@Lantaelen
Aearon felt quite awkward, as the silence stretched on. Maybe he hadn't spoken well. Maybe he should have said something different. Why couldn't he talk to this girl? He would have to marry her in a few years. Spend his life with her. The thought of spending the rest of his life getting tongue-tied and feeling awkward and unsure of himself.. made him feel rather anxious. A little knot tightened in his stomach. Fortunately, Lord Dimaethor spoke up and the awkwardness passed. But he had heard her quiet 'thank you'. Sir. He would have to get used to being called that, he supposed. Sir. Lord. Things like that. He was leaving childhood behind. Had left it behind, in fact, some time ago. But this meeting today made it all seem far more final. He would probably have to sign something, right? And that was going to feel like he was signing his life away. He held back a sigh at that thought.
The call for a drink made him catch his breath, casting a quick glance toward his brother, (coincidentally, about the same time that Azrain did) before watching intently the servants pouring drinks to make sure of what was being poured for Anurion. Only about a month ago, their parents had decided that Anurion had reached the age when it was alright to allow him watered down wine at the dinner table. And he had begun to suffer terrible stomach aches throughout the night and into the next day, as a result, until Aearonor, after remembering a near-disastrous incident from many years ago, had put together that this always occurred shortly after supper. Through process of elimination, the family had ultimately determined that it was the alcohol which was so hard on his stomach, and therefore, they had determined that it was best if he avoided it altogether.
Therefore, he relaxed slightly to see that Anurion, Togg, and Dulinneth were given juice or water. Had they been at home, he guessed that Togg would have protested, since at home he was allowed to have the watery wine. But here, he was on his best behavior, so he said nothing. Aearon was glad for that, at least. He was still worrying about how his annoying little stepbrother was going to try and embarrass them, because he felt sure that he would try at some point.. but for now, it seemed he was being good.
As for the bride-and-groom-to-be, some weak, watery wine was put into a cup for them to share. Aearon tried his best not to let his face flush at the thought of sharing a glass with
her. A girl who was hardly more than his brother's age. Who was going to be his wife someday! He supposed it was probably due to the specialness of the occasion, why she was being given this watered-down-wine. And obviously, it was due to their betrothal, why they were expected to drink from the same glass. Whatever the case however, it was awkward for him.
With a somewhat nervous smile, he gestured for her to drink first. Ladies first, after all. It was the polite and gentlemanly thing to do. After graciously allowing her to take the first drink from their shared cup, he then drank from the opposite side of it. Just a sip, since it was expected of them. And then the business matters commenced.
Anurion wished he could have had some sort of warning in advance about what all of this was going to involve. And how long it was going to take. If he'd known, maybe he would have just stayed away! Really, couldn't they have dismissed the younger, uninvolved persons before going into all this super dull and boring talk? He was hard-pressed not to sigh audibly and slouch back into the couch. But since his mother was sitting there, he knew better than to give in to that. Still. He was bored out of his mind before they had gotten five minutes into the discussion about dowries and weddings and all that junk, and his gaze began to roam around the room. He absently tapped his fingers on his leg, without realizing, until his mother shot him a
look. He quickly stopped his hand by clasping it with the other.
Beside him, Dulinneth was also fidgeting. Her little legs being too short to reach the floor, she bounced her feet alternatively against the seat, until Mother whispered for her to stop it. She gave a little sigh as she tried her best to sit still. Anurion gave her a small, sympathetic smile. He totally understood. This was incredibly dull. Why did they all have to sit here through it? Linn was too little to be subjected to all this dull business talk. He was struggling, himself. He looked over to see how Aearon was doing. While he appeared to be listening and paying close attention, like a proper grown up should be, Anurion thought he detected a far-away look in his eyes. He hid a tiny smile, wondering if Aearon was daydreaming about the idea of running off to become a ranger, instead of this. He wouldn't be surprised.
Remembering that he had a glass of juice, Anurion retrieved his glass from the table and took a very small sip. Just for something to do that wouldn't draw
the look from his mother. A little tap on his elbow alerted him to his baby sister trying to get his attention. He looked, and saw her motion to her glass, too. He smiled and got it for her. Then he put both glasses back. Then he sort of tuned into the grown up's conversation to see if they'd made any progress. They were
still talking about dowries? Holding back a deep sigh, Anurion looked around again, wondering if Abrazimir found all of this stuff as boring as the rest of them. Then he let his gaze rest briefly on Togg, noticing that his gaze seemed focused on Azrain. Anurion wondered what was going on in his head, feeling somewhat suspicious that he might be up to something. Togg was always up to something, right? Then he gave a little shake of his head, deciding that he really didn't want to know what was going on in his head.
