tightened and a red haze mantled his vision as the elf came striding towards them with a cold smirk. He was broad-shouldered and long-limbed, strong. His hair was dark and tied back from his face. He wore black leather clothing from boot to tunic and there were black diamonds on hilt of his sheathed sword. This is Moriel, Herugon, Earenolwë introduced through clenched teeth. Herugon took a step forward and grabbed Moriel, pulling her from Earenolwë He gave the half-elf a violent shaking. Those Umbar vipers could have killed us all because of you, half-human. Herugon pushed Moriel away, casting her to the ground roughly and made to grab her hair then but Earenolwë had drifted close, ;placing himself swiftly between the peredhel and the belligerent elf.

Earenolwë's hand shot outward; elves nurtured in the Lands Undying were Eldar of mighty strength and so when Earenolwë's palm launched, the force of his shove sent Herugon hurtling backwards at a tremendous velocity into a feast table, destroying it. Elves and mortals exclaimed in surprise and fear, edging away as Earenolwë stalked towards Herugon. Elfaron, appearing, offered Moriel's his arms so he could lift her carefully back to her feet. He was silently furious; he did not want Moriel taken from the house and Herugon had been injurious to his healing patient; Elfaron never liked Herugon but they both kept him in the party because he was the best fighter in the group and the band needed the greatest protection. Perhaps when there was another, Herugon they could make leave. Herugon was covered in punch and a mess of food; he tried to rise amidst the remains of treats, spilled beverages, and broken wood, crying out to all the elves: What kind of leader is he?! Earenolwe's brought a danger to our House which might just destroy it! Elfaron realized that now Herugon was trying to undermine Earen's authority in the band and gave an inward sigh; he was trying to use Moriel's joining as a catalyst to gain momentum to remove Earen as the band's leader. Earenolwë slammed his fist down and the sound of the collision between balled hand and nose resounded sharply, and many gasped; Herugon could have blocked Earen's attack but didn't and his nose burst with mucus and blood. She has nowhere to go, no one to protect her, Earenolwë spoke, his voice taking an unnatural loudness and he struck Herugon across the face with the back of his hand and the elf's lips burst with a scarlet spray of blood. Elfaron eased Moriel to a table's bench and ran to stop his friend.


*

Burden. Unnatural. The words scorched Inziladûn like a hot iron.

“Unnatural?” The peredhel’s eyes snapped at Elfaron. “To me it is you who are unnatural, elf,” her voice was level and low, but flinty with suppressed anger. Her hands gripped the edge of the table, supporting herself as she half rose from the chair. “And dishonorable. You speak to what you know nothing of, with no thought or conscience. Bithî ‘nKi ya-nam bawâb ( Wind pours from your mouth, A),” she spat. “My father was a King’s Man, but the evil you so flippantly associate with those men was not born in him, else how could he have loved and wed one of the Eldar? Unlike you, Imrazôr Balkumagân was no fool, and neither is his daughter. I do not deny that the streets of my city, my only home since Anadûnê sank beneath the waves, are frequented by rats of men and denizens of the sea but it is also a city of Adûnâi, my people, the noblest men ever to stand beneath the sun, and you will not slander them while I draw breath.”

Inziladûn breathed more heavily now, her gaze smoldering, knuckles white against the wood of the table. “You speak truly, if my father were alive I would not be here. I would be living happily still in the Haven and upon her ships where I most belong. But he is not, and the only kin of mine I know can no longer keep me in his household, for either of our sakes.” She was shaking now in her fury, and something else; the nearness to truth of Elfaron’s words threatened to bring the details of her last night in Umbar spilling from her lips, but she suppressed them violently. Instead her chin lifted, proud and defiant in the face of this quendu whose many centuries held no sway over Inziladûn’s passion. “The family I may have among the Adûnâi of Emyn Arnen may bear grudge against my father for his choice to go South, I know not. I know not if they are among those at Emyn Arnen, nor if they even live. But I have not given up hope, and you have no right to try and strip what little remains from me.”

Earenolwë took up her defense again then, and Inziladûn collapsed slowly back into her chair. His words broke over her, reassurance and assertion. She mustered what good temper she could, nodding as he and Teithon listed those who could teach her martial skill. “I will learn.” She said firmly. A new warmth surged within her at the Teleri’s mention of her father, that Círdan himself might be able to remember a younger Imrazôr to her calmed her inflamed spirit somewhat. When Elfaron had gone, she was grateful that Earenolwë agreed to aid her to the outdoors, taking his offered hand readily. He confirmed her question, that this significant number of elves were all part of his wandering house, though as he had told her before, came and went as they pleased. It was strange to Inziladûn that such a large group could exist rootlessly, or at all- her only experience with such large numbers of Eldar was in the port city of Mithlond, where she had only briefly lived. Still, her memory cast back to the men, friends of her father’s, who had lived only upon the sea, making landfall for water when necessary but otherwise existing and reveling in their wandering freedom upon the deeps. She supposed the experience might be similar.

“The caged bird sings of freedom.” she said in response to Earenolwë’s wish that she not feel imprisoned here, reciting a line of a song she had known, a smile touching her mouth once more. The sunshine struck her face as they stepped out of the house and into the morning. Yulmanilda drew a fresh laugh from the peredhel; it was good to know that like men, elves could love simple things, and overindulge in them. A broad ellon approached them then, and had it not been for the scowl twisting his features, Inziladûn would have thought him quite handsome, and Earenolwë’s tight grip warned her that something more than she could see was amiss. Nevertheless, she resolved to maintain her politeness until persuaded otherwise, and had just begun to raise her hand to cross her chest when Herugon seized her by the shoulders, tearing her away from the Teleri. He shook her roughly, shouting into her face and thrusting her to the ground before she could attempt to raise a hand in her own defense. She yelped as she hit the ground, the combination of rough handling and the fall having caused her wound to part beneath its bandage. Inziladûn curled in on herself, the breath hitching in her throat, until a pair of hands thrust themselves beneath her arms and drew her to her feet.

She looked around to see that it was Elfaron who aided her, and fought to remove herself from his grasp. But she was unable, and he half-carried her to a nearby bench, depositing her there before turning to run towards the commotion. Inziladûn’s gaze followed his flight and fell upon her protector in time to see his fist crash into Herugon’s undefended face. “Earenolwë!” she shouted desperately, coming to her feet in an instant, “Please! Enough blood has been shed over me!” Elfaron was restraining him now, and the peredhel placed a hand on the table to steady herself, completing the gesture she had begun moments before as she bowed deeply in Herugon’s direction, speaking to her attacker. “I apologize if you think my coming here has placed you in danger. You must believe I never intended it so.” As she straightened, Inziladûn’s hand moved down to clutch her side, where the blood seeped anew between her fingers, staining the blue of her dress darkly. Her eyes turned to Earenolwë as she continued. “Clearly my presence among your band will bring you nothing but trouble. I have come this far alone with the stars as my guide. Point me northwards, I will go.”
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originally posted in Neutral Land
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Earenolwë had raised his fist to strike Herugon again but the desperation in Moriel's plea made him stop at once. He had thought until now that there would only been one woman in his life who ever could make him feel like this, to make him care about what she wanted more than his own hellbent wishes. Earenolwë felt Elfaron's arms on him, dragging him away from a rising Herugon back towards where he had hastily set Moriel. No! Don't bow to him! Earenolwë snapped at Moriel and the strong elf broke loose of Elfaron's grasp. Yes, don't apologize to the jackal, spoke a violet-eyed, limber woman appearing suddenly; her hair was long and wheaten. The elf woman in the white, gold-embroidered dress bore an unmistakable resemblance to Elfaron whom she took a stand near. Ielya, his younger sister. Don't devalue yourself or apologize for being who you are and it was Chance that brought you here. Earenolwë calmer now and regretting his outburst at Moriel, tilted the peredhel's cheek. We came to the trouble, to end it. We chose to put ourselves in danger to save others - you had no voice in our choice, ancale argiliathnin ("My sun and stars", Quenya). You were followed, stalked; what happened here was no fault of your own. It was Yulmanilda's turn to speak up and the drunk elleth shouted so all could hear: And Herugon has always been an ass! and there were ripples of laughter among the band although there were a few, a handful, that glowered, who supported Herugon.

Earenolwë paled as he saw Moriel's fingers wet and red ; her side had bloomed crimson beneath her hand that clutched a chrysanthemum of blood. For Earenolwë there was thunder without a sound as Moriel told him, and clearly, that she was leaving; the elves lamented at her words but Earenolwë placated them, saying, but never taking his eyes from Moriel's: She won't be going anywhere, not wounded as she is. It would be the death of her. Herugon, his clothing stained and sullied from juice and wine and food, laughed harshly. No one would care a damn. Earenolwë fisted his hand but Elfaron touched his armand gave his head a shake. Let's her take her inside, Earenolwë spoke hoarsley, Moriel's words still aggrieving him though it had only been a few seconds ago. As he helped Elfaron steer Moriel gently to the house, he could hear Roseth's husband accost Herugon, telling the elf to get off his property or there'd be hell to pay and a chorus of angry villagers were shouting threats. Earenolwë and Elfaron entered the house and came into the bathing room. Elfaron left Moriel with Earen as he went for his bag. I told you she had to stay inside, you should have listened to me! He rebuked his friend as he went through his supplies but Earenolwë ignored him, taking Moriel's face in his hands tenderly.

Tears trickled from his eyes as he spoke with fierceness though his voice was low and quiet to Moriel. The stars can guide you but they will not protect you - I can. The stars can guide you but they can't hold you - I will. He paused and his hands were in her dark hair now, his nose stroked her own softly. The stars can't love you but I...Moriel, I – Elfaorn interrupted rudely, OUT! Earenolwë cried, For pity's sake, man! and looked back at Moriel. I'll bring Ielya inside; you'll need a dress. Earenolwë carressed her cheek with a loving wave of his thumb and after giving Elfaron a look that would have frozen a snow troll, he stormed out of the bathing room. Elfaron sighed and gravitated towards Inziladûn. He realized she was still fey with him for his intolerable speech before. She had wrestled with him earlier when he had tried to help outside...he had to take off her clothes now....Inziladûn, he addressed professionally and with a deadpan expression, Those clothes must be off you. If you shall permit me... He moved his arms around her to undo the fastening cords of her dress and his fingers somehow remained untremulous in the effort. She was a feisty one.


*

“I shall not!” There was a sharp smack of skin against skin as Inziladûn struck Elfaron’s hands away. Anger radiated about her again as it had at the table when the healer had made his speech and her hand lingered in the air for an instant, as though it might reverse its course and strike him again. In the end the peredhel allowed her hand to drop, preferring to raze the ellon with her stare. Rising, she twisted her left arm under, on the uninjured side, and seized the dangling end of the cord that fastened her dress at the nape of her neck and tugged, causing the neat bow to unravel itself and the garment to loosen around her shoulders. She shrugged it off and allowed it to fall to her waist, where she held it just above the hips with her left hand. This action exposed the plain white chemise beneath, which with her right arm she tugged free of the dress and gathered to hike up and hold just below her breast. Right arm tucked under, her midsection, pale and bandaged, was exposed to the air and to the healer. Inziladûn shot him a withering glance, as though daring him to complain of her method, and arched one onyx eyebrow.

She was in pain, but the pain was nothing compared to the indignity. And not just of having to bare herself before Elfaron; he was a healer and she not the most vehemently modest, but of Earenolwë’s rebuke and Herugon’s last lashing barb. The instinct which had commanded her to deliver the apology to her aggressor was one of ingrained appeasement, the quest for the level path and smooth course which had governed her in the household of her uncle. Her cheeks had burned hot with humiliation when the Teler shouted in denial of her action, reducing the effort of basing herself before Herugon to cinders. Pride had surged then, and anger, anger at Earenolwë, at Elfaron whom she had not forgiven, at her situation and at Herugon for speaking the truth. The short journey back to the house had passed in an instant and its walls seemed to close around her as Elfaron snapped the door shut, like the cage from which she had so shortly flown. Together they had deposited her in a chair, the healer berating the Teler, and before she could do more than startle, Earenolwë had seized Inziladûn’s face in his hands.

He was weeping, and she did not understand. The peredhel held his desperate gaze as he pleaded with her, promising his protection as he had before. His fervor drew him close, holding her in place with the fingers in her hair and his face touched her own; she held her breath, the sudden intrusion catapulting her back to the previous night, when she had awoken in darkness and fear with the then-unknown features close, and her hands gripped the sides of the chair tightly. Inziladûn knew not what to do- then a shout rang out, and Earenolwë moved away quickly, exiting the room at the healer’s command. For a moment she sat bewildered at his speech, but Elfaron had approached her then, and fury had overtaken the mosaic of her emotions. She flinched as he began his work on her injury, staring fixedly ahead at the finely split boards that formed the wall of the room. Her eyes followed the grain lines as they meandered up and down, swirling around knots in the wood. The peredhel spoke in the direction of the wall, though her words were aimed at the healer. “Herugon spoke truly, you know. Not a soul would mourn my passing if you simply left me to die in these woods.” Inziladûn’s chin lifted as she fought to keep her face impassive. “Why don’t you follow your instinct, and protect your house from an unnatural burden?


*

She does't understand. Neither does he. No one can, Earenolwe, frustrated and aggrieved, thought angrily and once he was outside of the house, he slammed the door behind him. The crash made him turn, disbelieving. Was that me? he thought, staring at the door in wonder. He hadn't ever been this angry...well....not in a very long while. It's happening again, he thought and Earenolwe dropped heavily on the swinging bench that hanged from the roof of the porch. He pressed his fists against his eyes as he wept. It was happening again and he wanted to just stop feeling anything. He wanted to rip open his chest with his bare hands and tear out his heart. Since Moriel had spoke, he had begun to think of Aenillinde for the first time in years, the night that shattered his soul. And he could see her now in his mind's eye. The sweet face of the woman he loved beyond Love; the woman whom the stars stole away. And he remembered...

