The Horse and Rider Inn

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Walking through the grass lands of the Riddermark, you come to a thatched, stone building with windows all aglow with lights. The murmurings of much merriment can be heard from inside the busy interior. Reaching out for the two brass handles attached to the carved wooden door, you pull them aside and the sights and smells of Rohan’s current inn meet your eyes and nostrils. Circular wooden tables with stools, long benches with seats all along one side filled the room. The clank of tankard upon wood, the mixture of voices all swapping stories and the smells of freshly brewed all jump out at you immediately. As you walk through the crowded room, you see several people you already know who wave their tankards in the air in greeting. Nodding, you reach the bar which is all ready three deep in revelers. Waiting to be served, you observe a signs carved in mahogany above the bar.



Welcome to the Horse and Rider, Rohan’s Inn.

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"Shhh, boy. It's going to be ok.."

Sigrid sighed and leaned her head in against her horses nose, closing her tired eyes for just a moment and revelling in the comfort that the horse always seemed to provide when she needed it the most. Leaning her head back and opening her eyes, she gave Dash a smile to ease his nervousness. He hated busy and crowded places and given what they had been through, she did not blame him, afterall she hated them too. She had however found a stall that was as far away from the bustling inn as she could, hoping that it would not be so loud back here. She was wrong.

"It's only for one night, ok? We can't make it to the next town before dark and I really do not want to spend a night sleeping rough. Please, it will be ok.."

The horse neighed and pulled his head from her delicate hands and snorted, pawing at the ground for a few moments, but then settled down and even lowered his head to begin eating the hay she had brought over.

"Thank you.. I owe you one." Giving him a tired smile, she stroked his nose once more before she left him and made her way back to the inn. "He is probably right", she muttered to herself as she heard the loud sounds coming from inside. "Probably shouldn't be using my last money just so I can sleep in a bed." But a real bed. Rolling her tired shoulders, she lifted her dark brown skirt and made her way up the steps into the inn. She only paused for a second in the door as she did not want to cause any attention and quickly made a beeline for the bar where the barmaid had a huge bowl of stew and a small mug of mead waiting for her that she had ordered before she had bedded down her horse.

Climbing onto the stool, she gave the girl a smile when she caught her eye and then quickly lowered them to her food. Breathing in deeply she almost cried as it had been so long since she had had a proper meal. However hunger is not one to allow you to wallow, so she quickly grabbed the chunk of bread and ripped a smaller piece off and shoved it into the stew and then into her mouth. "Oh.. wow.. this is.. awesome.." she muttered to herself with her mouth full, eating faster than what was probably proper, though not caring one bit.

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It had been a while since Éolath had found the time to visit the Inn. First cavalry training had taken up every spare moment of his waking hours, then helping his sister with haying and recovering from his subsequent injuries. But tonight he finally had a few hours off. A few hours when he wasn’t exhausted, filthy, bruised or otherwise battered. And he figured that deserved an ale. And maybe some food, but definitely ale.

Grinning to himself, Éo pushed open the door. The sudden cacophony of noise startled him, as it often did. After working for an inn in Gondor and being raised in a household that was rarely quiet, he wondered why noise always seemed so jarring to him. But after the first blast of sound and smells he relaxed into a cheerful smile and worked his way to the barkeep.

“An ale, please, and whatever meal you have on for tonight.” He slid the coins over with a generous tip and glanced down at the plate that was returned to him. Sliced meat was generously heaped over mashed roots, stewed greens and gravy. A thick slab of fresh bread with butter melting into it. And then a tall mug of dark ale was slid into his hands. He grinned his thanks and moved to make room for others.

From the corner of his eye he caught sight of a familiar face. Sigrid, one of the healers, sat on a stool near him so he wandered over. “Uhm, hey. Hello.” He gave her a lopsided grin, shifted his plate to indicate a nearby stool. “Can I, uh, sit with you? Or are you waiting for someone?”
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Completely engrossed in her delicious meal, busy shoving another large bite of bread soaked in gravy into her mouth she was taken aback by the sudden question that seemed to come out of nowhere. Mouth full of bread and gravy, she turned to see who had spoken and immediately recognised the young man. "Mmm!" she replied as she waved her hand out to indicate that he could take the seat. Coughing slightly, she covered her mouth and tried to swallow the mouthful quickly though also trying not to choke in the process.

Coughing behind her hand again, she finally managed to finish the mouthful and swivelled slightly in her seat so that she could talk to Éolath. "Sorry.. I was more hungry than I thought.." Grinning sheepishly, she dug into her belt pack and grabbed a hankerchief and quickly wiped her mouth to make sure she was not sat there talking with gravy all over her face.

"Been a while since I had a proper stew.." She looked down at the food before her and smiled wistfully, poking it a bit with her spoon before taking a smaller bite.

Giving a small almost unoticable shake of her head as if to banish unwelcomed thoughts, she turned her attention back to the young man. "So what brings you around this way?" True interest lit her eyes, though suddenly they widened. "You are not hurt again, are you??" Her gaze quickly looked him all over in search of any visable wounds or ailments.

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“What? Hurt?” He grinned as he slid onto the stool. “No, I’m not hurt. All healed up.” Éo wiggled the fingers of his heart hand, showing only tanned skin and the neat white scars. He shifted until he was comfortable – the stool felt odd after spending all day in the saddle. “I’m…just visiting, I guess. I was gone from the Mark for years, so I spend my days off just riding to learn where things are and meet people. Today we came this way, I’ll circle back the other way tomorrow before I have to check in.”

He slipped his eating knife from its sheathe, tested the food and found it tasted as good as it smelled. He chewed, dipped the bread into the gravy. “I don’t mean to interrupt your meal,” he said cheerfully, chomping into the bread. “It’s really good, and you should eat while it’s hot. I was thinking of getting some pie later, I’ll share with you if you want. I can’t eat a full one, and my horse shouldn’t have more than a slice. He likes berry pie, but I figure human food isn’t really good for him. Except, you know, carrots and apples and melons. He really likes melons.”

Éo chattered easily. He’d learned while working in Gondor to tell when someone was truly hungry, but he didn’t say anything. Instead, he filled the silence while still managing to devour his own meal. It was much better than his own cooking, which was something he only did when desperate. Some days it was almost better to go hungry than eat meals he had prepared; it really was not his biggest talent.

Wiping up more gravy, he chewed thoughtfully. “What about you? I didn’t expect to see you away from the infirmary. Not that I mind,” he grinned, ate the bread. “It’s nice to see someone I know.”
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That night, Wamba the Fool found himself at the Horse and Rider. It attracted him: there were people here, and food, and cheer, but something was missing, something was wrong. There ought to have been, thought he, a song. Garbled limerick'ry even, something. Then, blessedly, he heard one - under, but cutting through the crowd noise. He stopped to listen.

Bereth wrote: Wed Jun 17, 2020 3:12 am @Bereth nodded thoughtfully, frowning inwardly at what seemed more evidence of loss and pain, and curiosity of wishing to hear more details delayed by being led by Eleowyn to a widening circle of old friends reunited, most familiar with each other, the interstices in her memory ever blotting out several, she was certain. Ah, but those she could not remember would surely become new friends, and new friends were a gift as well. So she made a detour to scoop up her mug of ale, tugged a chair over to the circle, tucked her dusty skirts tightly around her thighs as she sat swiftly, a nervous habit she’d adopted, and curled her hands around the mug, nodding a greeting as she listened to the stream of conversations.
When the visiting seemed to subside a bit, she spoke to a few closest to her,
“I wonder if any remember this old anthem to a long lost King?” Ber took up the mug of ale and queried, “If you’ll allow me?”
And she began to set a rhythm with the tapping of it on the scarred wooden table as she began to sing,

When moonlight mellows the fens and reeds,
And the wind falls calm ‘round the kline and steeds,
So far from the echoes of the killing freeze
That felled the Mighty King.

‘Tis he of whom the bards do sing,
When Midsummer honors the Ancient King,
And midnight coaxes out the son of Gram,
The ghost of Helm Hammerhand.

The Legendary Hammerhand.


There was more, she was sure, but ...

The words faltered inside, but not outside; songs have a life of their own, after all, and no matter what else the Fool was, he was a singer.

The elders bid their houses "hwæt!"
The little children gather fast
And soon the wigends, never last,
To hear the tale of Helm

Helm Hammerhand was grim and strong
And so was Freca's greed; ere long
The daughter of the King, in wrong,
Was used to make a play.

"My counselor," said Helm, "'Tis meet
To kingdom matters here entreat;
But later, out beyond the street,
Will Helm and Freca talk."

All present there had heard the shame
Which Freca had heaped on the name
Of his liege-lord; this Helm, the same,
Now with him in the field.

For thinking himself rather grand,
Proffering tribute-staff in hand,
This Dunlending had raised a band
That he might be the king.

But when it was just man and man,
This Freca's face turned cold and wan,
As doughty Helm pronounced his ban,
And sealed it with a fist.

The traitor's kin and foll'wers flee!
An' thus forever may it be
When worms seek Meduseld's high seat:
A firm right-hand be theirs!


The Fool was inside now - short red cloak, belled hair, and all.

"Well, that's the first part, anyway," he said with a grin, and waited to see what would happen.

It had been a long time.

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Sigrid visibly calmed as soon as she was sure that he was not hurt, giving him a relieved smile as she saw just how well his wounds had healed. She did not need much prompting to return to her meal as there was no way she was going to let this pricey meal go to waste, even if she had to eat it cold. Pie?? Oh Valar yes she would love pie! Though instead of saying as much she shoved a mouthful of stew into her mouth so that she didn't have to turn him down. There was just no way she could justify buying anything as frivilous as pie, not when it almost cost her the rest of what she had left just for this meal and for the room for one night.