Instead, Anurion's gaze wandered toward the window, trying to count the clouds that he could see. If there was a tree in view, he tried to count the leaves that he could see, and tried to imagine himself climbing it, and so on. Anything to keep his mind occupied while his body was forced to remain in stillness here in this Room of Boredom.
At last, the discussion came to an end. It seemed as if it took them ten years just to decide that the wedding would take place in ten years! Still, Anurion was relieved to hear that they were finally dismissed. It was as if they had been in school all this time, waiting for the teacher to say they could go outside and play now. He somehow managed to refrain from leaping up from his seat in eagerness, and instead stood up slowly, like a proper little gentleman. His mother was watching, after all. Still, he let out a slow breath that seemed something like a sigh of relief.
He offered a little smile to Azraindil as he passed her, on his way to Aearon, so they could speak quietly for a moment, together.
"Thank you, sir." Aearon replied to Abrazimir, before turning to his brother. He felt exhausted, though all he had done for the past.. however long that was.. was just sit there. And he still could not relax fully. But at least he could thank Anurion for being here for him. The younger brother may not realize it, but he had done much to help Aearon, simply by being present. His subtle 'faces' to help remind Aearon he should speak... even the way he had fidgeted a bit, had helped Aearon feel inwardly amused, even if he tried not to show it.
For a moment, the brothers were able to talk between them. Then Togg wandered over. And for a short time, it was only the three of them, while the sisters were fixing dresses, and Abrazimir was speaking to Lady Talven. In those few minutes, Anurion had to struggle with all the self-control he had, not to hit Togg or something.
Dulinneth had been getting so bored that she was wondering whether it would be alright to curl up beside her brother and go to sleep while the grown-ups talked. But finally, the long, long meeting was over. She was probably supposed to be paying attention or something, but she was little and much of the talk went over her head. Someday, she would be the one being discussed like this, but at this time, she was too small to give that much thought, nor to fully realize this fact.
When Anurion left to talk to Aearon, Linn wanted to follow, but Mother had taken her hand as she stood up, and now she looked after the boys while trying not to pout. They were going to go off to see the river thingy, and she would be stuck here with mother! It wasn't fair. She tugged her mother's hand lightly, hoping to ask again if she could go with them, but she was busy talking eagerly with Lady Dimaethor now, gushing about what a great couple they would be, and how beautiful the bride would be, and blah blah blah. Linn sighed. She wanted to go
play!
Fortunately, a knight (without shining armor, for the moment) came to her rescue. As her mother let Zorzimril scoop her up, Linn giggled happily. But she remembered her manners, too. "
Thank you." She responded, smiling at the compliment. "You're both very pretty!" She declared, looking wide-eyed at the two sisters. Such pretty dresses, and shiny jewels and everything. She was fascinated by the jewelry worn by Zorzimril. "What is your name?" She asked, curious. She didn't think she'd heard anyone say it. She then turned and smiled at Azrain. "Are you my sister now?" She wondered, unsure if she'd properly understood it properly. She hadn't really heard anything about her coming to live with them from now on, but she thought Aearon and Anurion had said something, on the way here, about how the law would make them sisters, right?
Then Zorzimril declared that they were also going to get to go to the river thingy! Linn forgot about the confusing sister matter, and looked hopefully at her mother, who, happily, gave her permission. Yay! Linn grinned and clapped her hands happily and beamed back at Abrazimir and Zorzimril, who seemed like heroes to her, now.
Aearon, Anurion, and Togg were standing together still, waiting on Abrazimir to rejoin them. The others would be going up to the guest rooms to rest and refresh themselves before the banquet, but the boys would be going outside. And although he didn't usually like doing things outside, Togg was intending to join them as well.
Aearon gave a little nod of acknowledgement to Abrazimir, telling them that he had obtained the necessary permission. But inwardly he sighed as he turned back to Anurion and Toggornir, being in no mood to have to try and referee between the younger two boys, nor to have to deal with Togg being a nuisance as he usually was. For now, he wasn't being too bad, just giving Aearon a bit of annoying teasing about him getting married, and ignoring Aearon's request for him to be quiet.