~

The saws are busy today, Elfaron remarked conversationally as if nothing agonizing had just happened; he and Earenolwë disembarked from the wain that brought them here to Romenna - a great port in Arandor, the Kingsland in Mittalmar - along the great and ancient road that led towards the harbor city from Andúnië, Ondosto, and Armenelos. The sun was setting in the west, staining the clouds and sea red-gold. Yes, they are. The sailors cut the wood of trees. And Aenillindë has cut my heart to piece. Elfaron grimaced, and turned to face him. Earenolwë's face was cold, deathly-white Elfaron stopped and took his friend in his arms; Earenolwë's features changed radically, from sullen to hostile. He removed Elfaron forcibly and gave his friend a shove.

Sailors and off-duty workmen in the street stopped to stare and whisper. Elfaron edged closer to Earenolwë and spoke quietly, seething: You've done this to yourself; she gave you a chance and you ruined it. She can't be yours; she's meant for someone else. Pass beyond this. And I wish you would. Think on it. You'll never see her again if you leave this place. You have to accept it - you can't be her husband, you're not her soulmate. But you are her friend and she does you love. You're a fool! Think what you leave behind! Earenolwe's eyes took on a sudden maddened light as he spoke in a hoarse half-whisper: I will not stay to watch her fall in love with him. That'll kill me. Elfaron replied faintly, You are already dead. He raked his fingers through his golden hair. Fine. And you know perhaps this will actually do you some good. A clean break. We are going to find a captain that will take us away from this disenchanting isle of daydreams. Earenolwë seized him by the arm and his grip was hard as steel.

Strangely he didn't seem fierce, in fact his face was expressionless, completely void of emotion. The only sign of his deep, almighty grief were the pair of tears that spilled from his blue, indescribably sad eyes that stared out of crimson pools of shadow. Go find a captain yourself ; I've changed my mind. Just now. I'm going back to Aenillinde. At once, Earenolwë unhanded Elfaron and walked away towards the tall, elegant taverns that stood in in the rose glow of the failing sun. Elfaron stalked after him. What are you doing? Elfaron demanded, obviously confused. I will find someone to bring me back to Armenelos. Go home. This is mine now, Earenolwë insisted. What will you tell her? Elfaron demanded to know. I will ask her to marry me. Again. I will change the future. It's always in motion. He can not marry her if she and I are wed already. He heard Elfaron sigh behind him but Earenolwe didn't care, I will tell her I cannot live without the way it should be. To the water will I return ; in its bosom will I rest, if – Elfaronseized Earenolwë and turned his friend to face him.

The tears were plenty now, it seemed; his grief-stricken face was wet in the failing light. I will not let you do this. Loss is a part of life. We must not use it as an excuse to destroy ourselves. Earenolwe stared and at last, his mouth partly agape now with a soundless cry of pain, he turned his face towards the ocean. She spoke of dreams, Earenolwe uttered after several quiet moments ; a new tear slid over his cheek. 'Sometimes it is dreams which are the most powerful part of life.' That's what she said. He'll be her everything. I won't be. I can't endure what will happen here. I can't watch another man live my life. I'll never stop feeling this way. A thousand years from now I'll be loving her still. Elfaron spoke softly: You are right. Come away with me. Earenolwë collapsed into the embrace of his dearest friend. I thought we had a second chance. That we'd make it perfect, this time. Elfaron said no more though, letting the crash of the waves speak for them both.

~

He departed Númenor that evening with Elfaron, leaving Aenillindë behind forever. And it had destroyed him. The years since he had left her had been a long and terrible nightmare, a slow and arduous climb out of an abyss; Earenolwe felt the darkness gathering once more, threatening to enshroud him. Moriel was special; somehow he knew it. He didn't know why but....it was almost as if Aenillinde was back in his life again. He was beginning to feel that he was bound to her irrevocably and his attraction to her was startling powerful. And if she left...he knew somehow that he would never recover. Earenolwe knew that no matter how much she wanted to, no matter how much she would think it would benefit her and his people, he would not let Moriel go. His eyes became hot in an instant and there were sudden tears and he trembled on the sunlit porch. Earenolwe seized a fist-full of his silver hair.

Fear and loss, pain and anger, joy and something that felt like Love was all swirling and clashing within him and he was so consumed with emotion that he didn't notice Ielya standing before him until she called his name and he jolted, startled, sending Ielya pace backwards. I'm sorry; I didn't mean to interrupt. I'll leave you to your thoughts, the yellow-haired elf maid spoke hurriedly and turned to leave quickly but Earenolwe arose, asking for her to stop. Blushing, sill upset that she had had come upon him at a bad time, she remarked hesitantly that she had came by, wondering if Inziladun had need of new clothes for surely the other had been ruined; Inziladun's build was akin to Ielya's and it was possible that the half-elf could wear
her garb. No, no, he spoke as he descended the steps and he slid a hand down his wet face to rid the tears. I left the house to find you for just this reason. The pair began to walk towards her tent; Earenolwe kept his gaze downwards, not wanting to look at the destruction he had caused and the people, both friend and stranger, he had astonished.Herugon is gone, she mentioned as they entered her tent. Fury blazed within him and the elf's jaw tightened and his hand balled into a fist. Herugon had injured Moriel and worse than that, he had made the peredhel think of leaving. She wouldn't survive in the wilds alone and unprotected. Where is he? Earenolwe demanded sharply. Ielya flinched at his tone, almost dropping her arms-full collection of small-clothes, cloak, tunic and breeches.

Earenolwe grimaced ; Elfaron's uncourteous treatment of Moriel and Herugon's violence on the young woman he had these strong, powerful feelings for her had brought out the worst in him. I apologize, Earenolwe spoke softly, touching her sunny hair. You care about her; you're upset about what happened to her. I understand, Ielya replied and gave his cheek a kiss. Herugon has disembarked for the woods we were passing through yesterday before we came here to stop the Umbarians, Ielya explained. Earenolwe nodded; he had heard the shouts of the mortals and the demands of the houses's master before venturing inside the house. The villagers wanted Herugon out. Several others went with him, Ielya reluctantly pointed out; she didn't want to give her friend and leader anything more to worry about but this was important to know.. Earenolwe pursed his lips. Supporters. Ielya was silent. So it comes to this. Factions within the company. Those who will follow me and those who are allies of that fiend. Ielya's violet eyes closed one ; the band was splintering. So it seems....

She was a good patient, not even flinching as he doctored. But Elfaron would endure her coldness no longer. If I followed my instinct, spoke Elfaron as he finished the salving, straightening now to look into her eyes, I would slap you, pityawen ("Little girl", Quenya). [/i] He pointed towards the doorway. Are you a blind fool? Are you so daft you are incapable of seeing how much that man cares about you? Did you hear the passion in his voice? The intensity was almost tangible! Elfaron's blue eyes glared icily at Inziladun. He was practically begging you to stay! He yelled at her. He began to pace as he continued, angrily haranguing. Do you honestly believe that he that he's one soul who wouldn't care if we forsake you to die here, friendless and wounded as you are? You're an idiot if you think he has not been hospitable; he's the tenderest man that I have ever known and shame on you if you think otherwise, you unthankful, miserable wretch! Elfaron stopped all of a sudden. He was surprised by his rancour and he realized he seemed just as cruel as he when he had spoken to her at breakast. He turned to look at her. I'm sorry, he spoke and meant it and began to slowly walk back to her; it was more like a creep, actually... Perhaps, I am not really mad at you, young one. Perhaps I'm fey with – He stopped and stood motionless, frowning, disapproving of himself. No, I can not be mad at her. It's the circumstances. The fell whirlwind of Misfortune. He realized he was rambling and tried to get back to the point he was going to make. He took a chair and sat before her. His heart sank, remembering the woman Earenolwe had so fiercely loved. Elfaron looked into Inziladun's eyes.

Earen once loved a woman - an elf woman - and she was very close to him, too...though she loved him not and she forsook his companionship, choosing the company others, following her heart. They met again much later and their meeting was happy and their life together as friends was glad but their merriment was short-lived - their fellowship and peace was torn apart by war and they were divorced from one another but there came a time, many years ago, before you were born even, that Earenolwe and I had a chance encounter with her in Westernesse. Where you came from. It was very sweet for the both of them. Though always a constant in friendship, Earenolwe had always loved her and deeply...and the love was still unrequited. And she had foreseen that another man, a mortal, would become her husband. Once she had told him, the revelation burned hotter than the fires of Orodruin. But what really destroyed him was the knowledge that he could never seen Aenillinde again. Ever. For he knew or stubbornly believed that he could never stop feeling as passionately as he did for her. Elfaron sadly smiled.

It was a special love, you must know. It was romantic of course but more so it was pure and perfect....golden. Elfaron's eyes watered and he swept at his eyes before continuing. He decided that leaving Aenillinde would be best for the both of them though I'm certain it broke her heart; he even told me she wanted him to stay. But he felt that might create problems when.... He wanted her to be happy and he knew that he would only sadden her because it would break his heart to watch her give her heart to another man. We left Elenna. We never returned. And we have not seen her since. Elfaron shook, feeling a chill settle into his chest as he remembered the man Earenolwe became. If he only hadn't been so reckless in his love, if only he had accepted that she was destined for another and could be joyful for her and the man she would wed...he could have remained at her side. The severing... Elfaron took Inziladun's hands into his own and the tears fell; he loved his friend very much. The severing shattered him, Inziladun. It took him a very long time to come to grips over what happened. And, you have to know that he's probably begun to remember what it was like without Aenillinde in his life. Because you want to leave. Inziladun, I can't explain this and I know you can't understand either but it's true - for some reason, being near to you makes him happy and though he has not known you for long, I sense....I sense that what he feels for you, whatever it is....will transcend the connection he shared with his Singing Angel.

He was silent then for a few moments before removing his hands. He rested his wrists against the high back of the chair. But enough of him. You will discover more of his history, our history, as you stay with us...which I hope you will, at least for his sake. I want to tell you how sorry I am. I know what I had said to you this morning enraged you; I imagine that you think I am quite deserving of your enmity, as cruel as you think I am. It would be a lie if I said I was undeserving of your fury. He took a few moments to collect himself, rocking forward and back; he honestly didn't want her to be upset with him and that she should know the truth. Earenolwe cares for you. So much in fact that he is blind to the dangers that you may face in Emyn Arnen and as young and as spirited as you are now and free, perhaps you don't understand the threat that may exist where we are going. Earenolwe is a dreamer. He always has been. I'm more of a realist and that is why he has chosen me as his second. This band needs a leader and but a healer as well. I know trouble and can sense it better he can ; my sensibility has saved the band time and anon.Earenolwe always has his head in the clouds and of course that means everyone else does. He gave her a pointed look but his features relaxed an instant later. I care for everyone in our band, Inziladun. I am a healer; I preserve life, I'm concerned. I have never met you but I don't want you in harm's way. Listen...you have much to look forward to and shame on me, yes, for blighting your happiness after the crucible you have passed through but I feel that you need to be conscious of the fact that not everyone you will meet will appreciate your presence once they discover who you are. You spoke goodly and passionately of your father; he was a great man, I sense that now, and it is my mistake for believing otherwise because of his rank. But there could be others who would not be so apologetic or understanding. The people your father served with and the King he swore to obey destroyed Numenor. The Faithful have not forgotten the sins of the King's Men or their worship and allegiance to the Lord of Darkness... Elfaron was reminded of Inziladun's wrath and the admiration of her father and so he quickly added, what was sure to be most of them...not all, yes...but try telling them otherwise and hear the answers they give you.Earenolwe will tell you not to worry and to enjoy yourself in Emyn Arnen and I will not seek to contradict him or demand that you watch your back when we're there. You both are right ; you should be entitled to enjoy the sunshine now that the storm is over but Ijust want you to be aware that not everything could go unkindly. Not everyone there believes there was honor - such as your father's - to be had in the King's Men.

Some may want you turned out or worse; they might want to hurt you in dark memory and hatred of your father's....choice of allegiance. You are young and you must be aware of the bad just as you are of the good.
He touched her hand again. I am sorry that I spoke of the only home you really have ever known with such disgust. I was rude and prejudiced. I am outsider and know nothing of the hearts in Umbar, it is true; I have only known my enemies but never the people they've fought for. And if Earenolwe who has done the same can find it in his heart and wisdom to never judge a whole people by the actions of only a few, than I should be just as capable. Knowing you has changed my perception of your people and I apologize for my terrible words. As for the illustration of your uncle – he raised a golden eyebrow, wondering if he was correct – I was merely illustrating to Earen what he might feel towards you...and why he wanted you gone. But I see now the tone I used wasn't the best and perhaps my erstwhile hostility on Umbarians affected me in such a way that I became too harsh. Please, will you forgive me? Elfaron frowned.The greatest harm can result from the best of intentions.


*

“I am not his Aenillindë.” Inziladûn interjected, withdrawing her hands from Elfaron’s grip. “And neither was she, as I make it. Such a love cannot exist without it is felt by both; I have seen it- my parents possessed such a rhapsodic thing. If he truly loved her, he should not have given her up. Truly I do not seek to trivialize what he has gone through, but I have known the both of you for all of one day, and yet you seek to compare me to his lost love of long ago? I am yet more sorry then that you have come here and found me, if when I choose to leave it will destroy Earenolwë so. How am I to stay when my presence divides your numbers, and yet how am I to go, knowing this?” She collapsed slowly down sideways into the chair opposite the healer, dropping the stained blue frock so that she sat garbed only in the chemise, its side infused with her blood, now that his doctoring was done. The wound throbbed and her hands shook; she gripped the back of the chair hard in one hand. “You ask me to stay for his sake, but what of mine? What am I to do in the face of such care and expectation?”