Though as troublesome as her finacial situation was, Éolaths carefree babbling about his horse and what it liked to eat, soon had her smiling again. It was nice to push her worries away for just a moment and enjoy someone elses company, especially a human one. She loved her own horse dearly, though one could not really have a meaningful conversation with one, even though most of the time that was all she had.

Taking the last piece of her bread, she carefully wiped up the remaining gravy in the bowl, making sure that nothing was left before stuffing it into her mouth. Of course that was when he chose to ask an actual question and she gave him a sheepish look as she quickly chewed her mouthful. Coughing slightly, she took a sip of the small cup of mead. "Ahem, yes I still work there. I.. err.. umm" pausing she took a moment and sipped more of her mead before continuing, "I umm am on my way back, from um.. visiting family! Yes.." Her face flushed at the poor excuse for the truth, though right now she just did not know how to explain where she had been. Embarassed she looked ahead and drank the rest of the mead in an attempt to hide her flushed cheeks that she could feel were burning. Luckily someone burst into song right at that moment, taking the time to try and pull herself together.

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Éo didn’t miss the light in Sigrid’s eyes when he mentioned pie, but he didn’t say anything about it as they finished their meals. With his typical good timing, he grinned as she finished her last bite to answer his questions. Tilting his head curiously, he watched her cheeks flush as she spoke of visiting family.

“Well,” he said slowly as a song rang out over the crowd, “I hope you had a good visit.” He bit his lip, not wanting to pry but feeling that something wasn’t quite right. Instead, he waved a hand and murmured in the ear of a serving girl. A pie to share and more drinks, and he pressed a small bag of coins into her hand to cover the use of the stall and a bed in the loft for the night.

Once the girl had taken his order back, he shifted and sipped at his ale. “I find family to be an interesting thing,” he said finally. “My parents…died while I was away, but I’ve spent some time this summer with my sister. And with my mother’s cousin. She’s…” his voice trailed off, wondering just how to describe the very unusual and rather intimidating woman. “Well, she used to be in the cavalry. But she’s Gondorian, mostly. She’s terrifying, but I like her.”

He shifted on his seat, grinned as he saw the serving girl reappearing with the tray. He hadn’t had berry pie in too long to remember, and his grin turned lopsided as the plate was set before them. “You will have to share this,” he said solemnly, but his eyes twinkled playfully. “I insist, my treat. My cousin gave me some coins for my birthday, said I was to get a treat for myself since she didn’t want to poison me by trying to cook something. And besides, if you don’t eat some, it’ll just go to waste.” Éo cleaned his knife carefully, cut into the pie. “Do you travel a lot? I’m lucky, most of my family are within a day’s ride. Firi is the farthest, out in the Westfold. I’ve never been north of our borders, but I travelled in Gondor for a while.”
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As Éolath leaned over to order another drink from the serving girl, Sigrid cursed into her almost empty cup. If it wouldn't make such a spectacle she would have kicked herself. Why was she lying to him? Placing the cup onto the bar counter, she looked down into it as she tried desperately to answer that question, though failed. Her mood was significantly more sombre as he turned back to her, making it harder to keep the smile on her face from not looking fake. He did not deserve being treated like this she thought as he spoke of his family. Especially not when she heard he had lost his parents too, the revelation making her feel even worse. She was however glad to hear that he still had some family left, though the comment made her turn towards him with a surprised smile. Terrifying?

The question died on her lips as the serving girl returned and stepped in between them to set down two drinks and a pie. Her mouth dropped, ready to protest as there was no way she could pay for it, however he was quicker. She growled a frustrated protest, though it ended in a chuckle, she knew when she had been beaten. Shaking her head, though smiling she accepted a slice, though gave him a look as if to tell him off for making it impossible for her to say no.

"Well, I guess Happy Birthday then.." chuckling she shook her head again and then took a bite, for the moment avoiding his question of her travelling. "Oh.." her eyes closed as her mouth was bombarded by the sweet taste of the berries and flaky pastry, doubting she had ever tasted anything this good, ever. Of course hunger and being deprived of any kind of treats for as long as she had been surely made it all the sweeter, though it was still a darn good pie.

"Wow.. this is.." she quickly scooped another bite into her mouth, finishing the sentence with her mouth full, "really good!"

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“It’s amazing,” he agreed, wiping a bit of juice from his chin and passing a mug her way. “And thank you, for the birthday wishes.” He ate a couple more bites, thinking. Éolath didn’t know Sigrid all that well, but he was pretty confident in his ability to judge when someone was uncomfortable. And she was. He could tell by the somber look she’d given him. But he didn’t think she was uncomfortable with him, just with his questions. He scooped up another bite of the pie, held it up but met her eyes before smiling slowly.

“I’ve a fondness for berry pie,” he said casually. “As a boy, my mother would send me off with a pail, tell me to bring back as many as I ate.” He licked at the sweet syrup. “I never did, but I knew exactly how many to bring back. She always left a mark in the bucket for me. We had raspberries and blackberries in the summer, I swear my fingers were purple until the second haying. Then, when I was a bit older, I’d go with my father into the westfold. For a week, at least, we’d pick berries. I don’t remember the name, but they were very juicy and sweet and horribly sour. I hated them, but I couldn’t resist eating them just the same.” He ate the pie, grinned. “Mother would put them in a jar with honey, or sometimes in brandy. Then she would make pie in the winter, at midwinter feast.”

He studied the pie, cut another portion for Sigrid. “I also have a fondness for questions. My sisters say I chatter like a magpie, Hild says it’s because I didn’t talk until my fifth summer. I waited too long and now I’m making up for it.” Éo smiled again, quirking up one side. “I don’t think that’s how it works, but she likes to say it anyway. But, Sigrid…I don’t mind it if you don’t want to answer things I ask. Everyone has things they don’t want to talk about, even me. So, don’t look so serious, alright? I won’t judge you. And feel free to tell me to go away when I've chattered too much.” He watched, eyes somber for a moment then his face relaxed.

“So, I worked on a ship in Gondor for a while. Mostly we filled it with grain or wool or something, then sailed down the Anduin and traded it for salt fish. I hate salted fish, by the way. That stench never goes away. But anyway, we went down near midsummer on year, along the south coast of Gondor where they have trees as far as you can see. Just growing in rows, like the apple orchards but bigger. One of the men bought a barrel of the fruit, he called it a peach. It was the most amazing thing, with a rock in the middle. I had juice running down clear to my elbows. It was almost as good as this pie. But they cook it in the oven, with spices and this crunchy thing on top. I asked if the trees could grow in the north, but they said no. I’m going to try anyway, someday. I think they could survive in some of the more protected valleys, maybe in the eastfold.” He rubbed his chin, thinking. “My sister is better at growing things though. I always forget to water.”
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The mead, the glorious pie and the chatter were like a warm blanket on a cold night, or a hug when you were upset. She felt better than she had felt in ages and started to relax, the smile coming naturally to her face as she listened to Éolath's chattering. She had never been capable of doing that, more leaning towards being an introvert who loved to just sit and either study or listen to stories. She hadn't even realised just how much she had missed this, until now. She knew she missed company, but didn't realise just how much it meant to her to just sit and talk with someone else, or to just listen to their stories.

Busy halfheartedly trying to stop him from giving her another slice, though failing, she was caught off guard when Éolath changed from the happy chatter to being more sombre. Her cheeks flushed brightly as he pretty much called her out on not being truthful. Putting the fork with a piece of pie back down onto the plate, she wished the floor would open up and suck her in. Embarrassed, she barely heard what he was talking about, though at the back of her mind she did wonder what fruit grew with rocks inside them.

As he went quiet, she took a big swig of the mead her had gotten her and drew in a deep breath before speaking, at first not able to look him in the eyes. "I need to apologise to you." She did not give him time to stop her if that's what he was planning to do, quickly pushing forward before she lost her nerve. "I am sorry, I am just not used to talking to anyone about myself. But you do not deserve lies. Well no one does really.." She paused for the briefest of moments to quickly glance at him before carrying on.

"A few years ago my village was raided.. and uh.." she had to take another big gulp of the mead before she could continue, relieved that at least she was past bursting into tears like she had been for the first few years. "They were all killed. Well I say they.." sighing deeply she fiddled with the cup, though resisted drinking more for the moment. "There were no children.. you know.. among the cor..corpses." She shook her head, knowing just how futile it was as she put it to words. "I have spent any free time and all my money on trying to find them, find where they were taken." She finally drank the rest of her mead in one go. "I know it's stupid, especially as it has been several years, which is why I tend to not talk about it as I tend to get.. you know.. ridiculed for it." She did not want to see the look in his eyes, did not want to see what she had seen on so many other peoples faces over the years, though she forced herself to look up at him as it was better to get it over with now if that was the case. Like ripping a stuck bandage off.

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Éolath frowned, started to tell Sigrid she didn’t need to apologize or explain, but before he could even open his mouth she went on. Instead, his eyes filled with horror and sadness as the story unfolded and he instinctively reached out to take her hand. He wanted to offer her the comfort of a hug, but he wasn’t exactly sure of all the customs of his homeland. Éo shifted closer, squeezed her hand gently.

“Oh, Sigrid,” his voice was gentle. “I’m so sorry, that’s a terrible thing to live with.” He pushed his own barely touched mug towards her as she downed her own drink. He knew that pain, and while drinking didn’t cure it he wouldn’t blame her if she tried.

