That night Weena and I slept in a special collections room that had as yet no trees growing within it. As Weena snored gently by my side I cast my mind back to our first encounter, far away in a northern realm. I had walked into that hidden valley unknowing, for my path was only to the mountains and was surprised indeed to hear singing. I walked on, curious and alert. Presently I saw one of the Rivendell Elves, one who remained after the last ship had sailed - a faded Elf of our our own age of the world.
She was a slight creature—perhaps five feet high—clad in a purple tunic, girdled at the waist with a leather belt. Sandals or buskins—I could not clearly distinguish which—were on her feet; her legs were bare to the knees, and her hair was curly and black. She struck me as being a very beautiful and graceful creature, but indescribably frail. Her flushed face reminded me of the more beautiful kind of consumptive—that hectic beauty of which we used to hear so much.
In another moment we were standing face to face, I and this fragile Firstborn thing, lost in her futurity. She came straight up to me and laughed into my eyes. The absence from her bearing of any sign of fear struck me at once. Then she turned to the two others who were following her and spoke to them in a strange and very sweet and liquid tongue.
There were others coming, and presently a little group of perhaps eight or ten of these exquisite creatures were about me. One of them addressed me. It came into my head, oddly enough, that my voice was too harsh and deep for them. So I shook my head, and, pointing to my ears, shook it again. She came a step forward, hesitated, and then touched my hand. Then I felt other soft little tentacles upon my back and shoulders. They wanted to make sure I was real. There was nothing in this at all alarming. Indeed, there was something in these pretty little people that inspired confidence—a graceful gentleness, a certain childlike ease. And besides, they looked so frail that I could fancy myself flinging the whole dozen of them about like ninepins.
And then, looking more nearly into their features, I saw some further peculiarities in their Dresden china type of prettiness. Their hair, which was uniformly curly, came to a sharp end at the neck and cheek; there was not the faintest suggestion of it on the face, and their ears were singularly minute. The mouths were small, with bright red, rather thin lips, and the little chins ran to a point. The eyes were large and mild; and—this may seem egotism on my part—I fancied even that there was a certain lack of the interest I might have expected in them.
As they made no effort to communicate with me, but simply stood round me smiling and speaking in soft cooing notes to each other, I began the conversation. I pointed to my mouth and then to my belly. Then, hesitating for a moment how to express my hunger, I made a chewing gesture. At once a quaintly pretty little figure in chequered purple and white followed my gesture, and then astonished me by imitating the sound of thunder.
For a moment I was staggered, though the import of her gesture was plain enough. The question had come into my mind abruptly: were these Elves fools? You may hardly understand how it took me. You see, I had always anticipated that the Elves of Middle-earth would be incredibly in front of us in knowledge, art, everything. Then one of them suddenly asked me a question that showed her to be on the intellectual level of one of our five-year-old children—asked me, in fact, if I needed to break wind! A flow of disappointment rushed across my mind. For a moment I felt that I had rediscovered the Lost Homely House of Imladris in vain.
A queer thing I soon discovered about my little hosts, and that was their lack of interest. They would come to me with eager cries of astonishment, like children, but, like children they would soon stop examining me, and wander away after some other toy. I noted that almost all those who had surrounded me at first were gone. It is odd, too, how speedily I came to disregard these little people. I was continually meeting more of these fading Elves, who would follow me a little distance, chatter and laugh about me, and, having smiled and gesticulated in a friendly way, leave me again to my own devices.
Yet that day I made a friend—of a sort. It happened that, as I was watching some of these little people bathing in a shallow, one was seized with cramp and began drifting downstream. The main current ran rather swiftly, but not too strongly for even a moderate swimmer. It will give you an idea, therefore, of the strange deficiency in these creatures, when I tell you that none made the slightest attempt to rescue the weakly crying little thing who was drowning before their eyes.
When I realised this, I hurriedly slipped off my clothes, and, wading in at a point lower down, I caught the poor mite and drew her safe to land. A little rubbing of the limbs soon brought her round, and I had the satisfaction of seeing she was all right before I left her. I had got to such a low estimate of her kind that I did not expect any gratitude from her. In that, however, I was wrong.
This happened in the morning. In the afternoon I met my little Elf-woman, as I believe it was, as I was returning to my camping ground after an exploration of the Rivendell Library, and she received me with cries of delight and presented me with a big garland of flowers—evidently made for me and me alone. The thing took my imagination. Very possibly I had been feeling desolate. At any rate I did my best to display my appreciation of the gift. We were soon seated together in a little stone arbour, engaged in conversation, chiefly of smiles. The creature’s friendliness affected me exactly as a child’s might have done. We passed each other flowers, and she kissed my hands. I did the same to hers. Then I tried talk, and found that her name was Weena, which, though I don’t know what it meant, somehow seemed appropriate enough. That was the beginning of a queer friendship which lasted a week, and ended—as I will tell you!
Eat earth. Dig deep. Drink water.