Inziladûn became quiet, listening to Elfaron’s explanation of his earlier behavior. His words did little to assuage her anger; what was said in heat was often when the truest words were spoken, when the mind had no time to process or prune. He had spoken thus then and again mere moments ago when he had shouted at her in defense of his friend. Whatever the healer’s motives, what was once spoken could not be unsaid. “I may be young, but I am no fool, nor blind.” Inziladûn replied with heat, staring at the wall opposite. “Do not think me ignorant of the reasons for which Anadûnê was destroyed, and when you have been irrevocably sundered from the place of your birth, then you may speak to me of blighted happiness. My father’s brother is not a perfect man,” she said with a sidelong glance, answering his unspoken question, “Nor even a good man. But once he was, and once he loved me.” Her eyes closed and she could hear the rush of wind, smell the salt tang of the sea, and hear her uncle’s long-ago voice, when his ship had cut the waters of the Bay of Rómenna and she had balanced upon its rail.

Long ago. Long ago for Inziladûn must seem but the winking of an eye for Elfaron, Earenolwë; any of these elves who roamed the land with them. Less than a century had passed since her birth, and yet calamity had befallen home and family time and again until they were no more. She had grown in the manner of the Eldar, but after her father’s death and among those men who knew naught of her blood, Inziladûn had been expected to act as one who was only of Anadûnê. The children of the Eldar grow more slowly than the children of men, and still she had been as a child in mind when Imrazôr had perished, though women of the Adûnâi of similar age would have been wedded, and with children of their own. Though she was of the Eldar, the peredhel was also of the race of Men, and it was among men she had lived the most of her years. For the Atani, whose living spanned less years, time passed more slowly and each day and detail was locked away in their hearts. She observed the world with both her halves, and little escaped her notice, or memory. At length, Inziladûn looked up at the Elfaron; her expression was calm, but when she fixed him with her stare it was proud and unswerving. “I may find it in my heart to forgive your words, healer. But I never, never forget.”


*

What he feels for you is not the same, said Elfaron, just the situation is vaguely similar, but let us speak of it no more. This is all very sudden and you're already...disturbed. Her hands were tremulous and he gently laid his own upon hers to still them. Please understand that Herugon has been a nuisance for years and there has not been an opportunity to remove his thorn from out of our side yet. There has always been an unspoken division in the band, as long as Herugon has been a part of us so don't entirely blame yourself, my young friend. What you want is important but you won't get where to where you long to be if you won't remain with us. This is a fact. Consider your predicament. As frail as you appear, I assume that you don't know much about hunting; you have no weapons and I ascertain that you are incapable of using one well at this time. Inziladûn, you don't even have money; if you stop at towns, how will you purchase the supplies you need? - you haven't even anything to barter. You are a lovely young lady and alone - delightful and vulnerable prey for villainous men. You have been treated kindly and still you may appreciate it; there are benefits to staying with us. Your road, otherwise, will be difficult and unfriendly. You cannot make it to Lindon on your own, I believe; there are too many dangers that you are powerless to stop or clueless to avoid, and you are not adept at guarding yourself from them. Earen is right - the stars can guide you but they will not protect you, but he can...we can You will be taught well. Herugon is our greatest fighter, we need him. But if you become better than him, it will be possibly easy to remove him from our fellowship. Most everyone favors Earen's leadership; Herugon's faction is the smallest. The band will be glad to see them go. Once Herugon is forced out, his friends will follow. He leaned closer to her and added pointedly softly, Then things will be as they were before he came to us. There would be peace again. Would you do that for Earen? Would you do that for us? For yourself?

Earenolwë entered the room, a bundle of clothes in his arms; he saw Elfaron holding Inziladûn's hands and he tensed. Elfaron quickly released her. She's upset, Elfaron said unhappily. She doesn't want to leave you, knowing you will be hurt – Elfaron glanced at Inziladûn, wondering if she would permit him to tell Earen. Inziladûn thinks she's the reason for all the turmoil... His sentence trailed off and with an inward sigh he began to put away his healing components. Earenolwe walked woodenly to where Inziladûn was collapsed against her chair, clinging to its back. He laid aside the clothes he had brought her on the counter-top where Elfaron was preoccupied with replacing his instruments and took the chair that Elfaron had previously sat. He touched her hair once. I do not want you to go, he admitted to her. But...look at me, Moriel. He cupped her opposite cheek and turned her face delicately. He felt an urge to kiss her sad blue eyes, her soft pouting mouth...he drowned in the reverie... Don't think about what everyone else wants, Earenolwë asked of her, restraining his desire, taming his tenderness, damning its flood; she deserved for him to concentrate on her wishes; he wouldn't be he paramour and they both were strangers. She was a frightened young woman alone in the wild. With a mind and determination of her own. And she deserved to think only of herself ; nothing should distract Inziladûn from her ultimate goal. What I want, what Herugon wants, want the band wants... It. Doesn't. Matter. What you want does. You want to go. You can.

Elfaron began to interrupt but Earenolwë stopped him with a curt, silencing motion of his other hand. She is not a prisoner, she is a person, and can make her own decisions ; it doesn't matter what we think, it shouldn't. She began her flight alone and can end it just the same. Earenolwë took a breath and looked into Inziladûn's eyes and spoke clearly, honestly. I...do not want you to go so soon. Or at all. I like you...and I believe that it is better and safest to travel together than one alone but if you feel otherwise, you're still as independent as when we met and so can go whenever you feel so inclined. He knew that how emotional he had been before and that they had only known each other for only a day, that he shouldn't touch her so sweetly, but he couldn't stop the palm of his hand from gently swaying against the girl's spine as he uttered, leaning towards her, But you need to know that we would protect you better than you can yourself and we can teach you how to survive better than you have tried. When you know enough, you could go still if you wanted. His fingers slipped into the clean onyx skeins of her hair. I'm not saying this to make you stay. I just care about you, Inziladûn, and you need to consider your options. Once my people and I are gone, chances are you won't find us again. Then it would be too late to wish that you changed your mind. He paused and closed his eyes and hanged his head, ashamed. I apologize for being so forward with you before, overcome with emotion. It is not my desire that any one should go, especially because of the ill will of a hellbent brute like Herugon. And I know I hurt you when I had shouted. Herugon is a fiend and frustrates me at every opportunity and I took my ire out on you. That's no good excuse but... Moriel, I'm so sorry. You didn't deserve my censure. You were only trying to lessen the severity of the situation and I apologize for being blind to it in my fury.


*

She fervently wished that he would stop touching her. There were only so many times that one could pull one’s hands away before the message ought to be communicated. Inziladûn removed them from Elfaron’s grasp and swiveled in her chair so that she faced away, only just able to see him out of her peripheral vision as he spoke; the healer’s words went on and on, repeating things she had already heard. It was as though he had not taken in a word she had said. Earenolwë entered then and Elfaron moved away. But the Teler quickly replaced him, sitting and grasping her cheek in his hand. The peredhel turned her face to meet his eyes to escape the pressure of his fingers but they remained; Inziladûn sat back in the chair, pulling away from Earenolwë. The previous night his ministrations had been comforting, but now in the cold light of day and confusion they both were intrusive and smothering. She was only grateful for him when he asserted her freedom, that she could go as she wished. But then he reached out, his palm sliding against her back and fingers threading themselves through her hair.

Inziladûn jerked away, standing abruptly and retreating a step, placing the chair between herself and the pair of elves, gripping its back to steady herself. The hem of the chemise shifted around her knees, clinging to her side where the bandage wrapped her torso beneath it. He was apologizing now, seeking her forgiveness as Elfaron had. All in one day it seemed that enough ups and downs and turmoil for years had passed in those few hours. She found herself trembling again, from trauma or anger she could not divine but gripped the back of the chair harder to still the motions as Earenolwë fell silent. For a moment the vacuum stretched out between the three of them. Then Inziladûn spoke. “I.. will stay. I do not know who is in the right here, I know all too little of any of you, Herugon included. But I believe you speak the truth,” for the first time since he had returned her eyes met the Teler’s. “And that there is strength in numbers.” The peredhel’s chin lifted proudly, and she looked down upon the seated elf; wounded she might be, in foreign company, frightened, unsure, yes, but the pride still shone through. “I ask that you do not protect me, but allow me, help me to protect myself. I indebt myself to no man- no one.” Inziladûn crossed to the counter were Earenolwë had deposited the clothes and gathered them in her arms. Turning to Elfaron this time she addressed them both. “Unless there is anything further you need do, leave me now, allow me some small measure of dignity.”


*

Earen straightened rigidly as Moriel jerked herself away as he tried to mollify her. He didn't mean to alarm or disturb her; only comfort. He was tense as he sat with a pleading look he didn't mean to express, as she seemingly debated what she'd ought to do. The silence was maddening. Earenolwë's hands wrangled themselves in trepidation; his brow
perspired, fearing the worst. Everything was fine last night, the elf stubbornly, thought, astonished that things were going so badly now. He thought of Elerrína suddenly. The morning after she was gone... would history repeat itself? Somehow, as if Irmo answered his prayer, she decided to stay. He relaxed. But not for long. Earenolwë teetered on the point of an outburst as Moriel mentioned that she didn't know Herugon either, exempting him from immediate judgement, too. The thought of Herugon's past transgressions and the elf's attempt - had he already succeeded? - to sully or destroy the budding friendship he began with this new woman in his life made his lips very nearly curl. Herugon he personally knew could not be trusted to be honorable and he wanted to shout at her that it was so as she spoke, and that it was Herugon whose fault this all was but Earenolwë had already apologized to Moriel for his disrespect towards her earlier. Earenolwë closed his blue eyes and began to to layer himself in a calm so deep, nothing could pull him from it, at least for the moment. He needed control despite his desire for unbridled rage.

You are right, he admitted to Moriel softly. You know nothing of us so you cannot lay blame at anyone's feet. He wasn't being honest; he believed Herugon could have restrained himself but chose to abuse Moriel to make Earenolwë upset enough to hurt him and divide the company thus he had ultimately ruined their day and made Moriel uncomfortable to be around him. Or was it Earenolwë who had to be the bigger man? But how could he just ;et Herugon beat her? It would even set a precedent that such violent actions towards others in Bar-en-Raen was permissable. Earenolwë was confused and worried, he wanted to discuss this with her, but Earenolwë restrained his roiling emotions and tamed his tongue. Fervent attempts to make her see his side and any explosive moment of anger could shatter the fragile peace that now existed between them - and she would leave.

Moriel confided that she believed he was telling the truth and he felt at peace ; as she spoke he admired her pride and confidence. She asked of him to refrain from protecting her, allowing her to do that for herself I will not... Earenolwë tried to vow but his voice faltered; he realized that her own self-preservation was important but Herugon, he knew, would try to hurt her to get at him and - the racist that he was – would most likely antagonize her time and again. What if he put his hands on her again? How can I do nothing if he hits her? What if he tries to kill her? he thought, angry and frightened. Earenolwë withered beneath Moriel's imperious gaze and prideful countenance; And there was the memory of Moriel ripping herself away, too...he didn't want that to happen again. He forced himself then to acknowledge that Moriel would have to take care of herself and perhaps, if he wasn't so smothering and protective, she would feel more comfortable around him and, believing so, made the words come easier now. I will not protect you - unless you ask for it, Earenolwë conceded at last. It is your life, Moriel - and you have every right to safeguard yourself. And you owe me nothing. The intensity of Moriel's penetrating, icy stare made him tremble and he could no longer look at her strange shining blue eyes, his gaze meeting the floor now. She moved to the counter where she gathered her clothes and Earenolwë fisted his hand as she spoke, demanding her privacy ; he wasn't upset because of that, she deserved it but...Varda's stars, Earenolwë missed Moriel's smile and laughter ! Their harmony. He wanted things back the where they were before they stepped out of the damn house. If you have a need of either us, we'll be in the camp on the sward, Earenolwë mentioned as he arose. We'll be leaving in a week, Moriel, since you're on the mend ; if we leave right away, it could endanger your health. Elfaron and I will leave you to your privacy and I will command others to do so likewise; only the mortals, as this being their home, shall enter, he said quietly and the dejected elf woodenly walked out of the room. Elfaron gave the young peredhel an apologetic glance as he left her to dress.

A few hours before midnight a familiar pressure awoke him ; Ráka's nose rubbed his face gently and the big dog's wet tongue was slick and loving against his angular face. He drew his palm against her white-furred flank and tenderly stroked the wolfhound behind her ears ; her tail beat the air, wagging, a telltale sign of her enjoyment and happiness of being reunited, she had been gone since this morning. He smiled for the first time since the debacle. The flap of the tent was drawn away suddenly and Yulmanilda, sober now, entered ; the blue light of the Fëanorian lamp of hers lit the darkness with its cerulean radiance. They say you've been here all day, she mentioned disapprovingly and sat cross-legged near him, setting the lamp un-hooded beside her; Ráka who had an eventful day hunting and exploring, rolled away and began to sleep in moments. I haven't been in the socializing mood, really. She laughed and a wounded look of Earen's made her caress his cheek. Inziladûn couldn't possibly mean so much to you; you just met her, Yulmanilda wondered aloud. I can't explain it, Earenolwë spoke in a dreamlike voice, laying upon his back still as he spoke. Being around her, I feel this presence that I have not felt since.... he became silent, so fiercely puzzled his words trailing off, his head shaking side to side. There's a...pulling...I feel a powerful connection between the two of us, a tugging. I've only experienced this when I was with... He closed his eyes, wishing he could touch the lush softness of Aenillindë's silver hair, feel the intensity of their kiss just one last time.... Yulmanilda's voice interrupted his reverie, begging him in an almost child-like voice not to speak of her. He glanced at her; she was sullen, her face drawn now.