“It’s not stupid.” Éo continued after a moment, his voice firm. If they weren’t in the village, that meant they were somewhere. “Can I help? I know people in Gondor. The man I worked for is a respected merchant, and he’d let me know if he hears something. And my cousin, she was an officer in Minas Tirith before the war and her husband used to …well, smuggle things. They both know a lot, I think they still get information from Gondor.” He shifted, squirmed. What if he insulted her by trying to help? “I, uhm…I’m not trying to nose in or intrude or anything. I just…if they’re out there, just children…we should bring them home.” He met her gaze earnestly, eyes shining with compassion.

“And, uhm, Sigrid? Do you want a hug?”
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She flinched as he took her hand, though she did not yank her hand away. It had been so long since she had anyone touch her in a caring way. Obviously she had contact with other people, though it was always in a professional way as a healer and never anything more. She was not one for socialising much, keeping busy with work so that she could save as much as possible to be able to take time off now and again to go back out to continue looking. Obviously that did not help much when it came to starting her own family and she had long ago come to terms with that this was how her life was going to be. However the doubt had started creeping in as it had been so long now that the children would barely be children anymore. And she was starting to doubt that any of them would have survived this long, having heard what the Orcs would do with their captives, the mere thought of that making her shiver. Also constantly being told to mind her own business and to just let could be quite demoralising. Her brows furrowed as she thought about her life and while she never doubted that Éolath had a good heart, she just did not dare hope that he would not somehow patronise her when he found out what she had been doing all these years.

Yet here he was alleviating all her fears. Her eyes flew up to meet his, just to be certain that his words were not just said to make her feel better. But she could see the empathy in his eyes, as well as sincere concern for her as well as the welfare of the missing children. To be honest she was taken aback as she could barely remember the last time anyone had offered to help. Or offered a hug. Her mouth opened, though for a while she did not know what to say, even though her instinct was to immediately say yes. But did he offer one because he pitied her? Did it really matter?

Sighing she nodded, her eyes voicing what she couldn't.

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He shifted slightly on the stool, held his arms out to hug her but waited for her to move first. He’d noticed the flinch and wanted to make sure he didn’t cause additional distress. He knew that not all people could handle being touched, for many reasons so he just waited then hugged her gentle.

All the while his mind raced. The cavalry would surely have a record of the raid, though no doubt Sigrid had already looked there. But it would give him more details without making her relive the trauma. And he’d send a message to his cousin, ask her to come to him. It would be faster than waiting until he had enough days off to visit her again. And, he thought, Firi could talk to Sigrid. The older woman, a healer and a warrior, might be able to help.

“I’ll get some messages sent out,” he murmured quietly. Rubbed a hand comfortingly over her shoulder. “My kinswoman, Firi, lives about two days hard ride from Edoras, I think she could come within the week. Unless…you want to take the message, talk to her yourself. I can’t go for another ten-days, I’m on duty day after tomorrow.”

He hesitated, uncertain. “Do you want to talk about it? I don’t want to cause you any pain, so if you need a break from thinking about it, I can chatter at you. About other things if you need. Or I can listen, if you want. Or I have a bag of dice and river pebbles,” he smiled sheepishly. “I don’t gamble for money, just shiny rocks.”
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It was not like she never had any hugs. She would often get one from doting father's when she had helped their beloved wives give birth or when saving someone's child from illnesses or deadly fevers. But being given a quick hug in gratitude for what she had done, was so far from getting one for her sake. Closing her eyes, she leaned in against him, savouring the precious few moments of closeness to another human being, feeling the warmth of another body against hers.

However all too soon it was over, her heart sinking as she pulled away from the embrace, still momentarily feeling the heat from his body on her cheek. Touching a hand to her cheek as if to keep the feeling there, she looked at him as sorrow filled her eyes.

"I appreciate your concern, Éo, I really do. But I have tried everything. Even the Cavalry gave up long ago. It's been almost eight years.." She was almost afraid to look him in the eyes now, wondering if his concern had been because he thought it might not have been that long ago.

Not wanting to see what she feared most of all in his eyes as well, she turned back towards her pie and picked up the fork and began poking at it. "I would have been take too.. had I come home a day earlier.." her voice faded out as she continued to pick at the pie.

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"Hmmm, well you didn't," he said firmly but gently, "and you weren't. There must have been a reason." Éo rubbed her shoulder again. “You were spared that horror. You can’t give up, Sigrid. I’ll help you find them. You won’t be alone any more.” And now she’d have someone making sure she took care of herself as well.

He scooped up a bit of his pie, thinking at it. He’d been gone five years, and so much had changed during that time. He’d grown from a boy to a man, learned to work hard and honestly for his pay. Eight years was even longer, and he didn’t want to imagine what terrors befell children in captivity.

“Sigrid,” he swallowed his bite, poked at the plate, “how many children are there? And do you know who the raiders were? I mean … uhm, were they slavers, or orcs or Dunlendings?” Overall, their land was peaceful since the great war, but not all evil had disappeared. He’d heard of secret slave trades south of the Anduin, and the men of Dunland still bore many grudges towards their neighbors. Orcs were…just evil. He shuddered, did not voice the thought that even if the children were dead their fates still needed to be found, their spirits properly mourned and released.

“How old were they – the oldest and youngest? Do…” he bit his tongue, unsure again. The idea that she’d been left alone with this burden burned at him, and yet…she seemed exhausted by it as well. He needed to slow down, to not crush her with his new energy. Éo rested a hand on her shoulder. “I’m really glad you weren’t there. How-how old were you?”
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Ber had closed her eyes after her scant and fragmented lyrics had trailed off, her head still bobbing slightly with the continuing rhythm compelling, conjuring up legend until she could almost hear it sung again. Not her voice, though. Much more sure, much more polished, much more melodic. A voice not unfamiliar, a voice that nibbled around the edges of the voids in her memory. Singular, unique, unmistakable amid the burble of ongoing conversations.

What was the color of guilt? Why the warp of it across the woof of warmth and joy? Eyes still closed, her face creased into furrows, she strained to hem the fractured thoughts back together, but she simply could not.

She decided she had best not finish that last mug, and tried to sing along with the lyrics in her head. But when she opened her eyes ...

Wamba!” Not spoken aloud, but the shock of seeing him felt like she’d slid beneath the underbelly of a thunderstorm! Memories began falling into place like the initial movement of a small shale landslide.

Head he seen her? Would he want to?

She REALLY needed to stop drinking.

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((OOC: AFAIK the following are at the same table or near vincinity; tagging for situational awareness; "no promises and no apologies," as a dear friend of mine once said. :smile: @Bereth @Eléowyn @Amadhrill @Eldrith @Taethowen ))

Wamba the Fool

Wamba the Fool moved to go to the bar when an animated group at a table caught his eye - or rather, a particular personage occupying a spot at said table. The Lady Freablod, in her favorite but threadbare traveling garb, oft-mended but never replaced (how did he know that?), looking like she had a couple whiskies in her. Ah well, she'd couldn't drink now like she used to. (Wait, how did he know that‽)

The Fool approached the lady, unbidden words murmuring out of his mouth, seemingly avoiding his mind altogether:

O fabled bloom, your fragrance sweet
Exquisite beauty staggers . .
Yet tucked beneath your foliage green
Are barbed and lethal daggers . .


What was the timbre of guilt? Why the thrumming bow of it across the strings of warmth and joy?

He bowed deeply and begged leave to speak: "Good Lady Freablod, though I know not, I'm yet certain 't'was your voice that started Helm's Anthem." He straightened, and was arrested briefly by that one spot on her neck that she always liked having- Okay, there's NO WAY in anything you "know" that! This is Lady Freablod, Fool, remember yourself!

He coloured and continued. "I wanted to thank you for starting it off - a place like this - good folk like this - should always have a song, don't you think?"


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As she stabbed her fork into the juicy pie, one that she had thoroughly enjoyed just a few moments ago, old memories started flashing before her eyes, ones that she had forced away long time ago. Shaking her head slightly and blinking her eyes to rid herself of the horrific images she had seen, she forced herself to return her attention to what Éo was saying hardly able to believe that he had not already run away.

Without realising a small soft smile played on her lips at the feel of his hand on her shoulder, relieved to have someone listen to her even if that was all that was going to come of it. At his questions, she sighed though not for having to answer them. It was more a way of trying to sort her thoughts out so that she did not miss any important details. Though as she took a moment to think, she turned her head and looked at the man before her, the smile having faded.

"I was.. hmm.. fourteen. Man, it seems like such a long time ago, almost a lifetime ago.." Turning her head back, she sought out the cup of mead and took a quick sip and then another long deep breath that she slowly let out. "I lived in a tiny tiny village, only about one hundred and twenty souls. It was more like a cluster of homes a few hours from a bigger village, though we had our own healer, my grandmother.." at the mention of her grandmother, her voice hitched and she had to take another sip of the mead to stop the tears from coming, her brows furrowing as she was sure she had cried out all her tears years ago.

"I have never known my parents, you see. I lived with my grandmother and as I said she was this village's healer and she trained me.. well I guess since I was old enough to speak and understand what she was saying. It was late summer and we got word that Neera was going into labour in the village close to us, a three hour ride. Because I had not assisted in a birth before, my grandmother sent me there to observe. It was a long gruelling birth, she had twins. But they all made it." Pausing for a moment she smiled at the memory, remembering that the midwife had let her cut the umbilical cords.

"I was in such high spirits on that ride home" she recalled, the smile still playing on her lips, her eyes staring into the distance in front of her. As her thoughts took her to the memory of the horrific scenes she had come upon, the smile faded into a wince and she took another long sip of her drink. "They killed everyone. Even the livestock, though they took the horses as well as all children ranging from sixteen to two, fifteen in all. Like I said, small village." She winced again at the tought that she would have been one of them had she been home.

