Addhor and Domanol Raxëlilta
First circle - Home. Many years ago now.
Private. Post 1 of 2.
First circle - Home. Many years ago now.
Private. Post 1 of 2.
By the time they'd reached the last gate before home, Addhor was convinced that Domanol had dropped more of the contents of his bucket than he'd ever collected in the first place. It wasn't deliberate of course. The boy's natural exuberance put him in an impossibly animated state. Every hour of every day. His elder brother could not ever recall being so .. lively. Fidgety .. even when he had been that small. But then he hadn't had an elder brother to exasperate.
Even before the gateguard asked if they had anything to declare, Dom had given up his bucket, with the sort of pride that suggested it contained jewels instead of weeds. It had been the same at every gate they'd been allowed to pass back down through, every day this week.
"That looks twice as much as yesterday," the guard supposed, even as his fellow sentry rolled eyes in the waning sun.
"He didn't spill as much of it today " the older of the young boys sighed. To be honest, they might have gathered more today than the rest of the week. This had been the last chance. The nettles and the dandelions could bolster several meals. Maybe the apothecary would buy some ? The cleavers, the plantain, ... it was all better than nothing. It would have been better if they'd been paid for their trouble. Rather than just entrusted to dispose of the 'waste'. A few pretty flowers to brighten the table would not make up for what the picking of those irreplaceable flowers had cost them. At least he'd managed to impress upon his sibling to not swing his load about so excitedly. Still there was so much cleavers stuck all over the smaller boy he might have worn clothes of the stuff !
"Your mother is going to love such a pretty bouquet," the surlier guard mentioned, waving then through and on their way. Whether it was patronising or sarcastic, neither of the children refuted the opinion, even though they both knew full well it was not a bouquet that their mother needed. Even if Domanol had been so especially helpful today that he'd picked almost as many flowers as weeds. On the day they would have otherwise been paid for their labour.
Instead of even a meagre amount of coin to hand to their frazzled, stressed out mother, so that she could maybe get some sleep at night, instead they had lost the custom of a repeat but now disappointed customer. With nothing but sore muscles and buckets, even pockets, full of garden waste to show for it. Add found himself revisiting the hindsight yet again, that he ought to have left Dom at home. But their mother was working extra late this week, the neighbour next door wasn't well so their favourite babysitter already had her hands full, and the last time he'd left Dom unattended ... it had been more than a few flowers his brother had managed to ruin. They really could not afford any more repairs or compensation right now.
"There's so much. Mother will be really happy," the younger boy assumed though. It made a difference, those three years. Domanol had no idea what was truly at stake here. To be fair, his mother and brother protected him from it as much as they could. Often there had been moments they felt that he should understand, why they got so cross when he did things that made it all a whole lot harder, because he simply didn't understand. But unless they truly did dig up some jewels in the soil, he would figure it out sooner rather than later. Times were hard. It was the same for every family on the First. First reached, last served, some said. But there were always ways to get along, if you were bold enough.
As they arrived at home, Addhor began to mentally count up how much they were short. He didn't even know. But it was enough. Or rather, he knew they did not have enough. He'd sold his books to the nice man in the market. He'd tried his hardest to work a job. He wasn't old enough, not tall enough, not strong enough. And so all that he could earn would probably have never been enough.
There was only one person that folks on the First circle went to, when there was no other option left. If they did not wish to steal that is, or find themselves out on the street. It was dangerous. But maybe .. just maybe old Narohtar would feel sorry for him. Or be kinder than he sounded in all of the stories that were told. Horror stories.
"Put those out on the table and go play. In the garden only," he advised his brother, once they'd let themselves in.
"I'm going to wash them. And put them in a jar," his brother of course entirely ignored what he'd been told.
"You broke the jar last night," Add was forced to remind him. "I'll sort them when I get back. Stay in the garden. Alright ? I won't be long." he didn't imagine it would take long. He was used to hearing "No". It hadn't taken yet though. He had to at least try. And the fact that mother had said she would absolutely never resort to .. well. Now she wouldn't have to.
"Where are you going ?" Of course Dom was not going to take instructions at face value. The younger brother was already preparing to ask if he could come along, when he received the look. Dom was used to hearing "No" as well. It had not taken in him any more than it had in his brother. Stubborn, mother said. It came from their father. They had to take her word for that of course. And there never came any more talk after that. Just awkward, sad, quiet.
"You don't need to know where I'm going," Addhor faced his brother's unquenchable curiosity. "I'm going to talk to a friend," he put in as a second thought. "From school. About homework," The lies were coming thick and fast now. But at least the alibi had bored his brother out of any more questions.
"You don't have any friends," Dom reminded him. Which didn't hurt any less because it was true. He didn't have time for friends. Or fun. An arm extended quietly in the direction of the back door. And utterly oblivious to whether he had hurt his brother's feelings with the truth, the younger boy gambled out to fight the giant tree with the most dangerous stick he could find at its roots. Because he was absolutely not allowed to try and climb it. Again. Recalling that incident, Addhor found yet another cause to hasten.

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