She remembered all too well when Earenolwë disappeared for some time when she was a young adult; he eventually returned to her and Earen's friend Elerrína whom he dwelt with, a woman she had called mother who had raised her as well, coming from a haven in Ossiriand where at last he had discovered Aenillindë, the woman he Awakened with and always wanted. He had loved her, and deeply, but his strong feelings were unrequited. He had been gone a long time, dwelling in the vale the Nelya woman called home. The images of her own grief and worrying - Elerrina's sorrow and fury, too - flickered in her thoughts and her heart clenched ; their life was idyllic together and the unexpected departure of Earenolwë shattered the peace. The loss of joy, remembering heaven...that was the essence of hell, his absence a tribulation for them both. Aenillindë he re-met again millennia later and once more she destroyed his hope in a life together for the two of them, claiming there was someone different she was destined to love. Though they had never met, Aenillindë and Yulmanilda, she resented this phantom lover of Earenolwë's who always turned his life upside down. I should go, she said, rising to leave but Earenolwë touched her wrist. I'm sorry, he said; Yulma's lanternlight illuminated his world-weary mien. Despite the memory of what he had done, Yulmanilda felt a flash of pain for him and kissed his brow. Don't apologize for what you feel, Ada, she responded and after a daughterly peck, she arose and departed.


One week later

She does not want it, Earen? Yulmanilda asked as she examined the lebethron staff. Earenolwë gestured at Moriel who was feeling well. Moriel believes she's healthy and spry enough to travel without an aid, and would like to prove her fortitude, Earenolwë explained and gave Moriel, who was seemingly on better terms with him, a smile; they were outside the house now, just had said farewell to the mortals whose grounds they had been inhabiting the last seven days. The time was mid-morning and the sky was sunlit and cloudless, the weather cool. Someone should own the staff the woodwright crafted; I do not want talent to be wasted. It could be excellent service as we walk or climb through the wilds. The wood was fair and polished; plaited leathern thongs ran through the carven head.

Yulma gave the staff a twirl and Earen laughed as he jumped out of the way. Silly peredhel, this would make a superb weapon even, Yulmanilda chided the younger woman. Grinning, her hands slid along the shaft and YulmaElfaron was walking out of the house. The staff was already darting below his waist - it clipped the healer's ankle out from under him and, screaming and flingings his arms helplessly in an attempt to grab hold of something, Elfaron tumbled off the porch and crashed to the earth. And broke his nose Everyone in the band burst into gales of laughter - even Earenolwe. Haha, the healer needs a healer! Damhir exclaimed, laughing, and several of the boys pointed at Elfaron, snickering.

After Elfaron's nose was tended to by his sister Ielya - she had been present once when the lord commander of Minas Tirith's knighthood was being doctored by Elfaron; he had a broken nose, too, and it was a very memorable experience - the elves of Bar-en-Raen traveled east on foot, back towards the forests from which the band fled to rescue the mortals. There was a thicket that Herugon and his faction had taken refuge after the mortals demanded their removal from their land; Earenolwë's elves entered the large copse dappled with bright shafts of sunlight. Earenolwë paced, silently muttering. I came here myself two days ago, Teithon informed Inziladûn, appearing by her side. Earenolwë sent me to deliver a message, spoke the silver-haired mapmaker. He wanted me to tell Herugon that we would be here to collect him and his follow....friends, today. They were supposed to meet us here half an hour ago. He gestured at Earenolwë. That's why Eldakan ("Ruler", "The Daring", Quenya) is so furious. This is quite disrespectful. Damhir who was eating a chunk of cheese beside Inziladûn - he followed the peredhel like a puppy - put his own two coppers in, remarking, with a mouthful of cheese: Maybe Herugon and his friends left without giving us notice. Teithon growled: That would be best for all, if so, as rude and cruel as he and his cronies are, always trying to create problems for the Eldakan. Damhir looked at Inziladûn then Teithon. Tilting his head, the boy asked: Why doesn't anyone let Inziladûn make her own judgement? You're not being fair to her and no one else is either. Teithon glared at him. The Eldakan is a good man and leader; he needs our support, boy. Damhir pointed at Inziladûn: But she's new and doesn't really know anyone, you're making her choose who to respect. She needs to discover on her own. Teithon lifted a finger. Watch your tongue, child. I am your elder. Where's your respect, boy? Damhir hated being called child and boy; he snapped: Tell me where yours is first! The retort was so hotly, boyishly spoken that Teithon laughed heartily and thoroughly mussed the boy's dark hair.

The elves of Herugon suddenly appeared as if from the ether, surrounding Earenolwë's faction almost threateningly. Have you come to kill me, Earen? Herugon asked as he stepped through ranks of his followers to stand before the Eldakan. His angular face seemed carved from stone, all hard planes and angles; his fingers caressed the grip of his mace, as if he was anxious to use it on the Eldakan. Like you murdered my uncle? he demanded. The accusation created a ripple of outraged voices from both parties - the Eldakan's own, furious and exasperated with Herugon's attempts to beleaguer Earenolwë and Herugon's comrades cursed Earenolwë for a kinslayer. Earenolwë's ire was like a sheet of lightning, volatile and impossibly hot. What would Moriel think of him now? He remained calm, but replying coolly: I have come to collect you, fool, and yours as I sent Teithon to tell you. Yulmanilda, seething, brushed passed Earenolwë and pointed the head of her staff towards Herugon, sharply ordering: Since you persist in troubling the Eldakan and disrupting the peace and solidarity of this band, then leave. And your fellows. There were murmurs of agreement among Earen's faction and he was of half-mind to force the issue but he had to think of protection for his people and that would be in jeopardy if he sent so many away. And what he had made whole, he did not wish sundered. He ordered Yulmanilda to stop with her tirade but as enraged as she was, Yulma persisted. And your uncle murdered innocents! Herugon stalked forward and Earenolwë's fingers strayed to sheathed Eregvana. And your father is guiltless of that?! Herugon spoke huskily. Earen gritted his teeth at the mentioning he was her father; she was his ward and Moriel would have discovered he had taken her in as a child ultimately but he wanted to reveal it in his own way, who knew what she would think right now, unmarried as he was. To save his friend's life! Herugon laughed harshly and snapped acerbically: To save the huonisse he rutted with! In a moment's time memory was as clear as crystal, agony as sharp as a dagger's blade. For so long he had loathed Herugon; now he hated him. He wanted to do him physical harm. He wanted to kill him. And would have if it were not for Yulmanilda.

Herugon stabbed his finger at Inziladûn. You'll be his next bed-warmer, half-breed! Herugon intoned as if he was prophesying. Yulmanilda was already moving, bolting for Herugon with the speed of an icy, inexorable avalanche; close, she swung her lebethron staff. The wood smashed his mouth and it burst with a scarlet spray of blood. Then many things happened at once. Wanting to save Herugon, his people readied their weapons the Eldakan's faction unsheathed theirs swords and axes were raised, arrows came to bowstring. An elf tried to stab Earenolwë with a spear but a flung stone from Damhir's sling dropped the elf cursing to the earth and Ráka pounced the rising foe, pinning him to the ground with a growl; another tried to harm the boy, sweeping his sword towards the youth's torso but Ielya's blade prevented the strike, clanging against the other's weapon. Enough!! Earenolwë hollared and siezed Yulmanilda with strong arms; she had raised her staff to beat Herugon who was bleeding and moaning theatrically on the forest floor. Elfaron flung his hands up, a pacifying gesture, demanded that everyone calm down. [i]NO![/i] Teithon shouted, threatening the elves of the other faction with his bow. My brother gave you an order! He's the Eldakan's second, you dolt! Ielya snapped. I won't lower my arms unless they do! the archer shouted back. Tell your men to stand down, Earenolwë curtly demanded of Herugon. Herugon's smile was bloody and his evil cackle echoed off the aisles of the forest and birds, alarmed, took flight.
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The Ward
Vinyasûl
part 1
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originally posted in Neutral Land
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Inziladûn stood at the top of the rise above the valley where she had spent the past week, first welcomed as a traveler, then fallen under attack and wounded; pulled from the jaws of death by yet more strangers, and finally convinced to go with them- North, to her old home, the home of her mother, where she had spent a few scant years of her childhood. The vale below was calm again beneath the leaves, sheltered from the light wind which twisted its fingers in the long waves of her hair, smoke rising from their chimneys undisturbed. The families there would go on to know many more years of peace, she hoped; it was unlikely she would ever see them again. The peredhel pressed a hand to her side. Over the last seven days her healing had progressed rapidly, under the ministrations of Elfaron and the good feeding of the villagers. She had put on weight too, the starved look of her previous travels dropping away and the color returning to her cheeks. Inziladûn felt, while not precisely strong, whole and well. With a final glance down at the houses below, she turned to fall in with the rest of the band as they left the valley.

They began to travel to the north-east, where a the woods grew denser, and after only a short time halted in a clearing where the sun streaked through leaves above, creating intricate patterns on the forest floor. Inziladûn found herself between the boy Damhir and Teithon the cartographer as they stood, waiting, for Herugon and those who had chosen to follow him when he had been ejected from the village. The two argued, Damhir insisting that Teithon should not try and persuade her against Herugon; the peredhel remained silent, though a surge of warmth filled her when the boy snapped at the cartographer to show some respect of his own. There was spirit in the gangling child and she liked that. The corners of Inziladûn’s mouth tugged down when Teithon ruffled the boy’s hair- attempting to defuse the situation with a laugh and a condescending gesture was hardly what she would have expected of someone who had seemed so reasonable before. Perhaps he was not quite what she had thought.

Her musings were abruptly cut off when Herugon emerged at last from the trees, and his followers as well, ranging out around the Bar-en-Raen who had remained with Earenolwë. Inziladûn straightened from where she had leant against a tree as the broad dark Noldo strode boldly into the clearing, spiked mace in hand, openly armed and prepared for confrontation. Herugon’s vicious accusation hung on the volatile air, and the peredhel saw Earenolwë’s back stiffen. Was it true? In the world she had grown up in, the slaying of Man by Man was a crime, to be sure, but nothing like the slaying of elf by elf, though she did not understand why. And he was Yulmanilda’s father? No, that could not be right- not by blood, there was nothing of the Teleri in her, and he had never introduced her as such. Much had clearly happened between the two in the past, and Inziladûn’s mind raced trying to piece it together. Once again her thoughts were interrupted by Herugon as he shouted and swore, then suddenly directed his furious attention upon her, declaring that she was no more than a warm body for Earenolwë’s bed.

Before she could react, Yulmanilda had reacted for her, leaping forward to strike Herugon hard across the face with the lebethron staff. With that single action, all pandemonium broke loose; arrows and stones were loosed from both sides, elves came corps a corps and others clashed with blades, shouts from both sides rising above the fray. Teithon seized her by the arm and thrust her behind a tree to shield her weaponless body from the violence. Momentarily out of sight, Inziladûn did the only thing she could think to do. She ran, moss flying from the earth at her feet as he boots dug into a soft patch of ground. She ran, away from the mess of fighting elves, north, away from the inevitable division, from the kindness and the cruelty of the Bar-en-Raen. When hale the peredhel was fleet as a deer, and though lingering injury slowed her slightly, she sped away through the trees, leaping small hillocks to pick out a surer path, mindless as the slim ends of a branch reached out to lash her cheek, scoring the flesh. The pack on her back carried supplies enough to reach another hospitable homestead, surely, and she would continue alone, leaving the quarrelsome elves to their own devices. She should never have agreed to go with them. She heard shouting and movement following behind distantly; whether it was of Herugon or Earenolwë she did not know, and was not about to stop to find out. The wind gusted through the trees, rushing forward to swirl about her legs, urging her onward in her flight.


*

He watched her run, disappearing into the woods; another woman he cared about taking flight. Earenolwë wished he could cry. For the moment he forgotten how. Herugon's laughter made him whirl. Hate. He had not forgotten what that felt like, at least. Just as Ielya and Teithon and Damhir plunged into the wilderness after Inziladûn, Earenolwë slowly turned and the Nelyar elf, the stronger of the two, loomed over the younger man whose cackling came to an abrupt halt seeing the Eldakan's anguished expression rapidly change. His countenance was stony and pitiless. Pray that I find her. Earenolwë's subtle threat spoke volumes and Herugon's body trembled for such a fleeting instant only the keenest eye could have witnessed the fearful reaction. Herugon remembered the Mouths of Sirion, clearly, their duel in the wake of Valgond's death; that was the only battle that nearly had cost the Champion of Thargelion his life. Both men glared at each with a hate so pure it was almost tangible and Earenolwë at last removed his gaze to consider Herugon's faction; several of his elves who were close near took a step back, frightened by Earenolwë's warning stare that stabbed at them like shards of shining blue ice. No words. None were needed. He was fully in command now again - and the swift resheathing of weapons made that fact quite evident. He turned and walked away, into the ferns and those loyal to the captain quickly joined the search for the woman he was so obviously concerned about.

No! Stop! It could be better! Herugon's mean, Inzil! We'll make him go! Then you'll want to stay! It will be all right! Inzil! Ielya heard the boy, Damhir, desperately plead with Inziladûn who was outrunning them both; the child's voice was breathless and locks of dark hair were plastered to his sweating brow ; beads of perspiration slid down his cheeks, mixing with the tears and blood now. He was obviously tiring - and his cheeks, scratched by thorny branches of trees that had smote his face whilst he charged, bled. Damhir quite liked the peredhel and during her recovery the child had come to visit Inziladûn even more than the healer, curious because she was so different and enraptured by her tales of Umbar - a place the Eldakan never allowed the band to venture. Damhir had become rather attached. Teithon, fleet as an elk, was rushing ahead of her and the boy, and Iella shouted at the silver-haired fool when he roughly seized Inziladûn's arm; the half-elf repelled him and Teithon grunted audibly as he careened into a red alder tree. The half-elf had been slowed only momentarily by Teithon's brazen act but was now smoothly on the run again.