"The village I had come from were not much help, other than they helped bury them all. And helped themselves to what was left behind.." She muttered the last sentence under her breath, but with enough venom that it was obvious she still hated them for doing that. "For a while I refused help and stayed in my grandmother's house by myself, but as the winter came I had run out of food and was forced to make my way to the village and was allowed to assist the healer there and continue my training, though I only received room and board, so it took ages before I could afford to go look for them. I sold different salves, gathering the herbs after work" she offered in explanation.

She paused for another long moment as the memories played out before her eyes again. "Um.. the only clue I was able to find out of where they could have gone, was an offhand remark by a blackmith talking to his wife. He seemed sure they were taken by slavers. I don't know what to believe to be honest, as why did they kill the entire village? Is that something they usually do?" She turned and looked at him questioningly, not really expecting him to know. "I don't know" she conceded. "I have looked as far as Dol Amroth, asking everyone at the docks if they knew. I tried one year to see if they may have gone towards the Sea of Rhûn as I had heard there were slavers there too. But that got a bit dangerous, me riding alone." Sighing she finished her drink, again annoyed that most of her search had been hindered either because she was a woman, or because she did not know how to use a sword and therefore had to avoid going places where that was needed.

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Éolath sat in silence, a slow growing anger burning in his stomach as Sigrid told him more of that terrible time. It wasn’t fair, he thought, not fair that she had to bear the burden of the memories and of finding the stolen children. He furrowed his brows, finally just pushing his plate away so he had a clear spot on the table to imagine the map he had once seen in Gondor.

“My cousin…” he bit his lip, took a deep breath and released it. Firi might not be pleased to know slavers were involved. She got a bit testy around the topic of slavers and sailors, but she knew things. “My cousin knows about slavers, though I’m not sure how or why. But she’s got a bit of a temper when it involves things like this so I think she’ll help. But…”

He dipped his finger in a puddle of water on the table that had dripped from their mugs. “We used to sail down the Anduin, past the island of Tolfalas and to Harondor. We never went further than a day past the mouths of the Anduin since we had a shallow draft, but I heard stories in the ports. The men of Harad still use slaves, even though the king in Minas Tirith fights to free them when he can.”

He drew out the south coast of Gondor, marked a spot far to the south. “The man I worked for said most slaves went through this port, despite it being burned multiple times. But …most of those were adults. The desert people have no use for children, unless it is to build their own families. But that’s rare, or so I heard. I think-“ he drew some more, a rough sketch to remind himself of the lands outside the Mark.

“I think Rhun might actually be worth looking into. We used to get farm goods – crops, wool, stuff like that – down the Anduin. I bet that they would buy farm children, even very young ones. Our children know how to work, and they know how to do the kind of work that would produce the trade goods I saw.” He chewed on his lip again, then waved his hand for another round of drinks. “We need a better map,” Éo said finally. “We need to mark where you’ve looked, and where we’re going to go next. I think we should go visit my cousin, first. Then I’ll save up my days off, and get a lot better at fighting, and we’ll go find them.”
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Taeth barely remembered finishing her stew. Or her mead. But suddenly there was singing going on around her, and she recognized first that Lady Bereth had started the song, and yet another joined in to finish the song, someone who seemed to know Bereth quite well.

A fog was beginning to set in over Taethowen, though. It happened sometimes when she'd been under some significant emotional strain, and returning to Edoras, re-opening her shop, reuniting with old friends... that definitely counted as 'emotional strain' even if it was all good things.

She didn't realize that, as she stood, certain new memories were slowly slipping from her mind. Like re-meeting old Cavalry comrades.

Weariness began to dog her steps as she returned to the bar, and asked for her room key. Then, almost as if in a daze, she glanced around the bar, many of the faces and names she'd learned that night having already vanished from her mind. Satisfied that she'd not left any unfinished business, Taeth left to find her room for the night.

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She couldn't help but get pulled in by his enthusiasm, leaning in to see what it was that he was drawing out on the table. She had never been taught how to read a map, so it was not like what he was drawing was making anything clearer for her, though she did of course know the places he spoke of. A small smile crept onto her lips as she watched him a sense of relief at finally having someone not only believing her, but also wanting to help. Had anyone actually tried to help? Her eyes went distant as she tried to recall if anyone other than her had ever done anything, though she drew a blank. Not even the village that was close to her home offered to, all claiming they had to stay and protect their own families in case they were next. Which of course she had thought was fair enough, but where was the concern for all these children? How could they all just be left to their fate?

Reaching out she touched his hand, looking up to look into his eyes. "Thank you. Thank you for not just saying what I need to hear and then ignore me." Her small smile grew sad, her eyes becoming wet enough that she had to blink not to cry.

"But I can't let you do this. I can't let you waste your life as well trying to find them. You have your duties to perform, a family to build and.. and.." Sighing she looked away and shook her head sadly.

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His thoughts stuttered to a stop as Sigrid touched his hand, and he instinctively turned it to give hers a squeeze as he met her damp eyes. Why on earth would he ignore her? He frowned, kept a gentle hold on her hand. "You're not letting me, Sigrid. It's my duty." He smiled slowly, still serious but with a sense of enthusiasm and rightness. "I don't consider this a waste of my time or my life. I have the ability and the contacts to help. Besides," now his smile turned into a grin, "I'm really too young for a family. I can barely remember to feed myself half the time, can you imagine if I was in charge of anyone else?"

He squeezed her hand again, firmly. "And, it gives me a reason to visit my friend. I don't like the idea of you doing all of this alone. I can't stop you from looking, I wouldn't even dream of suggesting you try to forget or move on, but you won't be alone." Éo rubbed his hand over the damp table top, smearing the lines. He had enough to start. Letting his mind drift for a few moments, he relaxed a little then quietly said "On another topic - could you teach me a little about being a healer? I don't really want to be a healer, but I'd like to know more than I do. Uhm, sometime, I mean. I'm-I'm not trying to, uhm, change the subject, if you still need to talk or...something. I just...was woolgathering I guess." He felt his cheeks redden, reached for his mug and grinned sheepishly.
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The elder Aethelwigend needed a drink! The last few days had taken their toll; firstly there had been the incident with that odd Allacan woman turning up at the Helm’s Deep dungeons to question a prisoner and her almost insubordinate decision to execute the criminal instead; not that he had any personal objections, the man had been a foul creature. Still, the conversation that followed thereafter had shaken him; he confessed to her his desire to transfer Eored before she left and the reasons for it, but he had still been reeling from the news that there might be traitors among his subordinates when the anticipated personal business had called him away from cavalry duties so he still feared rebuke from the Marshals. The ride from Helm’s Deep to Edoras had been a long and awkward one; his ward hadn’t said more than two words beyond necessary communication to him the entire journey. He had hoped they could bond a little over shared respect for the cavalry, or perhaps even the comradeship of travelling together, but he got the disappointing impression he intimidated the lad. The boy... young man he corrected himself... was a few years older than usual young cavalry recruits, but Grimthain was still concerned for his welfare. And his troubling issues with co-ordination. He had hoped that by coming to Edoras he could kill two birds with one stone; provide support to the cavalry recruit and also put himself before the Marshals for any disciplinary they deemed necessary. It was only on arrival in the capital that he learned that not only had the Marshals dismissed concerns of any neglect of his vigilance or improper conduct as Watchmaster at Helm’s Deep, but also that he had been transferred to Meduseld Eored at Allacan’s request. He was grateful, but it still surprised him, and left him with duties in Edoras before he had properly arranged to transport his belongings to the city; not quite the lifestyle he preferred to lead now that old age was beginning to creep into his bones.

Without his usual comforts and reluctant to spend his free hours in the barracks, he sought out comfort in a local tavern. He did not recognise the name of the inn; it sounded more like a gently mocking play-on-words by a non-Rohir than the honorary inn titles he was used to among Riddermark taverns, but as long as they served mead and allowed a man to sit in peace and quiet, it wound suit him just fine.

He entered, ordered a Hunigmeodu and found himself an empty table in a quiet corner. He nursed the drink for time, lost in his own pensive thoughts, until his wandering mind started paying heed to a conversation between two people only a table or so across from him (
Éolath and Sigrid).

His attention was specifically caught by the mention of fifteen missing children from a village. He paused mid-sip, and his stomach dropped as for a moment he recalled the sight of those burning pyres; the hardest day in his long cavalry duty, and one reason he had taken on the post of Watchmaster at Helm’s Deep all those years ago. To get away from duty on the front lines, and specifically the horror of that night. It was like one of the greatest demons of his past had returned to mock him this night.

He could hear the passionate determination in the young man
Éolath’s words, the concern in the voice of the woman Sigrid, and his honour forced him to intervene, though he knew it could cause them both great grief.


“I’m sorry to interrupt, but I fear I have news of those you seek, and it is not hopeful news I am afraid. I believe I recall the group of youngsters you refer to... at least, I served in the cavalry Corthor ordered to pursue a number of child-snatchers attempting to flee the Westfold via the river Entwash at around the time you refer to. We pursued them downriver until they were approaching the borders of the Eastfold, and then I believe they grew tired of our pursuit and decided the children were not worth the effort given our refusal to give in. They slaughtered the lot of them; all fifteen, and abandoned their bodies for us to find in their scattered camp the next day. We rode them down with fury and vengeance after that, not a single one did we leave alive, I am sure, and burned them all on pyres so that their vile flesh would not taint our lands again. We presumed they were traffickers native to the sea of Rhûn by their clothing, possibly hoping to carry the children down river and back to their homeland for sale. Their deaths were bitter-sweet, and far too late. The children were already lost, and there was naught we could do for them after the chase was done but gather their poor bodies and put them to rest with honour. Their mounds lie along the East-West Road, only half a day’s ride west of the Firien-wood; you cannot miss them.”