Soon, having gotten permission for them to all go to the fort, Abrazimir, Zorzimril, Azrain, and Dulinneth were approaching the three boys. Togg was positioned so that he could see their approach, while the two brothers were facing him. Anurion had just made an innocent suggestion that Togg might prefer to stay here and unpack his things, when Togg spoke up with a seemingly random, unexpected response.
"Well, I don't care what you two say about her," He remarked in an innocent tone. "
I think she's
pretty."
Confused, Aearon and Anurion looked at him like, 'what?'. It took a second or two before it dawned on them that the Dimaethor siblings were beginning to approach them, although it was difficult to tell whether they were close enough to have heard Togg's comment or not. Obviously, he had deliberately tried to make it seem as if they had been speaking poorly of Lady Azraindil, behind her back! Aearon's eyes widened marginally at this realization, then his face went ever-so-slightly pinker as he desperately hoped that none of them had heard the comment.
Anurion blinked in puzzlement, then it registered what Togg was implying. He clenched his teeth angrily. "How dare you-" He reached out with the intention of grabbing Togg's shirt. He didn't yet know what he was going to do... force an apology out of him? Demand that he retract his words? Fight him? But Aearon's hand was swifter, reaching out to catch Anurion's arm and hold him back.
"Anurion," He spoke sharply, though trying to keep his tone quiet enough not to draw parental attention. Or attention from their hosts. He gave a small shake of his head, looked at Togg briefly with disapproval, then returned his gaze to his brother. "Don't stoop to his level," He murmured in Anurion's ear.
Anurion paused, looking at Aearon with lingering annoyance, and took a deep breath. "Right." He remembered his promise, but he shot a dark look toward Togg, since it was all that he could do without breaking the promise. '
You'd better hope they didn't hear that comment,' he tried to convey, with that look.
Togg merely gave them both an innocent smile and turned to greet the Dimaethor siblings as they drew near. "Ladies Dimaethor, you both look absolutely lovely." He informed them with a smile. "And sir, it was an honor to be seated by you during this very important meeting, concerning the joining of our families." He added to Abrazimir. "I found it very interesting and enlightening, and I'm glad to know that my brother's future is secure, with all of these well-thought plans being made." He smiled at Aearonor.
Anurion rolled his eyes at the fake niceness oozing from Togg's voice, and had to fight to keep from scowling at him. He really hoped the idiot hadn't caused any offence to them, particularly to Azrain. She definitely didn't deserve to have Togg implying that Aearon had said something rude about her looks, and he also didn't want to have any strained relations between their families.
Turning to meet them as they drew near enough to join the trio, Aearon faced them with a faint smile which he hoped didn't show his awkwardness. He thought of a few things he could say to try and explain, or apologize, but how could he say any of them when he didn't know if any of them had even heard Togg's stupid comment? He stood for a moment in silent awkwardness, trying to decide what to do while feeling like he should say something to her. But he couldn't think of the right thing to say. Clearing his throat, he finally managed to speak. "My lady.." He was addressing Azrain. "May I walk with you?" He asked, feeling a little warmer in the face. He would rather walk with Anurion, or even Abrazimir, but he knew it would be expected for him to walk with her. His intended. The prospect of it all seemed dizzying and made his stomach twist up in knots. Not to mention feeling tongue-tied, as well.
As the group set out for the river fort, Anurion briefly fell in step beside Togg, walking at the back of the group as he spoke, trying to keep quiet enough not to be overheard by any of the others. "You really
should apologize for that," he muttered.
"For what?" Togg asked, feigning innocence.
"You know
what," Anurion growled. "Trying to make Aearon look bad? Really? Today of all days? That is just so... unacceptable." He scowled.
"Don't be so overdramatic, it was only a joke." Togg muttered, rolling his eyes.
"It's not really a joke if no one else finds it funny," Anurion retorted, still keeping his tone quiet. "And it's definitely not funny if someone ends up feeling hurt as a result." He added, nodding toward where Azraindil was walking. Because if she had heard that, she would surely end up feeling very upset and hurt if she was left with the impression that the guy she was supposed to marry didn't think she was pretty. "Seriously, what is wrong with you, anyway?" He asked, frowning. With that, Anurion quickened his stride so that he could get away from him. Before Togg said something that might make him lose his temper again.
"How far is it to the river fort?" Anurion asked Abrazimir, after hurrying to catch up with him. Let Togg trail along at the back. Maybe he'd fall in a hole or something and they wouldn't have to put up with him.