Iziladûn's vigour was striking, her stamina no doubt accentuated by the bloodlines of her Numenorean and elfin forebears. With surprising suddeness, the Eldakan himself appeared, stepping briskly away from the concealing bark of a hardwood tree to place himself like a stone wall before Inziladûn, barring her escape; the breeze wafting through the sun-dappled forest stirred his green cloak and skeins of his silver hair. His face seemed carved from rock, all hard planes and angles but he was not angry, Ielya observed as she drew closer now, her run slowing now to a walk as elves loyal to Earen appeared from the dense foliage of the copse to surround the half-elf. Ielya dared believe that Earenolwë's eyes were the saddest she had ever seen the two blue orbs...and the woman had known the Eldakan for a very long time now. Ielya saw that Earenolwë smile at the peredhel, as if relieved he found her; his jubilant mien almost made her weep. His joy was fleeting he appeared to realize he had Inziladûn cornered, and his smile dissolved slowly, his eyes closing once, obviously hating that it had come to this. Suddenly Teithon had Inziladûn restrained. Release her, Earenolwë commanded with sharpness and Teithon's imprisoning arms he quickly removed, his face reddened in embarrassment as he retreated a few paces to the side. I'm so sorry, Earen, Yumanilda fiercely swore to the Eldakan as she appeared from out of the throng. Don't, Earenolwë said warily with a forestalling motion of his hand and Yulmanilda reluctantly halated with an aggrieved expression, her eyes glassy.

Ielya saw Earenolwë glance backward, as if towards where Herugon and his mates might still be. He was furious and she'd be as well; it all seemed Herugon's fault and if what her brother said was true, the girl had enjoyed his company prior to Herugon's fateful belligerence and machinations. Earenolwë began to address the issues - and with honesty. Though whether or not the young woman believed what he had to say remained to be seen. She is not my daughter, Earenolwë admitted to Inziladûn, drawing closer to the peredhel - but for once not risking a touch, which was wise. Yulmanilda jolted as if Earenolwë had smacked her and the elleth cringed ; Ielya sighed inwardly, knowing how painful that remark must have stung. She's not my blood, Earenolwë divulged with a gentler tone, casting an apologetic glance to Yulmanilda, knowing he had hurt her. She was orphaned by war, her true father was slain by Orcs when Yulma was a young girl; she was the lone survivor of her father Callandor's wandering band, and a woman I was close to, Elerrína - Ielya had happened to glance at Yulmanilda once more and saw that she had grimaced; perhaps the mention of the only mother she ever knew flailed her. - who dwelt with me in the land of the king I served, he continued, discovered Yulma in the chaos and after the battle we raised her, together. Yulmanilda has long called me 'Father'. He raked his silver hair with his fingertips. You would have known this sooner or later. Earenolwë stiffened, hesitated; Ielya stifled a sigh, touching her bright blond hair - she assumed that Earenolwë was going to speak of the murder. She wondered what Inziladûn knew of ancient history - she was quite young and did not know how the Umbarians schooled or what her elven mother had taught her before whatever misfortune had claimed her - but Earenolwe appeared to even think about this as he spoke, without delving deeply into the politics of the conflagration. At the Mouths of Sirion, in the ensueing madness of the kinslaying that happened there, Herugon's uncle Valgond tried to kill Elerrína ; their familes were rival houses in Valinor and in Beleriand the enmity was inextinguishable.

When I espied her wounded, when I saw her raise his sword to finish her, I rushed to face him. I killed Herugon's uncle to defend the life of someone I loved. Tears leaked now. He considers me a monster for taking away someone he admired and cared about and I will admit there are nights when even I –
he tapped his chest here with a grief-stricken face - turn from myself, in horror and loathing, remembering the cold venom in my blood that day, the power of my fury, the ebony hatred of thrusting my blade into Valgond's heart to stop him from hurting her ever again but I will never apologize for rescuing someone who meant just as much to me. He approached Inziladûn even closer now, his words clipped and voice raising. Herugon loved his uncle and he has every right to hate me for what I did but I, too, had something precious to lose that day. What would you have done? Earenolwë took a moment to collect himself, knowing how emotional he was becoming. Herugon joined by band and I'm sure it was to cause me grief, to ruin something that was important to me in retribution for what I took for him, Earenolwë continued grimly, and I always have hoped this would change, that if I do not turn him away, he will know that I'm a good man.... I couldn't let his uncle kill her. Choices were made that day....and If I had a chance to return to the moment, I would still make the same decision, even knowing what I do now. He remembered Herugon's vilest remark and crossed his arms as he addressed the women of the party: Is there any maiden here I ever have taken advantage of? he asked laconically. There was a ripple of laughter among the ellyth, amusement at the absurdity of the thought and Iella herself snorted. He looked into Inziladûn's eyes. I have no intention other than seeing you to Lindon; let me bring you there. The journey will be dangerous alone and you need us. When we reach Lindon, you'll never see me again if that's what you want. Just let me get you there, I feel like I am meant to, I swear it in Vairë's name. He reached for her hand, wordlessly. Please.


*

A hand grasped at Inziladûn’s arm from behind; she whirled and struck out, the back of her fist cracking across the face of Teithon the cartographer. She did not pause to see what became of him, but heard a telltale thud that signaled his abrupt encounter with a tree. But before she had gone more than a few paces further, Earenolwë appeared before her as though by some trick of sorcery, emerging from behind a tree to stand in her path. The peredhel only narrowly avoided cannoning into him, her feet seeking purchase against the loam and slowing sharply as she made to turn abruptly, having no space to simply leap to the side. But before she could make good her evasion, a pair of arms had seized her from behind, locking in her elbows and pulling sharply back. Teithon had recovered it seemed, and his strength against her struggles belied his short stature. Inziladûn thrashed against his hold, nearly managing to pull him off balance before Earenolwë ordered him to release her. Immediately his arms loosed and he stepped back, and Inziladûn straightened.

She found herself surrounded by elves of the Bar-en-Raen, and knew that further flight would be futile. A dull ache had risen in her side from her flailing against Teithon’s grip and she held herself carefully, a dangerous glint in her eye as Earenolwë approached her more closely. He began to speak, clarifying his relationship with Yulmanilda; she had not thought that the elf from the Greenwood was his daughter, but would not have cared had she been. But clearly this was not the thing which most troubled the Teler, and he paused to collect his thoughts before continuing. He spoke of the kinslaying at the Mouths of the Sirion; Inziladûn knew of it, the Third Kinslaying, and the ones preceding it; in the Sack of Doriath, the sons of Fëanor the smith had fought the host of Dior. Caranthir had fallen there, the most volatile of the seven; Curufin and Celegorm as well, and many others beside whose names were remembered only by their descendants. Her mother had not been among the host of either side in the Ruin of Doriath, but had schooled her daughter well in its history. Inziladûn had mourned when she first learned of the fall of Caranthir in her studies, for though he was widely considered the most fell of the brothers, she had loved his spirit and vitality, and many songs of Fëanor abode in her memory.

“I would have killed him.” She did not know whether Earenolwë had expected an answer to his question, but it came at once to her lips when he asked. Orphanage and blackhearted uncles were nothing new to the peredhel and she knew quite plainly that had she been in the Teleri’s position, with no other choice, she would have slain Valgond as well. Perhaps it was that she had lived so much of her life amongst men, or perhaps it was an inborn trait in Eldar which she simply lacked, but Inziladûn did not understand why the killing of elf by elf was seen as such a trespass against nature. Men slew men with regularity, and though it was a terrible crime, their killings were not known as kinslayings, nor did entire peoples rise up in protest and disbelief when such a death occurred. Why were one race considered so above another, that their lives were placed at a higher value, and considered a greater cost? The heart of an elf beat the same as the heart of a man, and for longer- some must even have considered it release to be freed of their weary hröa. Inziladûn had slain but one man in her short life, felt his heart quiver at the tip of her blade and known his fear; a faint shudder coursed through her at the memory, and she quickly turned her thoughts away from it. Nonetheless, she was certain that the ending of an elvish heart would feel no different.

Inziladûn stepped back, evading Earenolwë’s questing hand, tucking her own behind her back, out of his reach. She did not make to run again, but considered him levelly. Since being found by his band she had encountered much turmoil, within herself and without, and no end seemed in sight for either. Yet he himself seemed earnest, if frighteningly so at times, and honest. It also seemed that his faction was the strongest; yet what would come if one day they could not repel the advances of Herugon and his followers, and why did they allow the belligerent to remain? Perhaps it was a measure of pity, or guilt, on the part of the Teleri. The peredhel did not believe that he would simply let her go if she repulsed his plea to bring her to Mithlond. The urge to rage against this forced companionship, however kind its intentions might be, rose in Inziladûn. Had she escaped one prison merely to be bound in another? Her cobalt eyes snapped, her chin lifted and a biting remark formed behind her teeth. But before it could break loose, she forced herself to swallow it, receding slightly from her ire. If she could persuade herself to relinquish this viewpoint and appreciate the kindness, she would regret it. If she could not, but resigned herself to the fate of traveling with the Bar-en-Raen to Mithlond, she would want to keep on a smooth a path as possible, barring future outrage.

“Very well.”


*

"Has anyone seen Herugon?" Earenolwë asked as he approached the fire where Elfaron and Teithon were having supper.

The Eldakan had been busy ordering camp to be prepared that the presence of Herugon and his acolytes had escaped his notice.

It had been hours since the confrontation with his erstwhile friend. Moriel had accepted to remain among the Elves of Bar-en-Raen despite his feud with the Noldo and Earenolwë had been overjoyed but the memory of the decisive tone she had used to address what would have happened if the blade had been in her hands the day that Valgond died had unsettled the High Elf. He had kept his distance from her during the journey north to Emyn Arnen because of that and partly due to the fact that he didn't want to seem so besotted with her.

She needed her space, Earenolwë presumed and had given it to her, speaking little to the fair elleth and paying her brief attention. It frustrated him to do so but he thought it was for the best at least for the time being.

"No," answered Teithon as he swallowed a piece of roasted wild pheasant, "but I'm sure he's somewhere in the vicinity plotting your demise with his followers."

Corch, a witty raven-haired Grey-elf, sipped water from his canteen. "Or the girl's," he replied as casually as he would about the pleasant zephyr blowing lightly through the flower meadow.

"None of those possibilities are amusing,” Earenolwë sharply admonished his friends.

"Just trying to decrease the morbid atmosphere of the situation," Corch insisted delicately.

"Thank you," said Earenolwë dryly, "I feel so much at ease now, so optimistic about the future."

"My mission is accomplished, sir."

"Earenolwë."


The chief of the party turned to regard Elfaron who was hurrying through the wide field toward him.

"You have something to report?" grim Earenolwë questioned his second-in-command.

"I can't find the children," Elfaron informed worriedly.

"They aren't bathing in the stream?" Earenolwë inquired patiently though in truth he was rather upset ; the company was full of energetic, wily boys. Who knew what mischief the kids would be up to.

"No," replied Elfaron, "but I assume there's a chance they all may have conspired to...well..." He paused suggestively.

"Spy on the ladies around the bend?" Earenolwë deduced, glowering.

"The thought is tempting."

Earenolwë raised a brow.

"Well, if I were that age."

Earenolwë barked a laugh. "So it was a habitual act of yours to hide among the ferns and trees of Aman, secretly beholding ellyth and lovely angels swimming nude in the pools and coves?"

Elfaron flushed.

"You're a scoundrel, Elfaron."

"In my adolescence!"
the good doctor clarified.

Teithon and Corch shared an uproarious, rollicking laugh.

"Stay here," Earenolwë, becoming serious again, ordered. "I'll take care of this."

He strode into the warm darkness of the night, walking purposefully toward the woods over which there was a brook where some of the boys and maidens were currently washing though separately.

~
"In the buff, Yulmanilda looks the best, I'm telling you," Damhir heard Amdir at the front of the group flatly declare; several of the teenagers trekking with him through the thicket bordering the rivulet agreed fervently. "Trust me." He grinned. "This won't be the first time I've taken a peek at the women." The boys snickered, a few clapped Amdir on the back.

"I must disagree," Elhael, his best friend, countered. He had a crush on a certain blue-eyed, sword-wielding blond. "I've been with you for most of these trips. Ielya is more gorgeous than the Silvan is. Especially disrobed." A few others who had accompanied them both before nodded vigorously.

"Wrong, the lot of you. Beautiful Inziladûn tops them all, I just know it." Damhir contested; one of the boys whistled softly in amazement as he imagined that ravishing spectacle. In fact, Damhir's opinion made everyone advance just a little faster.

"Getting closer now!" Amdir excitedly announced, hearing splashing and feminine giggles from the moon-dappled brook between the copse and flowered hills.

Damhir silently berated himself for not bringing his sketchbook. Consumed with the tragedy of the situation, he forgot to gingerly watch his step. His bare foot broke a twig apart; the sound was clearly audible.

"Careful, idiot!" Elhael hissed, slapping Damhir upside the head when he drew close.

"Sorry !" Damhir apologized, rubbing the back of his skull over his damp hair. "Varda's stars, they're laughing too much; I'm sure no one noticed. Relax, mellon nin."

"If you foul up this operation, we're so going to kill you," Amdir threatened who went backwards to shove Damhir roughly before returning to point. They arrived at the riverbank, shielded by the branches of the willows and tall plants. Some lowered themselves on the earth and others remained standing, slowly peeling back leaves and boughs to gaze at the awing, ethereal majesty beyond.


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My dear Lady Mordagnir,

Yes, I know: Tavari. But you must not rob me of the pleasure of a formal salutation! I hope this letter finds you well upon your return to Imladris. Whether I will also be there again yet, I do not know- and so I thought it best to write. You know how I do love to write. The journey home to the Greenwood was uneventful, unless you count Hwinnien’s renewed need to gallop through every peaceful flock of birds she could possibly disrupt from their foraging on the ground! Evidently time spent in the Vale has not diminished her enthusiasm for that particular game. I hope you may be spared her having taught it to Ñaltanáro! She misses him terribly, I can tell.

But enough about the weather! I had an adventure while sleeping last night, which prompts this letter.