He paused, filled with remorse at the recollection of his corthor’s failure. He tried to offer what comfort he could to the distraught woman, though he himself was clearly upset at the recollection.
“They all died swiftly, that I can assure you, and they died as Rohir. I am, however, sorry that my comrades and I failed so terribly in the rescue. Had we not pursued them with such fervour and tenacity, they might still be live today. Enslaved, but alive. Or had we been quicker - though I know not how we could have achieved that without the wings of the great eagles to aid us - maybe we could have liberated them without loss of life. For my part in that failure, I am sorry. Deeply sorry, and though I do not expect you to be able to find it in your heart to forgive me, I hope perhaps my tale has offered you some semblance of closure.”

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She was finding it hard to grasp what Éolath was saying, to fully accept that he was actually willing to help her. Part of her mind kept trying to find a look or a word that would prove that he was just having her on and then disappear during the night, but for all her looking she found no clue of that whatsoever. In fact he was slowly convincing her that his words were genuine and that he really did want to help. The wetness in her eyes slowly dried and the small smile came back, though for a moment the distant look in her eyes returned as he promised she would not have to be alone in the search anymore.

It had been so many years, so many years of working more than was humanly possible at times, just so she could save enough to afford to travel around and search. And now here he was, barely knowing her and just like that offering to help her in what was likely an impossible quest. Her head tilted a bit in thought as she realised that with his help and with the connections he said he had, they might fare better than she had on her own.

Lost in her own thought she did not catch what he said straight away, blinking as she tried to figure out what he had said. As soon as it clicked for her she let out a soft chuckle and grinned as she saw his cheeks redden. "No, it's ok! I.."

Her sentence was cut off as she realised that someone had walked up to them and little did she know that her world was about to come crashing down. The smile she had greeted the stranger with froze on her face immediately, shock and horror twisting her features as tears slowly slid down her cheeks as he shared his story.

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Éolath had only a moment to register the sound of footsteps approaching before a man's voice spoke. He glanced up, eyes widening as the man informed them he knew of their mission. But horror soon followed the brief flair of hope. Horror melded with anger, a deep bone eating anger of something he could not change, then all was covered by grief. He reached out to Sigrid, wrapped an arm around her. There was no comfort he could offer, nothing other than a hug. With his free hand, he gripped the strangers forearm, spoke quietly.

"Sir, I...I thank you for telling us this. I do not speak for my friend, but I do not call what you did a failure. You tried, that's all anyone can do." He swallowed hard. "You, and your corthor did not kill those children. That blame lies with the slavers alone, and you saw to their punishment. Their deaths were not of your doing." He squeezed the man's forearm again, bowed his head. He didn't know these children, but the senseless loss of any life burned him.

Éo tightened his hug around Sigrid, then sighed softly. "I'm so sorry," he murmured.

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His own tears threatened again as the young man Éolath spoke, assuring him that the children’s deaths were not his fault. It was some comfort, but as the woman broke down the remorse only blossomed afresh. He pulled himself together for her sake; he had no idea what else he could do to help, and wanted so much to simply flee that place and his shame, but honour held him there. He would not abandon the woman after delivering such horrid news, even if the younger man seemed to be caring for her in her grief. So he turned to the only thing he could think of that offered him some guidance in this situation; cavalry tradition.

He crossed to the bar and ordered three doubles of Allauisce beatha. Though normally he would avoid anything as strong as the fiery whiskey, he felt tonight could be an justifiable exception. He brought the drinks back to the table and passed them out. When there was a pause in their conversation and the woman’s cries, he held his glass up as though in a salute, his face wet with his own silent tears.
“To those young Rohir, who fell long before their time in the name of liberty and freedom” he said, desperately finding some kind of meaning or purpose to the terrible tragedy that might help the grieving woman Sigrid feel like they had not died in vain. How words felt clunky and insufficient, but he had tried. Then, his toast thus delivered, he downed the glass in one and quietly waved for the bartender to re-fill it.

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She did not fight the hug. In fact it was the only thing that was keeping her from losing it completely. Eyes staring off into the distance, she shook her head slowly as she fought to comprehend what she had just been told, struggling to accept that all the children were gone and had been gone for almost as long as she had been out looking for them. It had always been in vain she realised, new tears falling unchecked down her pale cheeks.

Éolath's tightening of the hug brought her back to the present and numbly she accepted the offered drink from the man. A small sound escaped her lips at the man's toast and she had to draw in a ragged breath before she was able to take a small sip. Unaware of what it was that she was drinking, the strong taste made her gasp and then cough as the liquor burned it's way down her throat and into her stomach. More tears fell from her eyes, though this time it was because of the drink and not from her sorrow.

Coughing again, she held off drinking more of the given drink though managed a whispered thank you to the man before hiding her face in against Éolath's shoulder, the glass merely cradled in her hands. "I can't believe they are gone.. that it is over.. just like that.." she murmered softly that likely only he could hear over the din of the room.

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Like dappled shadows that flit across a spot of lawn beneath a wind ruffled shaded tree, Ber’s face alternately reflected a puzzled perplexity shifting to soft smile and then slowly back to thoughtful pondering. Why did he trouble her so?

And then he sang of roses.

And beneath her breath she quietly added,
There’s pink for grace
And red for love
And white for purity
Orange for passion
Yellow, friendship
Peach ~ Sincerity


But which one was “For my Ber” ~
And where had she heard that before?

But he was waiting for her answer. “Wamba,” she tried, her voice failing. She cleared her throat and tried again, apologetically.

“It was me, I’m afraid.” A warmer smile met his gaze more directly. “But if it beckoned a Minstrel to put it to rights, then count my feeble attempt worthwhile.”

She wanted him to come sit close, to sing every word he spoke, to never stop. But not only he would be exhausted, they all would be. That was the beauty of song, as was the beauty of flowers. They were not a constant, couldn’t last forever. Brevity made it all the more desired.

“There are few places where song is not welcomed, but settings such as this seem some of the most welcoming. For joy and jesting, most usually, but perhaps at times, to honor our sorrows.” On the periphery of her consciousness, she had sensed a sadness had crept into the room. Not that there wasn’t always grief that shadowed every breath and memory.

She touched at her neck, an ingrained habit that had long been her comfort. “Pray, have you more song within you that you might share?”

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*It had taken courage to come back here. But what was the choice? She had twice before abandoned home and hearth, once even abandoned an oath never formally taken, but that none the less had been.. presumed. She had friends here. Friends who had not abandoned HER, even though she clearly had brought dishonor on them by her behavior on the field. What had possessed her? She hadn't thought.. it had been over a decade... True, she had resumed practice in the last years, when she'd retired to the Freablod estate as the only way to keep it from crumbling down. And yes, she'd actually struck and bloodied someone when three assailants had been trying to make off with the goats from the stables but that had been.. an exception. Luck. She had been so certain that she could endure a fight with wooden weapons with the most indignity to suffer was to make a fool out of herself as she was struck out in the first round. That.. wasn't what had happened. Somehow.. the melee had brought her back, and old training had taken over.

"Come on, Eldrith.. Let us see whose fighting style your earlier companion looks upon most favorably today!" She could hear it still. It had been strange to hear her name from Gondorian lips, from one who had.. known. And the meaning had been all too clear: "that's an honorable warrior. He will not side with scum like you." And it had happened just as Arnyn predicted. Elvh had 'paid his debt'. Then had attacked her. Between him and Arnyn, she had landed on her backside and was out. Oh it didn't matter to her that she didn't win. SHe had never expected to win. She had never thought to make it past the first round. It had been an attempt to prove to herself that she had courage. well.. what she had done did not belong in the Campian. And she could slowly feel the crowd.. turn against her. She could feel the sharpened attention of the Campwisa too and that.. had been unsettling. Especially after. So she had made her way away from the crowds, trying to sort things out in her mind. Perhaps she SHOULD have run. She had done it before. And well.. no matter what Allacan reported the Marshals WOULD hear of what had happened, and then what of her new assignment? WOuld there be questions? Questions she could not answer. Running would have been safest.

But she had not. She HAD written, at least to her dearest friends. She had owed them closure at least. And to her surprise there had been support, and while curiosity had shone true there had been no condemnation, and no demands. Instead they wanted to see her.

Which is why she had stood outside the door of the inn, hesitating for twenty minutes before she finally entered. The cloak she wore too warm for the season by far, her face deeply shrouded by the hood as she scanned those who were assembled.*


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He glanced up slowly from Sigrid as the man pushed a small glass towards him. He felt tears burn his eyes at the words, let them sink in before he lifted the cup. He watched the man drink it straight down, and since the words held the tone of ceremony, he mimicked the man and swallowed the fiery alcohol.

It burned. A solid path of fire to his stomach and he felt himself wheeze. Tears that had threatened spilled over as he coughed once, then remembered not to squeeze Sigrid too tight. “Aye,” his voice was harsh and he cleared his throat, “may they rest with their families and find peace.” Éo put the glass down, looked at it suspiciously as he felt the fire fade to a pleasant warmth.

When the barkeep refilled the glass, he signaled for one as well, though this time he sipped it before wrapping his other arm back around Sigrid as she pressed her face against him. He stroked a hesitant hand over her back, let out a long, slow breath.

