Sleeping with the Enemy – Part 1
Gael Estennin and Uhta halsad
in The House of Halsad
3017 TA
Gael Estennin and Uhta halsad
in The House of Halsad
3017 TA
She had never had one of her lily-white limbs snagged within an animal trap, but she felt increasingly that this must be something like that horrific experience. No sharp iron teeth had closed about her flesh, but an immense, dull weight of a Man who would not be prised over to his side of the bed. She had woken near two hours ago, and had naught to show for all that she had trialled since. Her leg was numbed to the point where she fell careless awhile, into a lost memory of swimming off the cape. The water that winter had been so cold that she had not loitered overlong. But after even a short time, it had seemed that her brain had shut down all feeling to her body, that the cold ought not concern her. Might be it was now employing a similar strategy.
Cold was no antagonist in Umbar though. Heat here was the smug villain which dominated all. From the most vile and sloth politicians, swooning in their litters, to the basest slaves, staggering in their toil. None escaped the sun here and she wished more than usual to be home, even for the wintry waters of Belfalas. The closed harbour of Umbar was as though a fortress, conceived of hard, high-reaching rock. The passage which led out from the sheltered, stifling harbour into the open sea was a funnel. All that she had ever known of breeze here, even stood upon the dock, was the screaming echo which ran through that natural gateway, and pummelled itself against the suffocating embrace of the city. There were times she imagined it might be her own scream, yearning for freedom, tiring of this horrific nightmare. But she did not dare to scream aloud. Best leave that to the wind.
Such time had been spent in seeking to lift Uhta’s massive, muscled haunch, that she hadn’t realised quite how far off the bed she had leant. Gravity as much as a sudden release took her by surprise, and the cold hard stone floor bruised her behind. But cool ! How refreshingly cool it was, after scrambling about the sweat-stained sheets and sodden pillows all the night ! A small squeak fled from her throat at first, and one clammy hand soon clapped over the ironically dry lips of her mouth, even as she dared to keep her eyes from scrunching up in fear. But the sleeping giant did not stir. And so she indulged in a brief and simple luxury, as was luxury here. Space to stretch as far as ever her fingers and toes could manage ! Cool, stone bathing her bare back with a plummeting temperature ! For less than a minute, she experienced utter and unblemished relief.
Then the recognition of where she yet was. The beasts outside punched the cruel reality of frightful howlings through even heavy wooden shutters. Ever hungry they were, and their eyes, straining as ever were they pulling at their leashes; to reach her. To bite her. They would devour her if they could ever manage to get close enough. They were all that kept her from flinging back the shutters and, in a state of final despair, pitching herself from the chamber, to the yard below. The concept of dying not at once, but finding herself broken, battered, no doubt badly bleeding .. and then to be consumed alive by the wild dogs ? That was enough to deter even the bravest soul, and she had never considered herself be such a thing.
So she crawled, on hands and knees, quite beside being too proud to do so. That ship had long sailed, months ago. But gnawing at her lip all the same, to distract from the ache of where her bony form had struck the floor. She got all the way to the door before recalling that it was locked. And as though he had been awake the entire time, Uhta chose that moment to sit up and yawn.
“Pet,” he patted the bed beside him, to summon her return to him. “Come, pet" Such was his ‘pet’ name for her, and it mattered little whether it appealed to her. She had tried once to pierce his thick skull with the fact that she had been a person, upstanding with a good name and social expectation .. back in Dol Amroth. But ‘This is Umbar. Not Dull Amroth’ he had concluded, and that was the end of that conversation. It might be his accent or his deliberate intent to sound the ‘Dol’ as ‘dull’. She was to this day not quite sure that he wasn’t smarter than most people gave him credit for. Still, it did little to endear him to her. In the end she had foregone with complaining about the ‘new’ name. After all, it aided her survival in the mindset of two worlds. That the ‘pet’ who had endured things here, was a person utterly apart from the girl, the astronomer’s daughter of her far-off native city. Maybe if she ‘played’ the part here, she might one day remove the mask and costume of this whole horrible experience, and simply go back to being her other self. Her old self.
There were days when she properly believed that this was possible. Those were the days that she did not catch sight of herself in one of the many gargantuan, gilded mirrors that bedecked the house.
“I need to feed the dogs,” she tried to decide whether this was actually favourable to returning to his side, and spoke though in such a small voice to almost justify him naming her for a Pet. Thin fingers rattled the door handle as she heaved her shaking stature upright.
“Not dogs,” he guffawed, and slumped back unto his back. But one hand grasped for the key about his bed post and saw it across the room. Freedom clattered to her feet with a sharp jangle of mocking temptation. Freedom meant another day in this house, another day as ‘Pet’. Now that it came to it, she almost wished to crawl back in against his great shield of self, and hide from everyone, from everything. But .. “Do not forget to feed Uhta also,” he added, through a slovenly drawl which was already luring him back to sleep. “You can eat what I do not.”
With a deep sigh, she planted the keys, and dared the door open. The descent down stairs was a descent her heart took as much as her feet.