I dreamed that I flew over sparkling quartz waters, all blue and green and white, caplets of foam and rippling swathes of glass-clear sea. There must have been a ship which bore me, but I did not see it; only the ocean beneath me, skimming away impossibly fast. The distance was unimaginable, but the time was as nothing, and though no night seemed to pass, at length a golden dawn seemed to break: in the distance, piercing shards of breathtaking sun-sheen through friendly purple clouds, illuminating a range of mountains all carven white. The tallest of these thrust up towards the sun, through the crowds, and about its peak eagles wheeled and called, and I knew it must be Taniquietil; the mountains the Pelóri, and the land towards which I flew, Aman.

The Undying Lands! How could they make their way into my dreams with such clarity, when I have never seen those blessed shores? The white ways and halls of Tirion upon Túna, the ever-green swards of the Valinor's, lonely Ezellohar, wonders beyond imagination, and you would not believe: of all that I glimpsed in my dream, the only personage I saw was a great huntsman upon a gleaming white steed. The hooves of the steed were golden and ringing, and his great neigh both quickened and quietened my heart. The huntsman, who could only be Oromë, upon the inestimable Nahar, raised his arm to hail me. In that moment I awoke, and it was several good moments before I knew where I was, or when, or that my dream had not been real, that I was home in my dear Greenwood.

Tavari, I know not what this means, if anything, but I knew at once that I must tell you of it. So wondrous fair, and yet tinged with sadness. Perhaps one day I shall see these sights for myself, but until then I must content myself with history, tales, and songs. I have never composed of Valinor myself, for I have always felt unable to do it justice, being born outside its light. Perhaps you may grace me with tales of your Home? Of your youth in the light of the trees? It seems impertinent to ask, but my Lady, my dearest Lady, I wish so to know you better. To know of the places and people that I have glimpsed in your history and the history of this great world we roam. And of course, to find material for my next ballad! Please say you would not deny a poor bard a bountiful source of material? Ode to Belmellon: The Greatest Kine!

My parents send their regards. No one can make Hwinnien mind like you, except my mother. I am ever in awe of her. My father promises to send a surprise for you upon my return, so you will have that to look forward to! They both wonder when you might visit again? I tell them you are quite the busiest nís in Imladris, but do they listen?

Until we soon meet again, I am your Fool,


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Ossiriand
Imrath Enedarad
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originally posted in Castles in the Sand
posts in black written by Aig


Imrath Enedarad, the valley of mid-day, Noonvale, was a peaceful place. To the north of the River Brilthor it lay deep and secret amongst the forest, a valley that dipped unexpectedly from the forest floor, found by secret ways and hidden paths. In places the valley was steep and sharp-sided, in others widened into a more gentle incline, and all through the vale ran a river. The nameless watercourse burbled swiftly over rock and gravel in some places, and in others widened into laziness, where the elves of the valley would punt of a warm afternoon, singing and feasting. There dwelt Nandor and Sindar, together in the country of the Green-Elves which the Noldor had named Lindon, for the ceaseless singing of its people. Song could always be heard in the valley, and when in the evening or morn sunlight lanced through the vale, illuminating river, rock and tree, it rose to a crescendo as each soul sang their praise to the sun. At night they sang to the stars; softly they sang to Elbereth, whispering choral melodies to the Starkindler. In the day they sang songs of everything: of legend and of battle, of tree and river, of a lover, or of a lost love. At times they sang without words, for song had begun thus, and would always return to its beginnings.

Among the Nandor and Sindar there lived one solitary Noldo. And yet she was unlike the Noldor, in the slenderness of her form, fairness of her skin and the great, shimmering silver length of her hair resembling more the Teleri, from whom the Grey- and Green-Elves had come. Yet she had come to Noonvale in the company of Noldor and counted herself among their kind, and the elves of the valley were courteous and kind souls who did not ask after her past lest she wished to speak of it. Tyelpelfindis, as she was named, had chosen to remain in the vale when her party had taken its leave, and dwelt there since, many long years. She lived alone, in one of the small dwellings set into the side of the valley clustered together. Though she had taken no spouse from among the inhabitants of the valley, was ever-ready to join in their frolic, song and laughter. An unknowable ancientness peered from behind her deep cobalt eyes, but was belied by their crinkling smile, and the youthful agility of her form as she darted among the trees or through the river like a nymph, in the company of other free spirits.

Tyelpelfindis had quickly learned the languages of both Sindar and Nandor, but could often be found singing in her own tongue of Quenya, despite the ban of Elu Thingol. In the secret and sequestered haven of Imrath Endarad the elves were seemingly independent of outside rule, and did not begrudge her the preservation of her speech. Indeed, some few of them, entranced by the tongue’s beauty, had pleaded the nís to teach it them, a request to which she had gladly acquiesced. Now several voices could at times be heard singing and even speaking in the elder words, and Tyelpelfindis was glad. The elves of the valley had given her a home and new life after her flight from the Undying Lands, in this place in all of Endórë that she had seen which came closest to their bliss, and if the least she could offer in exchange was the skill of her voice and ability for tongues, happily she gave them. Young ones came to her to learn the secrets of song and by countless hours she sat with them, instructing. Old ones invited her to their choirs at times, and her voice would ring throughout the valley, soaring above those of her fellows in ecstasy.

But now the voice of Tyelpelfindis was soft. Night had come to Noonvale, blanketing the valley in its soft sable embrace. Stars shone brightly overhead and here and there a pocket of vale-elves, or at times a singer alone, could be heard in the obscurity. Near the center of the valley, closest to most dwellings, burned a large roaring fire, around which elves drank and made merry, singing and dancing in the light and shadow cast by the flickering flames. One many nights the nís would have joined them, but this night drew her far from the merriment of the village, away southwards in the vale, to a small clearing in the trees. Here a stream ran down the steep side of the valley, coming to a cliff edge where it tumbled into waterfall, filling a clear pool below. Grassy sward surrounded the pool, its gravelly shore dotted with rock and boulder, and its surface glimmered with moonlight. The great round orb of Tilion was full and bright, flooding the clearing with pale light that gave a shadowy illumination to all things. Upon one of the boulders at the edge of the pool perched Tyelpelfindis, seated cross-legged atop the stone beneath a hoodless cloak of silver-green to ward away the night’s occasional chill. Her silver hair shone in the moonlight and cascaded down to the great stone where she sat as she tilted her head back to gaze at the stars.

Like many of her kind, the stars enchanted Tyelpelfindis. Their eternal beaming against the dark of night a beacon and a guide. Stars were her first memory, and they would never desert it. Two long fingers brushed against her cheek as she raised her hand to push back the thick locks that had slid forward over her shoulder and she shifted slightly, adjusting her bare feet against the stone. Her hands fell to rest lightly on her ankles as her lightly pink lips curved into a thoughtful smile she drew breath then to sing. It was a lilting tune that trod equally in the rich, round lower tones and soared effortlessly higher to linger in the upper register where the nís’s voice rang clear as a bell in the night as her song spun its tale.


Out-worn heart, in a time out-worn,
Come clear of the nets of wrong and right;
Laugh, heart, again in the grey twilight,
Sing, heart, again in the dew of the morn.
Your mother Eä is always young,
Dew ever shining and twilight grey;
Though hope fall from you and love decay.
Come, heart, where hill is heaped upon hill,
For there the mystical brotherhood
Of sun and moon and hollow and wood
And river and stream work out their will;
And Oromë stands winding his lonely horn,
And time and the world are ever in flight;
And love is kinder than the grey twilight,
And hope is dearer than the dew of the morn.

(Into the Twilight - W. B. Yeats, adjusted)


***

East Beleriand
The Abode of the Forest Kings


Rána shown brilliant white above the trees that bordered the moss-hung lane of the posh forest manse of Amrad and Amras; the heart of Earenolwë, a Lindar elf clad in green and brown, leapt at the sight of the lane, eager to begin his lone errantry. Going somewhere? drawled laconically an all-too familar voice from behind and Earenolwë swore silently to himself as he whirled around. King Celegorm was lounging on a porch swing that was suspended by chains that hanged from the ceiling of the tall entryway of the veranda. The King of Himlad, Celegorm the Fair, seemed like a lion - he appeared lazy but really he was quite alert and could pounce to kill at a moment; his spear was just in reach, leaning against the porch's balustrade. Huan, the mighty and faithful wolfhound of Celegorm who was Chief of his elf master's war and hunting dogs was stretched out near the hanging bench with several of his kind laying about keeping watch. One of which was Ráka, a white-furred and golden-eyed wolfhound that Celegorm had gifted Earenolwë with on the trek from the Gap of Maglor. Since this was to be a hunting trip, Celegorm had brought his own hounds ; he had wanted to give Earenolwë a present in honor of faithful service to the Cavalry of the Gap and for his comradeship to King Maglor, Celegorm's second-eldest brother. Really, he had paid little or no attention to Ráka despite her arduous willingness to serve and her gestures of affection ; he would accept no gifts from him. When Earenolwë had wanted to rest this night although his will had now changed, he had sent the dog forth from his appointed bedchamber when she had not stepped two paws in. She looked at Earen now, giving the master who did not want her a shy look before hastily returning her attention to the darkness of the surrounding forestry.

Yes, Earenolwë snapped. Anywhere I please, he finished and drawing the cowl of his earthen-hued cloak over his collar-length silver hair. King Celegorm's eyes narrowed dangerously, disliking the brazen curtness of the elf. Celegorm was already incensed that a gift of his - and he usually bestowed nothing - had been rejected by the fellow. This merely strengthened his already stoked ire. It pleases you to forsake your king, Teleri? cooly asked the familar voice of Celegorm's younger brother, Curufin; the elf, whore bore a strong resemblance to his defeated father, shared a joint-rulership with Celegorm in Himlad, Earenolwë turned to face him, finding the King leaning casually against the closest veranda pillar, arms folded. Sheathed on a weapons belt was his sword Narsil which shone with the golden-red light of the Sun and the white-silver sheen of the Moon and sheathless hanging was Curufin's iron-cleaving knife Angrist ; both were forged by the dwarf Telchar and given to Caranthir who in turn gifted them to his just younger brother. I'll handle this, Celegorm spoke, arising now from the swinging bench; Huan and Ráka arose and retreated away, giving room for the elf king.

Where will you go, Earen? Celegorm asked in a civil tone, and why? Earenolwë answered, knowing that Maglor should indeed know why he had gone when he awoke on the morrow's dawning. I have no idea. I just feel a lust for wandering, Celegorm .I just want to go wherever my boots will take me. I have served in the Gap too long. His last words made Celegorm straighten and Curufin, who had walked to his brother's side, gave Earen a disdainful look. These men required fierce obedience from their people and disfavored Earenolwë's decision. Wasn't freedom a reason why your father wanted the elves to leave Valinor? Earenolwë asked. The brothers stared. I will return. I just want time alone, to do with whatever I will. I would like to see the greenwoods for myself. After a moment Celegorm nodded and gestured for Ráka forward ; the wolfhound hesitantly approached. No, Earenolwë refused. Yes, Celegorm countered sharply and with pointing finger. She can protect you; you'll be alone out there and there are creatures that can kill you. She'll be more a match for them that that sword and bow you have. Take her. You'll need her. Huan barked his reinforcement from where he lay, knowing the she-hound's prowess in both war and the hunt. Earenolwë sighed and gave a nod. As he left the porch, Ráka dogged his heels, white tail wagging, happy to be of service at last.

Have you ever been to Nan Dungortheb? Earenolwë asked the Oarmen who was sitting across from him rowing the boat across the river. It was mid-afternoon and tomorrow would be the sixth week he would have been gone from King Maglor. The elf oarmen laughed. No. I have never been to that land of evil. Why do you ask? Now it was Earenolwë's turn to laugh. Because drinking from those waters maddens the mind! And I do believe that your wits have taken their leave! Ráka barked and her tongue hanged from her chops, humored; Earenolwë chuckled and gave her white fur a scratch. Surprisingly, hound and elf had become inseperable. This Imrath Enedarad vale of yours sounds like a paradise. I'm not sure why anyone would want to leave it. Earenolwë had been traveling for a long time now, trekking southeasternly; today he had come upon the borderwaters of Gelion and enjoyed the sight of the far green country named Ossiriand, the Land of the Seven Rivers - a realm replete with forests and turbulent streams where the fair and melodious singing of the Green-elves could be heard ; the beauty of the land and the song of the Laiquendi had impelled Earenolwë to find a ferryman. Earenolwë had known he was going to extend his journey but he was resolute not to return to his lord until he was well-pleased with his wanderings in this new land he was about to discover.

As he rowed both Earenolwë and his hound across the Gelion, the Oarman had been speaking of a wondrous and idyllic forest valley north of the River Brilthor and a river, atributary of the Glittering Torrent, ran burbling through the vale to create meandering streamlets and glorious waterfalls. The people of Noonvale ate and drank and danced and sang and made merry; it was a peaceful land and none had ever left its blissful enviorns save only a handful of Noldor who tarried a while, and of those he was one. The Oarman smiled sadly.Wanderlust claimed all - at this mention, Earenolwë interrupted, How could anyone want to wander away from menel ('Heaven', Quenya)? but the Oarman continued – but I just wanted to give people the opportunity to see Noonvale for themselves so I became a ferryman. I take people to Ossiriand but I just as soon as take them to Noonvale Many have accepted and others have declined for one reason or another through the years....you seem quite interested.

Earenolwë nodded firmly. Take me there. Please. The Oarman gave him a steady appraisal. If you go, you don't want to come back to the life you knew. Earenolwë glanced away. I've seen enough of war. That wouldn't be so bad. The Kinslaying lay heaving on his heart even after all these years; he had slain his own people to protect his Noldor friend Elerrína though she had been a belligerent; he couldn't bring himself to kill her. The Siege was sombering, sometimes even maddening... Earenolwë wanted peace. I won't stay there for long, just long enough, Earenolwë spoke. A few days. The Oarmen smiled. No...you'll stay there forever, he spoke as they reached the shore. For hours they hiked through the forested waterways that formed the great land between Brilthor and Legolin; the Oarman steered Earenolwë through paths that were secret and hidden in the halls and aisles of the waterwoods and the oarman time and again asked for Earenolwë's most solemn vows that he would never reveal these courses to another living soul of ungolden heart. They traversed much land, stopping only once to eat fresh fruit, hares that Ráka caught for them, and to drink cold water before continuing on; birds flitted past and now and then a squirrel or chipmunk dashed past or a badger came trotting by but nothing bigger or dangerous they encountered ; these paths were safe.