“I know.” He closed his eyes, wondered if he should speak the words passing through his mind. “It doesn’t lessen the grief, but Sigrid…I know I would rather die than live a slave. They died here as Rohir and they were buried by our people, in our land. They were able to go to the halls of our fathers without facing the horror of slavery and torture. They’re safe now…”

He trailed off, feeling terrible at this comforting thing. He looked helplessly at the man, then said quietly “I, uhm, didn’t actually get your name, sir. I’m called Éo by my friends.”
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Shivased tied Storm up to the hitching post outside the inn and gave him a pat on the neck. Just an ale or two and then we'll head back to the barracks, I promise. It's too far to get home, so the Courtyard barracks will have to do tonight. The grey horse snorted and pawed the ground as if to give permission. With a last pat she headed to the pub and pushed the door open.

It was fairly quiet inside. She paused just inside the door and noted the lad Éolath speaking to a woman she didn't know, as well as Bereth, and Wamba who was for some reason singing a song. She blinked at the last two, for she hadn't seen Wamba in...well, in years. Not since her earliest days in the Cavalry. She thought of going over to introduce herself and say hello to Bereth, but decided against it. It had been a long day of patrols and she was in need of some food and drink and relaxation.

Moving to the table by the fireplace, where she had sat the previous time she'd been here, she settled in and raised a hand to get the attention of the barkeep. A Malt Whiskey, a tankard of ale, and whatever food you might have. The barkeep nodded and within a few minutes there was a large bowl of hearty stew and plate of thick bread in front of her along with the requested drinks. The whiskey she downed in one go, savouring the warm burn in the back of her throat. Then, taking an appreciative sniff of the bowl, broke off a hunk of bread and dipped it into the stew before shoving it in her mouth. It was just as good as it smelled making her sigh in pleasure. After a day of warm water from a waterskin, strips of dried meat and wrinkled apples, this stew was heaven.
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More people were entering the pub for the evening and for a while at least the room was filled with the voices of other conversations. The hustle and bustle of the busy tavern was a relief in that moment, for it afforded the trio clustered around a table in the corner some privacy. After finishing the toast Grimthain found himself almost lurking, awaiting a dismissal that it seemed was not likely to come. That... or perhaps allowing an opportunity for more of a response from the woman. He wasn’t entirely sure what he expected; perhaps for her to lunge at him in vengeance, or curse his name, or maybe - just maybe - a hint of forgiveness.

He was pulled from his awkward stupor as the young man addressed him while still cuddling the distraught woman to his side.
Grimthain. My name is Grimthain. At the time of the kidnapping I was one of the Aethelwigends responsible for leading patrols out of Helm’s Deep. I now serve as Aethelwigend in the We... Meduseld Eored” he corrected himself at the last moment, belatedly remembering his recent transfer as he offered his hand.

He regarded the pair, realising that the young man was clearly committed to caring for the emotional woman; an honourable action and one that put him among the few people
Grimthain held in high regard. He nodded to the lad, breaking his eye contact to make it almost reminiscent of the bow of respect to a commander. The damage his own words had done was still clearly visible from the broken woman’s reaction and he felt now would perhaps be an appropriate time to excuse himself from their table. As re-assuring as the young man’s words had been in his assertion that the children’s deaths were not his fault, the woman had made no motion to agree and all the same, their fate still lay heavy on his conscience. He excused himself from them and returned to the bar in time. More so; Grimthain had been so emotionally distraught by the incident which had built upon earlier guilts so badly that he was himself forcibly relieved of duty on his return to Helm’s Deep for his own mental health, and now he feared that in his absence none of his exhausted (and themselves also shaken) subordinates had taken the time to write up the formal report so that Sigrid might have learned of their fate. No-one has known of survivors of the original village - the Rohir did not keep census details or written logs of events - but to Grimthain that was still inexcusable. Thanks to his weakness and failure to command, not only were these children now dead, but this poor woman had spent nearly eight long years searching for then when she should have been given opportunity to grieve properly years ago and then move on with her life. His self-loathing and regret bundled up in his throat so tightly that he had to hold his breath and swallow tightly for fear he would fall apart entirely. It was a few moments before he trusted himself to speak again, and when he did his voice was thick with restrained emotion.

He reached down to his coin purse; it represented only a fraction of his savings from many years serving as Helm’s Deep Watchmaster with little to spend his earnings on. It was a goodly amount but nothing special;
Grimthain knew better than to carry a heavy purse into a tavern late at night, especially in the capital so close in time to a festival when many foreigners and thieves might be abroad. All the same, it was all he had on him. He slipped a single silver piece from it to his pocket and then deposited the entire bag down on the table, meeting eyes with Éolath before turning to the woman Sigrid.
“This is for you, my lady. It is wholly insufficient recompense for the loss of your village and cannot return to you either your loved ones, your missing years or the innocence of youth, but it is a start. I can deliver more in the morning, if you let me know where to leave it for you. Please... do not do me the dishonour to refuse it; I... I am weary of this guilt. I need to do something, anything, to set right the wrongs of the past.” He stepped back from the table, and the purse of coin, and without waiting for a response turned abruptly from the table towards the bar across the room, where he collided heavily with the bench and settled himself unsteadily on a stool.

He placed his last silver piece on the bar before the bartender, fighting away the knot in his throat and the tears welling in his eyes.
“Give me the strongest drink you can in as great a quantity as I can afford with this; I don’t intend to remember the rest of tonight.” He tore his cavalry insignia off his clothing and pocketed it; he had a feeling his behaviour tonight would not be appropriate for a ranked soldier, and the last thing he wanted to do was poorly represent the cavalry during his minor meltdown.

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Èolath's voice seemed to come from far away, having trouble pushing through the storm of emotions in her mind and heart. As she closed her eyes memories of the past eight years flickered past in rapid succession, though instead of going forward they lead back to the fateful day she had come home and found them all dead. She might as well have found them all dead that day as ultimately that was the outcome. A whole village annihilated, wiped out just like that.

As Éo's words finally penetrated, her first instincts were to yell at him, pummel his chest and tell him to take those words back, that death wasn't better. But she could not kid herself, she knew in her heart that he was telling the truth, despite how agonising that realisation was. And while it was not a comfort now, she knew one day that it would be to know that they had hopefully not endured too much terror on the trek and that they had been spared even more horrors. Afterall she had heard the whispered rumours of what happened to the slave girls.

Sniffling, she wiped a hand across her cheek to wipe away the tears as she looked down at the drink. Not feeling brave enough to venture the drink all in one go, she took another sip and gasped before admitting defeat and placing the rest on the table. She could hear that it was strong even for Éo, which made her feel less guilty for not being able to finish it, not wanting to make it seem she was taking the tradition lightly.

As the man spoke, she found it hard to look at him, though his words had her eyes widen in surprise as he offered up all his money. Just like that he plonked the bag down on the table in front of her, insisting that she did not refuse the gesture. She almost felt torn in two. She knew the need to lessen the guilt, the pain, that one was willing to do almost anything to set things right. But as distraught as she was, she was raised a healer and a healer did not miss even the smallest of things. She heard the strangled tone of his voice, how the emotions seemed ready to burst. She heard the guilt and the equal desire to change the past, the wish that he could have saved the children. She knew he had done everything he could, just like she had done and they had both failed. But none of this was their fault. They had not killed the children.

Wiping her cheeks with both hands and then wiping her damp hands on her skirt, she then squeezed Éo's knee as she looked him in the eyes the unspoken gratitude for just being there and holding her as she cried, shining from them. Sniffling, she rose and took the bag of coins and followed to where Grimthain had taken a seat. "Sir?"

She realised she had spoken softly in this crowded noisy room and touched him on his arm. She waited for him to turn towards her and as soon as he did she stepped in and gave him a long hug, not waiting for permission, not even knowing if he would appreciate it or not. But she had no other way of conveying her gratitude just then.

Leaning out of the hug, she looked him in the eyes, her own filling with more tears. "Thank you. For all that you did. And thank you for making sure that they were all laid to rest properly. Looking down at her hand with the coin purse, she reached out and took his hand and placed the purse in his, holding his hand as she spoke. "I do not want to dishonour you by not accepting this gift, but I cannot accept it. However.." she quickly added before he could attempt to try and persuade her to keep it.

"There is an orphanage not far from here and while those children likely did not experience anything as horrific as what you and I have seen, it will do them more good than it would me. But know I am truly grateful all the same.." Again she leaned in and hugged the man and when she pulled away she quickly made her way back to where Èo was and sitting she took a small sip of the drink she had left, wincing as it burned her throat. "Gosh that is vile.."

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(OOC - I hope people can forgive me the swift post, but after reading @Winddancer’s response my big soppy daddy-figure needed to ugly cry before anyone could stop him.)

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The bartender had barely had a chance to answer his request when Grimthain was distracted by a soft hand on his shoulder. He turned to face her and opened his mouth to speak, but his words were halted as Sigrid drew him into a warm embrace.

He barely held onto the last shred of his resolve at the compassionate gesture; it had been far too long since anyone had embraced him with such selfless, tender affection, and he was unarmed by it. When she pulled away, silent tears had escaped past his resolve and were trickling down his face. Then, as she continued to speak, placing his coin purse back into his hand, all shreds of his ability to subdue long-suffered trauma dissolved away. This lovely young woman (young enough she could have been his daughter if fates had dealt him another hand in life) was someone who had suffered far too much far too early in her life, strong and wise beyond her years, offered him tenderness where there should have been anger, forgiveness where there could have been regret. She could not have possibly known that
Grimthain was himself an orphan, abandoned by his family or carers on the steps of a cavalry outpost in the Westfold with no hint or clue to help place where he had come from. At her insistence that he instead donate the money to a nearby orphanage he nodded mutely, and then as she pulled him into another embrace he cracked.