At last they came to Noonvale in the evening beneath a full and bright white Moon. And Earenolwë swallowed hard against the tightness in his throat and could not speak, as awed as he was by the sublime beauty of the place. It lay like a gift of Irmo beneath the star-sprinkled, velvet-back night sky and he felt in his heart that the sheer-sided vale of waterfall and river and rill and song was just for him. The merriment of the elves who celebrated at the valley's center before the guttering flames of a huge fire was almost tangible and the scent of the rainbow-bright forests and the peace that lay over the little kingdom of Joy like a warm and comforting blanket in fell winter moved him profoundly. And there was something...a Presence that he had not felt in a very long time but had always needed; forever he had felt incomplete without it, had been bereft of its immaculate love and undying desire for him, its claim to him, and had forgotten - impossible!- what it was. Until this moment, he had been living half-alive; Invisible fingers of the Presence tethered instantly to his soul and he was moving, unable to stop the momentum of Destiny and History, compelled by all-powerful force that he could not put to name; the Presence had somehow struck a chord inside the deeps of his heart ; it voicelessly called to him, and he had to answer....or he might die. In agony. For eternity he knew he would love the Presence that beckoned him...and that the Presence felt just the same, if not more...

Something caught him, his arm, and Earenolwë looked behind; the Oarman smiled at him and his eyes welled with tears at sight of Noonvale. Namárië ("Farewell," Quenya), he spoke, his grip loosening...and he was gone, disappearing into the shadows. Earenolwë hastily descended the steep path into the secret valley of Noonvale and Raka trotted after; the air grew warmer as they got lower and the scents of trees and supper were in the air. Several of the partying elves had espied Earenolwë and his wolfhound from afar and came to meet him as he approached. Stranger, welcome, one elf greeted warmly in Sindarin but he and the others gave Earenolwë a wary look. You bring a weapon with you, the sword. You may not visit or dwell here armed. Your bow and quiver you may keep for hunting and sport but the sword will be held until you leave this place. Earenolwë removed the sheathed sword and gave the Fair Thorn to the elf. Keep it. I will never need it again, Earenolwë replied in Sindarin and walked away, for he felt the shimmering of the Presence now more strongly, the sense of her wavering like a candle's flickering flame-bright and glimmering and steady; southwards, would he find what was pulling him. The Elves stared after his departing form, wondering who newcomer was. His hound lingered and whining, not knowing if she should follow her elfin master or not; the elves enticed the wolfhound with food and Ráka at last divulged, trusting that in this peaceful place the elf would not be harmed.

He was in the woods now in the south now, the sound of waters noisy but pleasant; a waterfall was near. He did not drift through the forest, he strode; he was not searching but felt summoned. Earenolwë knew exactly where the Presence was, closer now to waterfall and small pool; there was no doubt, he could see the setting in his mind and somehow he knew, he realized with sudden awareness that the Presence was a feminine one. Excitement propelled him faster now with an iron will, heightened his senses; every twig snap beneath his boots, the scent of forest and his own sweat, the noise of small ground creatures running out of the way of his inexorable advance. Suddenly he heard the Singing and, the clear and angelic music of the fair woman's voice gave him pause, moving him to immediate stillness. The song moved him but not half so much as how it was sang ; the Voice which was rich and rhapsodic but as clearand as ethereal as the slyphic manir of Elbereth and the Elder King and so in his heart he named her Aenillindë, the 'Angel Singer'. in the High Speech and the tongue of the Sindar. Her Presence attracted even stronger than it had before now and like a lodestone, she drew him magnetically to her. She was meant for him and with this acceptance came a sort of peace and walking as if enchanted he came to a small clearing that was streaked with bright moonbeams. A stream ran fast and wild over the steep side of the vale, coming to a cliff edge where it tumbled as a waterfall, filling a clear pool below. Earenolwë walked along the banks of the pool, working his way over the massive boulders.

The clearing was a cathedral of plunging and pooling waters, jumbled rocks, and ringed by trees that shut out the world leaving whoever came here alone ; the skies were full of stars and the moon's light shone on a solitary figure, a willowy female being whose hair was a long and beautiful, lush silver sweep; she seemed balance between water and earth, a spirit of the air. He made his way through the clusters of great rock, closer, closer. Do not move, my angel, he insisted silently and he stopped still a few paces away from the glowing-silver boulder in Tilion's light. She was the Presence he had sensed so keenly; the power of their bond was warm and strong and undeniable. In moments he was to her and his fingertips slid through her hair that shone like quicksilver in the white brilliance of the celestial sphere. Like a moth to flame, Aenillindë, I am drawn to your soul’s Fire. And, like so, are you inextricably bound to me. We are On eonce more, by water and 'neath star. Isn't that where it all began, my love? he uttered, remembering more now and his fingers gently traced the tip of her ear and a shock went through him, knowing this was important but he could still not see her face in his memory. He recovered and bent; his lips touched her silver hair. Whether in Aman or Endor, I know not but I promise you if I had left, I will never again. And if you become a phantom and take flight, I will chase you until you are in my arms again. Our destinies are twined, dearest. Whether elf or spirit, you are mine and I am yours. Do not be unkind. Show me your sweet face. He turned her cheek with the gentlest of fingers.

***

Song echoed through the clearing still, bouncing off of its stones and the clear surface of the pool. When the words of Tyelpelfindis’ song had died away her voice had continued, singing without words as she gazed to the stars. Within the nís a powerful yearning had begun to arise as she sang; from where, she knew not, only that the ache grew stronger and deeper with each passing moment. The yearning filled her voice, the wordless song crying out to Varda for relief. Something tugged at her very fëa, gripping it in tight fingers and drawing the melody unbidden from her lips. At last the insatiable longing came to a pinnacle, releasing itself in one final high, bell-like, lingering note that shimmered upon the night sky before slowly fading into silence.

As its last echo disseminated, a touch caused Tyelpelfindis to stiffen, her body straight and still atop the boulder. All unnoticed, someone had crept up behind her, and he spoke now as his fingers slipped amongst her silver tresses. The voice was deep and smooth- familiar, as though it had abode in some secret corner of her heart, now unlocked. Her eyes grew wider, We are one once more by water and ‘neath star, he claimed, and at once she knew. The breath froze in her throat and as though in a dream she heard his voice and felt his touch upon her hair, from far away. When his fingers alighted upon her cheek, turning her face towards him, Tyelpelfindis followed the motion and came to her feet in a rush, the mantle spilling from her shoulders to pool on the rock below as she stood full-heighted before him. No sooner has his face come into her sight than their gazes touched and at once her consciousness sped away, far away, and far back.

Warmth. Softness. Something stirred against her face, brushing it with light feelers. As though breaking the surface of some viscous liquid she emerged from sleep, body slowly uncurling itself and her face turning upwards, where it was touched by the light breath of moving air. Just as slowly her eyes came open for the first time, and were met with wonder. A vast, inky plain was spread above, and here and there among it were sparkling, shining lights. Joy thrilled her, and with a sharp gasp and a curve of her spine she sat straight up, captivated by the lights and unable to tear her gaze from their splendor. Until a touch made itself known upon her shoulder; then she turned her face to see a male of her kind, the lights reflected in the pale blue of his eyes, staring at her from mere inches away. His hand reached up to grasp her face and she smiled, the smooth pale flesh of her face crinkling for the first time in expression. She came swiftly to her feet and caught his hands in hers, pulling him after as she rose and when they had attained their legs she gazed outwards.

They stood upon a grassy plain, smooth and shimmering in the pale light from above, and nearby was a large pool into which tumbled a fall of fragmented crystal. All about others were rising from the greensward, male and female, uttering muted cries and exclamations. Some had begun to move about, discovering the other pairs as she had. In her new stillness her hand crept to his and slid within it, her fingers twining closely with his. She stood near to him in the pale light and sounds of water, and beyond thinking her lips had parted and from her throat issued a pure, clear sound as she turned her face to the belighted overhead plain again. It vibrated and hummed within her and rang sweetly without, and soon others had lifted their voices with hers. At first they remained steady, but after a time began to diverge, creating new tones and patterns in the song as they began to sing not only to the stars but to one another. Laughter crept into the song, an infectious wave, as a wind sweeping through bluebells. Her laughter rose with the others and she darted away towards the pool, fleet on her new legs. As her toes touched the shallows she glanced back and saw him chasing after her from behind the long glinting strands of her hair.

The water splashed up about her ankles and she halted, feet sliding in the smooth pebbles and soaked earth. The thin clear liquid rose above her ankles and around her calves, cool against the bare skin, and when she lifted her foot remained clinging there. He had caught her up now, and as he entered the pool now reached out to catch her by the arm. But the water’s unexpected impediment of his momentum caused him to stumble, pushing her off of her one-footed balance and both fell with a great splash into the water. The surface of the pool closed briefly over her head and her still wide eyes saw the world obscured by its shifting depth before instinct claimed her and she broke the surface with a sharp exhalation and spray of water. The thick mass of her hair was plastered wetly to her neck and shoulders, across her face as well, where she reached up with a hand to pull it aside, floundering with her other arm. When she could see again she caught sight of him nearby, in a similar state and gave vent to her mirth in laughter. The water was still shallow; if she allowed one leg to dip down she could reach its bottom, but found that if she lifted both legs she could propel herself easily across the surface with smooth strokes of her arms, and so came quickly to him, where she took his face in her hands and brushed the sopping hair from it. Others had begun to splash into the pool and beneath the falls now, but her smile was for him alone as his arm wrapped ‘round her slender waist and drew her close.


Only the merest fraction of an instant had passed since Tyelpelfindis had risen to face the strange nér, who was yet not strange. His hair was shorter now, but still glinted silver, and the strong shape of his face were the same, as was the sky-blue of his eyes. Her lips parted in unbelieving wonder and her arms raised slowly; she took his face in her hands even as she had so long ago, though now her gaze was searching. “Istan antolya (I know your face, Quenya),” she murmured, her head tilting slightly to the side. She drew closer to him, her cheek touching his as her lips brushed the hollow of his jaw, her eyes half closed in remembrance. Back she drew again, caressing his cheekbone with an errant thumb. “I know your voice. I know you, though I do not know your name. I know you, by water and ‘neath star.”


***

No, don't, I have just found you Aenillindë! Earenolwë desperately thought as the woman swiftly removed herself from the large stone and he was so shocked by her sudden and impossible movement that he could not move to stop her. The maiden did not flee. She whirled to face him. It was not a Maia which had chosen Beleriand for her abode, as Queen Melian had. The woman was an elf.. Not a holy spirit. Someone he had known once, long ago. A nameless elleth whom he belonged to, a woman he had loved always. He was suddenly far, far away....

Sound. He had been awake for moments but his eyes had not opened yet ; he lay unmoved, his muscles untested. He was unsure whether he wanted to know the source of the roaring and burbling, the holders of the strange cries and bizarre utterances he could hear noisily all about him, too. At last he caused the lids of his eyes to slowly raise. Colors. An arresting blue. Bright silver. He was lucidly aware of their beauty and he opened his eyes wider, anxious. A female of his kind. He lay there on the soft grass staring amazed ; the woman was his first sight, and she was glorious.

He was aware of the grandeur of the luminescence in the dark sky but the sweep of the coruscating fires in the heavens were not as lovely as the woman he beheld and the male felt a warmth, a mellow and searing sensation inside himself. Love andLonging. There was a clearness that she was meant for him - Destiny? - and a keen awareness that there was a strong attraction. Desire. He moved closer and became still again as he watched her as sitting in awe of the sparkling lights. Her hair was gleaming silver and luxuriant, complementing the contours of her body. She was tall, almost as tall as he, and her fair face lifted towards heaven. No! He wanted her to gaze at him. He sat up, his posture identical to hers now. He touched her once though his fingers wanted to feel the pale, smooth skin ; he was afraid she might not appreciate his gesture and so his hand swiftly retreated and he sat resigned that he had done something wrong and had upset her. He was mistaken. She turned her face to look upon him. Her eyebrows were graceful silver arches and the woman's bright blue eyes came unafraid to his. The connection was so powerful that it threatened to drain his sense of self.

His lips moved. A smile. He raised his hand, wanting to hold her face; he needed to touch her again and this time he would not let go but the woman had arose swiftly; his heart hammered his chest. She was leaving! No. Her bare feet were planted on the grass; if she was going anywhere, it would be with him ;yes, she caught his still-suspended hand and he gave her his other. She pulled him to stand with her. She gazed outwards but he could only stare at her. Her fingers embraced his and the man squeezed though gently, knowing he should somehow because he felt a tenderness for her. The sound he had heard when he awoke, it had belonged to the flowing liquid in the pool near and the crashing water of the falls on mere and stone. Now there was a new sound and it came from others like them, and it was not steady for long but grew more dynamic, ever changing into new tones and patterns; now the sound - singing - it came from her and in forms beautiful and rhapsodic and majestic, merry and serene and sweet.

He sang with her, singing without words, his sounds seeking to mold themselves in harmony with the themes of all the female's songs of immeasurable splendour. Suddenly, she was gone, her legs moving across the sward swiftly, running away from him and she made a new sound, an ebullient expression of joy as she fled from him. It almost broke his heart. This was not so amusing. He went after her - not as graceful though, a swift rush on the green. Close now, only a few paces behind ; his eyes closed several times as her hair whipped like a silver banner ; he was in love with the fragrance of her shining hair. He plunged into the water after the woman - his woman - but one could not easily run into the liquid that filled the pool and he stumbled as he had tried to reach for her arm, causing them both to strike the water with a tremendous splash. The water was cool, delightfully so, but his first thought was to break the surface of the pool, wanting the air again and he submerged quickly with a gasp.

He swept the palm of his hand across his face, ridding the droplets of water and his mouth parted and there was an eruption of strange sound. It mirrored the female's own melodious explosion of merriment. Laughter. She swam for him and rising from the water she touched his face, taking it in her hands and brushed the damp strands of hair away. His lips stretched gently, a smile forming and his gaze wandered, overwhelmed by the ethereal sight of her. He pulled her to him and his eyes widened at the sudden thrilling contact, his lips parting, amazed at her softness, the beauty of her form. His hands explored with gentleness the femininity of her body, its exquisite shape, her curves and bones; her fingers stroked his chest, the palms of her small fine hands slid over his shoulders to flow smoothly down the toned muscle of his arms.

Suddenly her lip stouched him -on his chest here, another press there. His throat. The male'seyes half-closed; he was enraptured. Compelled, he pressed his lips against hers softly and once; she responded, immediately, a brushing on his mouth, curious. He wanted more than that, had enjoyed the silk-softness of her mouth; his lips embraced hers firmly. She broke away, laughing peculiarly, light and nervous. A giggle. The woman fled, sloshing through the waters towards the falls as quickly as the momentum of the liquid would allow. He smiled again, would not allow her to escape him once more. He hurried through the pool, careful this time, as he pursued her to the falls. He caught her before she attempted to dive and her laughter was as silver as her wet and clinging hair. They kissed each other and tenderly, the love and need consensual.

He let go of her to crouch and the male scooped water and laved her with the liquid and a sigh of pleasure escaped her mouth and she kissed him again, sliding her lissome wet, white arms around the male. He drew her sideways, directly into the tumbling sheets of falling water. He lifted her out of the star-shining spray and her legs clasped themselves around him; he kissed her and eagerly and she responded with the same measure of passion, her fingers clutching. He was a part of her, she was a part of him, and the beauty of Cuiviénen was a part of them both. He looked into her eyes, blue as the shimmering small orbs that sprinkled overhead, before his nose went to her neck to affectionately stroke and his lips kneaded there; she made low, prolonged sounds. Moans. He moved them into the cascading water and she held fast to his neck as they swayed to and fro 'neath the crashing water. He held her wet, shivering body joined to his, letting the waterfall pour down on them the torrent waters of the place of their Awakening.

Orëtári ("queen of my heart", Quenya),
Earenolwë murmured as her lips touched the hollow of his jaw and he held her as he did long ago when she had first touched his face. His hands retreated around her smoothly and his palms felt her back. She did not know his name. Earenolwë, he spoke. Give me yours or ever will I call you Aenillindë, my Angel Singer. He smiled then. Perhaps I shall call you both. She caressed his cheekbone and his eyes welled with tears, obscuring his vision; he took the stroking finger and lifted it to his lips. And then he withdrew it so he could kiss her lips. It was like a strike of lightning; he was stunned by how much he had missed this act of Love. He held her tightly now, deepening his kiss; somehow he knew she wanted this, too; it had a been a very longtime and as parched ground needed ain, so did they need this from each other.

Their kiss was slow and intimate. He drew her towards the earth and seized her mantle to lay them both upon it ; her hair fanned against the material and the wave of his hand upon her spill of hair was loving and sweet. He was over her now and he bent to kiss her mouth. You left me, he spoke but softly, a fact and not accusing. I let you, he spoke and though he was hurting, his voice remained steady, untrembling. That won't happen again. Not this time, Aenillindë. We awoke together and by your side I will remain all the days of my life. Perhaps you are like a waterfall, lissiorë ("Sweetheart," Quenya). Going where you have to. If you have chosen to abide here, I won't take you away. But I do want to stay with you. Forever. I want to pledge myself to you, the stars and the water and Elbereth, witness to my vows. But you're as free as a bird, so that will not happen. Just tell me you won't push me away. And he lowered himself to kiss her again.

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Aenillindë. The name struck a deep answering chord within the nís; she was one of so few who had ever known but one name, and this new appellation slid neatly into place beside her own as though it had always been meant to reside there. Before she could answer, give him her true name, he had drawn her closer. For the moment they stood joined in the pale light it was as though no time had passed and the rushing waters by which they kissed were not of Noonvale but Cuiviénen, never faded nor waned nor forgotten. Tyelpelfindis slipped her arms about him; Earenolwë she knew his name to be now, her fingers threading up the back of his neck and into the silver of his hair. His arm tightened about her, and as one they moved, falling earthwards in a slow rush; she settled onto her back upon her cloak as it covered the ground beneath, and Earenolwë was next to her, upright still, though as he stroked her hair he bent to capture her lips softly once more.

The nís' fingers reached up to touch his face as she listened to him speak. When again he lowered himself she put up her hand between them, halting the descent of his lips, and tracing their outline instead with her fingertip. “Tyelpelfindis.” she said at last. “So Imin named me when I chose to abide among his people. After we last beheld each other, dearest. I left you,” she repeated his words, “I left all our kindred of song and sea and star to go with them because I felt I must; the Minyar drew me and I count myself now among the Noldor. But I have never forgotten our silver and singing kin in Awakening, nor you. Like the waterfall I run the course I am set and leap when I must, trusting that fate will see me aright.” Tyelpelfindis sat up suddenly, with the arch of the spine that had ever been her fashion in arising. She clasped Earenolwë’s hand and spoke earnestly. “Remain in this vale. Imrath Enedarad, the green-elves call it- Noonvale. Here is peace and plenty, which few have seen and where fewer dwell, and bliss abides.”


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But will you take Aenillinde for own, my love? Many are the names of a quendu, Earenolwë asked and kissed her tracing finger. She had called him dearest and so was he unafraid to call her something just as endearing, this woman he loved with a love that was more than love since the dawning of their Creation; she still must have felt the same...surely she must have always cared for him just as passionately, just as true, yes? You...accepted Imin's name, Earenolwë mentioned quietly, not being able to release the hurt that welled within the spaces of his heart. He looked away from her, towards the water, and his features became distorted, a grimace of pain as his heart ached for Tyelpelfindis to enjoy something he would give her, that it would honestly mean something special to her. You accepted the fellowship of the Noldor. The muscles of Earenolwë's jaw tensed; because of the Noldor he had betrayed his own people and so began his soul's anguish in exile; now he had another reason to disfavor them. You cherished star's light first before you ever loved me. His sky-blue eyes closed, remembering how inept he was to prevent her first sight of them. Won't you honor me somehow, too?

He listened to her speak and he tensed, experiencing a maelstrom of emotions. Could she, on a whim, leave him again? Or had Fate set their paths aright at last? His nose stroked the white skin of cheek and his lips touched the corner of her mouth ; he then leaned to kiss the warm curve of her neck . He sat up with Tyelpelfindis And so you here abide, Earenolwë pointed out, reminding, looking into her blue eyes. And that's why I will stay. There is beauty and tranquility here but this new chance with you means more to me than all the majesty I could find in the world, my love. This place could be a desert – he laughed and cradled the back of her silver hair – but I wouldn't care. Not if you were with me. And he kissed her gently but when his lips slid against hers, a rising passion destroyed the worrisome thought that it was too soon for this and so he kissed her with a renewed ardor, as if there would never be another opportunity.
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"He was a part of her, she was a part of him, and the beauty of Cuiviénen was a part of them both." Awwww :winkkiss: :smooch: !

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Oof I fell behind updating this but I think I have now rounded up everything that's new since the last update, and the OP has been updated to include:

-Post 3 of Letters From Lindon under Moriel
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Forgot to post here yesterday, but I just need to say that Oblivion is such a beautifully haunting and melancholic and moving work <3 I don't think I cried this much reading something since either The Burning God by R. F. Kuang (that was crying and screaming at the same time) or The Black Sun by Rebecca Roanhorse (come to think of it now I also cried and screamed at that... *thinking face*).

I loved how you handled all the sensitive themes there and I keenly felt Tavari's loss. You wrote this so skilfully and I am honestly awed by this! And the imagery too! I shan't say much, don't want to spoil it for those who haven't read it, but the paragraph that begins with this sentence "Tavari rolled up her sleeve and contemplated her arm." was just heartbreakingly beautiful! And that ending! Oh my! Will it be strange if I tell you how perfectly you wrote that, I could literally see the image you wrote! It honestly is one of the best things I've read on the Plaza and I'm looking forward to more of this :smooch:
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@A Good Wife thank you so much!! I'm so glad you enjoyed the post so thoroughly (crying and all, which honestly makes me feel great about it coming across as I intended :lol:), and that the imagery came through so vividly! That's almost always something I'm going for- a cinematic sort of style that allows you to clearly visualize and feel what's going on, without going too overboard on description. Thank you, thank you :smooch: And do feel free to keep commenting here, reviews are always welcome!!

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300 Frost points! (I've decided to increase the number after reading it again) Don't Look Back was beautiful and tragic and wonderful. It's far and away my favorite things that you've ever written. I could feel Capalimo's joy and bounding enthusiasm as much as I could feel his terror, confusion, and heartbreak. Even after everything of yours I've already read, you can still manage to surprise me! :grin:
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@The King in Yellow You are too kind as always :smooch: It's definitely one of my favorite things I've ever written too and I'm so glad you enjoyed it!! More to come from Capalimo :grin: *hoards Frost points*

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-A new story under Moriel in the Third Age: Reunion, which is currently playing out in the Lindon Masquerade (with Frost), and its first 5 posts!
-A new series under Miscellaneous, entitled The Mingling of the Lights. It begins with Laurelin, which I wrote about ten years ago after being awarded the ATR. I always sort of meant to turn it into a series, and now I'm coming back to it to do just that :grin:
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OP has been updated with Part 1 of Glîngaereth under Moriel in the third age! :grin: This entry consists of four previously written posts from years ago, lightly edited.
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*cue effusive praise* I don't know if it's because I read all of "The Ward" yesterday and have been reading and writing a bunch of Moriel/Izzy related content lately but I feel like this latest delve into her past is bringing out something I didn't know she was capable of. I mean yes, obviously I knew she was capable of it, but the way you write it is quite brilliant and understated. There aren't many bells and whistles to Glîngaereth but it's beautiful and fluid. I need more! MOAR!
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@The King in Yellow Soon there will be MOAR!! I'm so excited to return to this storyline and flesh out things that have been bulletpoints in my head for so long.

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-the final two posts of Who's Your Daddy? under Kamion, and a new heading for the next Kamion and Walpurga story arc, Estrenar!
-the ninth post of Helcë etta Anga under Sombelenë in the third age!

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Moriel wrote: Mon Feb 22, 2021 6:07 amThe taste of his blood was still on her tongue and she could feel the pulsation of the ink in his skin, throbbing like… well, it was a crude metaphor. (emphasis my own op.a.)
Dear reader, I died. :rofl:

I think Helcë etta Anga is my favorite colab you and Frost are writing. I've been following these installments with a passion and they are a joy to read! :smooch:
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Moriel wrote: Tue Feb 16, 2021 6:40 am OP has been updated with a new character heading Capalimo Condorórë: Warrior of Virtue, and his debut post Don't Look Back in the First Age! :grin:
I was gently nudged in this direction, but rather than entering the AoA OOC and stirring some ghosts there :embarrassed: :lol: I'll comment here. :grin:
Capalimo had been born at the height of summer, thirty-five years ago. He was a gangling youth, not yet full grown, with ashy brown hair, pale-brown eyes, a quick wit, and the lean strength of a young person who spent much of his time scaling tall trees.
I really loved the attention to detail in the portrayal of the little elfling. It's simultaneously awesome and very confusing to think of someone that is 35, yet a gangly preadolescent :lol: But this is an excellent touch, that's what makes everything so real. I also liked the family bonding over song <3 such a lovely moment.
Elven births were normally fairly peaceful
:lol: Reader, I died at this, but I like the idea of happy and easy elven births, they get enough suffering through life, why not give the mothers an easy time eh. Although this wasn't one... But anyway, to conclude and try not to spoil much to people who haven't read it. I like the wee elfling, I am enthusiastic for more and I can't wait to see where life will lead him! (If you say to death's door I will cry.)
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@A Good Wife As much as I grouse about Tolkien not giving us enough detail about some things, I thank him every time I need something from Laws and Customs Among the Eldar :lol: Which fortunately has detailed descriptions of elvish aging from childhood to adulthood! There's still room for interpretation of course, and it's something I'm having tons of fun exploring :grin: More Capalimo soon!! I have several specific posts planned out in AoA soon, as well as having plotted the trajectory of his life. Which, I don't mind spoiling for you, is ongoing in the "present" time :lol: As I mentioned, ideas about elvish childbirth have been lovingly ripped off from the Bajorans :googly:

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@Moriel - I haven't read the Laws and Customs Among the Eldar yet, but I should. I have a feeling I would laugh at some things. Saying that I often did wonder what a menopausal she-elf would be like, and I will gift you with that plot bunny idea :lol: because I have a feeling you will run with it and make grand things of it. :grin: Bajoran childbirth = elvish childbirth is now canon! *bangs the Gravel of Canon Law* :grin:
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@A Good Wife C A N O N :fish: (my version of the gavel)

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OP has been updated with

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OP has been updated with:

-Aman's Light under The Lioness and the Fool (for the Gelvari shippers)
-posts 8, 9, and 10 of Reunion under Moriel in the Third Age
-post 11 of Rembina under Davos Seaworth in the Years of the Trees
-posts 2 and 3 of Estrenar under Kamion
-a new heading under Moriel entitled Ships in the Night (tentative title), and its first two posts

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OP has been updated with

-The Ballad of Breigon under Capalimo Condorórë in the First age
-posts 5 & 6 of Ships in the Night under Moriel in the Third Age

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