He squeezed her close against him, trembling hands holding her firmly but gently as a father might, as great wracking sobs tent through his body, tears finally pouring unchecked after years of hiding from his demons. He cried with an abandon of the truly grieved, as someone who at last was not afraid of letting his weaker side show. She stayed with him awhile, saying nothing, just sharing his moment of abandon to mourning, before he sniffed loudly and released her at last, wiping his face and summoning from somewhere an unexpected smile.
“Thank you, angel of the Westfold. Thank-you” was all he could think to utter, but it seemed to be enough. When she left him, he turned back to the bartender, a haunted man who had finally found a small measure of peace. “Belay my last order; get me fruit juice. Any fruit will do, and keep the change.” he nodded to himself with newfound resolve as he took the mom-alcohol drink and studied it with a self-deprivation smile, addressing himself out loud. “Right old man, no more carrying around old remorse. You aren’t dead yet, and you owe it to those children - and Éodred too - to start cherishing every minute of your life in their name. No more regrets; it’s time for a new start!”

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"You'd have a sad song, Lady?" the Fool echoed the Lady Freablod. "Tell me how ye deem this one; in a way, 'tis the saddest I know."

I saw a ghost that night abroad
When I was all alone
She left no prints, nor sound of trod
And scattered not a stone

I was struck mute and dared not speak
And yet she called my name
I croaked out, asked what did she seek
And lo, she did the same

"Why do you roam this tired hill
And weary out your mind?
At least when stubborn farmers till
They get some crop in kind"

I croaked out that she knew right well
Why I would roam at night
Around this particular dell
When her face was that wight's!

Her laughter was not as I'd heard
In lightsome days gone by
Less trilling and more cawing bird
That ended with a sigh

"And they say I'M the ghost!" she crowed
And turned, and blew away
But I'm a man who knows what's owed
And that's all that I'll say

There is no moral to this tale
No point I hope you take
'Tis just what I saw on the dale:
My guilt,
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Éo sat quietly, watching Sigrid and Grimthain. He hadn’t missed the flash of anger in Sigrid’s eyes at his last words, and though he would not unspeak what he believed to be true, his heart ached for her. He loosened his hold as she squeezed his leg to follow the aethelwigend to the bar. Éo didn’t follow, instead he simply watched and sipped his drink. Their speech was private, but he was relieved to see Sigrid hug the distraught man, and the clear lightening of his face. He’d like to talk more with Grimthain, he mused, as he’d only been recently assigned to the westmark Éored, but now was not the time. Perhaps in the morning, before he reported to morning muster.

Éo smiled as Sigrid came back to the table, a full grin escaping at her description of the drink. Relief showed in his eyes that she didn’t appear to hate him for his words. “It is, rather. It tastes better the second time,” he tipped his head at his mostly empty cup, “but since I can’t really feel my tongue, I’m not sure it really is better.” He waved his hand, caught the server’s attention again and pointed to their mead cups. His eyes were somber again as he looked at Sigrid. “Will you be alright? I’m, uhm, I was thinking…” he shifted nervously “uhm, that it helped me to see my parents’ mounds. I am assigned to the Deep, I should be leaving in a few days. I could escort you to … say farewell. I’ll stop either way, ensure that the simbelmynë covers them.”
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Shivased wrote: Tue Jul 28, 2020 4:31 pm (snip) It was fairly quiet inside. She paused just inside the door and noted the lad Éolath speaking to a woman she didn't know, as well as Bereth, and Wamba who was for some reason singing a song. (snip)
((OOC: Okay the "who was for some reason singing a song" is really cracking me up. :lol: ))

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She couldn't help it, she let out a soft sad chuckle at the thought of the drink having made Èo's tongue numb. She had been staring into her own drink, not really wanting to finish it and finally pushed it aside. She was not one for the strong drinks, disliking the horrible burn it would cause as it trickled down her throat and the fire it would cause in her belly. Besides, she had already had enough to drink tonight, far more than she had in years.

She raised her eyes and looked at Èo when he asked her how she was. Really looked at him. It was not just an offhand remark in response to her tears earlier, it was genuine concern. She had seen that look in other peoples eyes when treating their loved ones, but had not seen it aimed at her since.. since her grandmother was alive. How could this young man already feel concern for her when he hardly knew her? It was an alien feeling that someone could feel that way towards her and not be a relative. But it warmed her heart all the same and brought new tears to her eyes. She blinked them away quickly as she looked back down at the drink that she was never going to finish, embarassed that she was still crying.

His nervous shifting on the chair caught her attention and she looked back up at him, her brows furrowed with curiosity towards what he was trying to tell her. Her face fell when he told her he was leaving in a few days. She did not even know why it upset her as much as it did, but it did. She felt the loneliness creeping back in and struggled to keep it together in front of him, almost missing what it was that he was actually offering. As it finally dawned on her, she looked back at him with eyes wide, her heart racing. "You would do that? For me? You would really escort me to the burial site?" Her head shook with disbelief and she suddenly reached out and grabbed his hand. "Valar bless you! If you really mean it, I would love for you to! I mean.. I was going to go on my own as I.. uh like you said need the closure of seeing it for myself, but.. yes.. it would mean a lot to me if you could come with me.."

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Éo smiled, turned his hand to grip hers. “Of course I will, Sigrid. You’re my friend.” Though the words were simple, it meant a lot to Éolath. He had very few friends in Rohan as of yet, being as shy as he was. He’d gotten to know his cousin, but he wasn’t convinced that she wasn’t entirely mad. Fun, yes, but not quite sane. The others he had met were comrades and superiors, and would be friends given enough time but they weren’t like Sigrid.

“I don’t think you should go alone. You said earlier that you’re not a fighter, and though the road is often patrolled, there is always bandits and stuff.” He squeezed her hand, a faint blush tinging his cheeks. “I’d hate for you to get hurt. And…I don’t think you should make this kind of visit alone, anyway.” Besides, he thought to himself, he’d enjoy her company on the road. And he could make sure she took care of herself and got enough to eat. “I’d really like to, if you can wait a couple days. Or if you have to work, I could probably come back soon. I think my new marshal would understand if I asked for a few days when you are free.”
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Again her eyes filled with tears and she wiped at her cheek with annoyance at how much she was still crying. But she could not stop them. However this time they did not appear from her despair, this time they trickled down her cheeks from something she had never experienced before. At least not in the last eight years. She had not had anyone she could call a friend since her whole village was destroyed, too busy working, training or reading to socialise.

But here she was, one evening, a couple of hours really and she had a friend. An actual friend. She could see in his eyes that he meant it, that he was not just having her on with words she wanted to hear and for that she was eternally grateful. She hated being lied to, hated being talked to like she was stupid, but she especially hated fakeness. As all these thoughts rushed through her mind, she shook her head slightly as she looked at him, still finding it hard to believe this was all real, completely missing that his cheeks had gone a darker colour.

"I am not due back at the infimary for a while yet, so I can wait until you can leave." She said it with a smile, though her mind was already trying to sort out how she was going to afford staying here for a few days. Surely there was some work she could do, whether it was working in the inn or doing some healer tasks that could bring in enough to pay for her stay. If not she would go back to sleeping in the rough, not like that was new to her. It didn't matter that much to her anyway, she was just glad she was not going to have to make this trip on her own, that she would not have to be at the burial site all by herself.

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Éo smiled at Sigrid’s words. Though the occasion was still much more solemn, he was happy that she didn’t have to work. “I could probably be ready to leave tomorrow afternoon,” he said, thinking aloud. “But the next day would be better. It’s about three days to the Deep, or so I was told, and I’d planned to stop at my cousin’s home before I report in. I’ve ten days to be there, but my cousin told me to get some extra equipment from her before I…” He trailed off, distracted by her smile.

“Uhm,” he reached out blindly, took a gulp from a cup and choked on the last of her whisky. Coughing, he tried to catch his breath and regain his thoughts then gave up with a sheepish smile. “I’ll be able to get travelling supplies from the quartermaster, food and such. Did you stable your horse here? Are you staying here for the night? I, uhm, I mean…we can figure out where to meet later, I guess. When do you want to go?”
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She had been nodding along as he thought out loud, about to interject and tell him that he should not hurry on her account, that she was happy to wait until he could go. The last thing she wanted was to cause him trouble, or inconvenience him with having to hurry up doing what he needed to do before they could go. As Èo suddenly reached out for his drink, she almost flinched at the suddenness of it, jumping forward as he almost choked on it. The healer in her immediately took control and almost slapped him on his back to help him clear the liquid out of his lungs as it seemed he had gotten it down the wrong pipe.

"Hey.. careful there.." smiling at him she sat back down as it seemed he regained control, though she sat on the edge of her chair in case it happened again. Her smile faded suddenly as he spoke of getting supplies, her hand going to her pocket and rubbing the two coins she had left. Absentmindedly she answered some of his questions, though she was preoccupied with trying to figure out how she could gather enough to pay her own way before they left. Maybe if she did not stay at the inn, she could save one of the coins, doubting that she could justify taking Dash out of the stable now that he had been in it for a couple of hours.

"Uh.. yes, Dash is stabled out back and uh.. yeah I was thinking about staying here for the night. Oh and uhmm the day after tomorrow should be fine, if that suits you best?" She put on the smile again, her eyes going quickly to the barkeep and wondering if she could get some paid work between now and then, the extra time before they left likely both good in the sense it gave her more time to earn more, but also bad if she only earned enough for her stay.

Quickly she added "I already have what I need, so it is all up to you when it is best to go, as long as it does not cause any trouble with your plans."

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“Dash…that’s a good name for a horse,” he studied Sigrid’s face, getting the subtle feeling she wasn’t telling him all her thoughts. But that was her right, it just gave him an uncomfortable sense of worry about her. “And I figured you were staying here tonight, it’s too late to go anywhere else.”

He pushed the now empty cup of whisky further away, poked absently at a crust of pie. “I’d planned to ride out to my sister’s tomorrow morning to tell her that I’ll be gone for a while. That’s where I cut my arm earlier this summer,” he grinned at the memory, “I’m sure you remember. You could come with me, if you like. I could get my stuff from Edoras, go there in the afternoon instead of the morning and we could stay the night and leave for the Deep the next day.” He nibbled at the crust, thinking. It was a little ways off the main road, but no further than riding to her farm then back to Edoras.

“Although, she’s got two rather noisy children. I kinda like them, but I wouldn’t want you to be uncomfortable. If I stayed the night there, I could make sure the chores get done and she’s got enough stored up for a couple weeks. Her man has been ill most of the summer, but I think I told you that before…” he blushed again, not entirely sure of what all he had told her that day at the infirmary. He’d babbled a great deal, and had been struck by her kindness and competence. After a long moment of silence, he said uncertainly. “Sigrid, I…I hope you’ll let me know if I can help you. You still seem worried. Am I talking too much, making you uncomfortable?”
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Sigrid merely nodded as Èo complimented her horses name. She had not named him, so she could not take credit, but he was already talking about something else and it did not seem that important to clarify anyway. Not like it was a big deal anyway, it was just the horse she had inherited after her grandmother. However they had gotten real close over the past eight years and she did not know what she would do without him.

"Oh uh.." she tried in response to his offer to come with him, definitely not wanting to impose of him and let alone his sister and her family, however she could not get a word in edgewise. Sitting back she smile and just listened. She loved how he could just ramble on, constantly finding something to say even if it was scattered and all over the place. But it was definitely better than silence. She seemed to recall he would do that when he was in the infirmary too and her eyes went to his arm even though he had already showed her the healed scar.

She was lost in her own memories of when she had last seen him that she didn't even realise at first that he had stopped talking and that she had missed responding to his offer before he started talking again. "What? No, of course not! You are neither talking too much or making me uncomfortable." She shook her head to emphasize her response, upset that he even thought that.

Not wanting to upset him even more by declining, she changed her mind about saying no to going with him to his sisters, justifying any imposition by being able to look in on the husband and making sure he was alright. "If it is not too much of an imposition, I will gladly come along. I can see if there is anything I can do for her husband and if they have that in hand, then I am sure there are chores around the house I can help with." The smile lifted her lips once more as she reached out to squeeze his hand in gratitude. "You have already done so much to help, I will be eternally grateful."

She felt bad that she skirted around the truth of her reluctance, but saying you are broke and asking for help to pay for a trip she wanted to go on, just sat badly with her. However if she was going to go with him tomorrow already, then she would not have a chance to get her own supplies and her face fell once more as she realised she was going to have to tell him. "I uh, did not bring all my funds with me, so I might need to do some work before we can leave, as I don't have any supplies either.." Her face burned with embarassment at the admission, hating that she sounded like she was stupid with her money.

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“It won’t be an imposition,” he said brightly, then flushed as she took his hand for a squeeze. He turned his over to hold hers again automatically though the tops of his ears remained red. “My brother-by-marriage was converting the loft into smaller rooms for the children, but the baby still sleeps near them so they have an empty room for guests. And my sister always complains that she never has any ‘womenfolk to talk to’,” he mimicked her voice in a falsetto, grinning. “She’ll probably talk your ear off. And we’d both be grateful if you had a look at her husband – actually…” he fell silent, thinking.

They hadn’t had time to find a healer willing to travel to the farm to evaluate Folca and the weird fevers and weakness. And he’d been too weak to travel very far, even had they the time to move him by wagon. “Actually,” he continued, “I’d pay you the healers fee to see him. He’s a good man, and my sister needs him. That would take care of you needing to go get funds, and I’ll have plenty of supplies for the journey. I’ll get the standard kit from the cavalry, of course, which they are always generous with the food. But my sister always sends me with extra food whenever I come to visit. She must think I never eat or something.”

He fell quiet for a moment, thinking. He’d noticed her going red at the mention of money and supplies. Hadn’t she said something earlier about spending all her free time and money on her quest to find the lost children? Surely she didn’t mean -all- her money. He glanced at her face, his brows knit together and he shook his head slowly. He had a sneaking suspicion that was exactly what she had done. He couldn’t blame her really, giving everything to this quest was what he’d come to expect from her from their talks tonight. And he had no right to comment on her money or spending habits, she was an adult. And yet, he worried. That much, he told himself firmly, was well within his rights as a friend.

Giving her hand a gentle squeeze, he smiled. “Don’t worry about supplies or funds for this journey. It will be my tribute to the memory of the children and your village.”
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She couldn't stop the grin from lifting her lips, the thought of his sister being as chatty as him making her chuckle softly. Her eyes fell to their hands, though her mind wandered, wondering what it would be like if she still had family alive, how different her life would be if she had a sister and nieces and nephews. She felt a deep ache in the pit of her stomach for the aching craving for something she would never have. And at this rate, she would never have children of her own either, she was already getting to to an age where she was older than many of the young women around here who were starting families. She wondered what it would be like to be normal, to have a family of her own.

Catching some of what he was saying, she blinked and furrowed her brows. She was so grateful that Thalionwen dealt with payment at the infimary as if she was left to her own devices, she would likely never get any pay as she would waver most of it, finding it hard to take payment from people in need. Most of the money she had earned to be able to travel had been from all the extra work she had done, making salves, lotions and drying herbs to sell in her spare time. She was already shaking her head, her hand gripping his even tighter.

She was about to cut him off when he brought up doing it for the memory of the children, tears springing to her eyes unbidden. Her eyes narrowed as she saw through his ploy, but with a sigh she relented. She had no right to be angry with him, not when he was being so incredibly selfless and kind. She could not say no to him and not look like a brat. A mean brat. Blinking the tears away, she looked back down at their hands for a long moment before she felt she could answer without her voice wavering.

Thank you.. I mean really, Thank you." At the emphasis on the last two words, she looked into his eyes, her blue eyes still wet, though no more tears spilled. "You getting the supplies is enough payment for seeing to your brother-in-law and letting me stay there for free. I will not take money for helping him, ok?" Giving a small cough to clear the lump in her throat, she hoped she did not sound like she was pleading.

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Éo grinned as Sigrid narrowed her eyes at him. Busted, he thought, amused by her reluctant agreement. “You’ll have to win that argument with my sister,” his grin was lopsided and cheerful. “She’ll insist, and I’ll agree with whoever wins. You don’t need to thank me, but you’re welcome regardless.” He was pretty sure that Hild would overcome her objections to pay a healer’s fee. His sister was even more stubborn than he. Either way, he mused, Sigrid would have a safe journey and be able to lay this to rest finally.

“Sigrid?” he’d noticed her staring at their hands, and he glanced down. Hers were smaller than his, but strong and competent as he had cause to know. He chewed on his lip, unsure if his questions would be welcome. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.” He ran his thumb over her hand, frowning slightly at something the other healer at the infirmary had said. The memory tickled his mind again, and he shook his head slightly at his inner monologue. Sigrid was his friend. They were just friends.

He pulled his thoughts back, brought his eyes back up to her face. “What are you going to do now? I mean, after you get back from the Deep. Will you keep working at the infirmary?”
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Her brows furrowed briefly, though a small smile did grow on her lips as she thought of having to argue her way out of payment with his sister. Afterall they did not know how stubborn she was. Again she dropped her eyes to their hands as her mind wandered once more, part of her looking forward to meeting his family, the other part of her hurting at the prospect of seeing them interact, afraid she would feel like an outsider, like she was in the way. Sighing softly she knew it was stupid, but the feeling still niggled in her stomach.

"Hm?" She looked back up into his eyes as he spoke her name, drawing her attention away from her musings. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.” The way he started the question had her heart beating faster, her mind furiously trying to figure out what he was going to say, jumping between every worst case scenario that she could possibly conjure up, unknowingly tightning the grip on his hands.

Worry filled her eyes until he finally asked his question and when he had she almost chuckled with relief that it hadn't been him changing his mind or something equally bad. "Oh.. um.." her body visually relaxed, the grip on his hand loosening once more. "I honestly don't know.. I never really thought that far ahead.. you know.. cause.. well you know why.."

Thinking, she bit into her lower lip and chewed on it, wondering what she would be doing now. "I mean I guess I would stay at the infirmary, it's what I am trained for afterall.. however.." she paused for a long moment, her head tilting slightly as she recalled a dream she had had when she was younger, a small smile growing on her lips. "Hmm.. I did once want to own my own shop where I could sell potions, salves, herbs and the like.." Looking back into his eyes she shrugged her shoulders, giving him a sad smile. "I don't know really, it's kinda weird to be in the position to be able to do what I want.."

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“Owning a shop?” he repeated, tilting his head to study the smile and distant eyes. “I’ve never envied a shopkeeper, always being inside and having to talk to people all the time.” He flushed a little, grinning at himself. “I don’t mind talking to people so much, but I’m terrible at selling things or haggling prices. But that kind of shop sounds different.” He paused a moment, thinking.

“I guess you’d need a bit of a garden, to grow all the things and a workshop to make stuff. You’d make it yourself, wouldn’t you?” He glanced up, realized he was nearly back to babbling again. “I mean, they grow the stuff at the infirmary, don’t they? I wonder if…” He bit his tongue, forcing himself to be quiet. This was her dream, after all. Just because he thought it a wonderful idea did not mean he could – or should – throw his own opinions and ideas at her. He flushed again, grinned at her.
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